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Adventure and mystery in the uncanny spirit world
captivate the young lives of fourteen-year-old Christina and her sister Jackie,
eleven. When the family moves 1500 miles from their home in New Jersey to the
desert of the American Southwest, they encounter many spirits—some good, some
evil.
Out West the family seeks out the paranormal, hunting ghosts
with the latest most sophisticated devices. Their searches take them to several
eerie places, including a remote forest, a ghost town, and a sacred burial
ground. They also explore an isolated Native American stream and investigate an
Indian Pow Wow.
Not long after settling into their new home, Christina adopts
Neewa, a half coyote female puppy with a mysterious secret. But when the puppy
becomes deathly ill, the girl is determined to find a doctor to save her pet.
When a shaman vet miraculously turns up, he supplies a charm, a potion, and an
incantation for Neewa to save her spirit.
Danger lurks around every corner but the sisters surprisingly
find protection in most unusual ways through a medicine woman, mythological
animals, herbs and other mystical means.
Throughout their extraordinary experiences the young sisters
face various dimensions of fear and joy.
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Adventure and
mystery in the uncanny spirit world captivate the young lives of
fourteen-year-old Christina and her sister Jackie, eleven. When the family moves
1500 miles from their home in New Jersey to the desert of the American
Southwest, they encounter many spirits—some good, some evil.
Out West the family seeks out the paranormal, hunting ghosts with the latest
most sophisticated devices. Their searches take them to several eerie places,
including a remote forest, a ghost town, and a sacred burial ground. They also
explore an isolated Native American stream and investigate an Indian Pow Wow.
Not long after settling into their new home, Christina adopts
Neewa, a half
coyote female puppy with a mysterious secret. But when the puppy becomes deathly
ill, the girl is determined to find a doctor to save her pet. When a shaman vet
miraculously turns up, he supplies a charm, a potion, and an incantation for
Neewa to save her spirit.
Danger lurks around every corner but the sisters surprisingly find protection
in most unusual ways through a medicine woman, mythological animals, herbs and
other mystical means.
Throughout their extraordinary experiences the young sisters face various
dimensions of fear and joy.
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Adventure and mystery in the
uncanny spirit world captivate the young lives of fourteen-year-old Christina
and her sister Jackie, eleven. When the family moves 1500 miles from their
home in New Jersey to the desert of the American Southwest, they encounter
many spirits—some good, some evil.
Out West the family seeks out the
paranormal, hunting ghosts with the latest most sophisticated devices. Their
searches take them to several eerie places, including a remote forest, a ghost
town, and a sacred burial ground. They also explore an isolated Native
American stream and investigate an Indian Pow Wow.
Not long after settling into their
new home, Christina adopts Neewa, a half coyote female puppy with a mysterious
secret. But when the puppy becomes deathly ill, the girl is determined to find
a doctor to save her pet. When a shaman vet miraculously turns up, he supplies
a charm, a potion, and an incantation for Neewa to save her spirit.
Danger lurks around every corner
but the sisters surprisingly find protection in most unusual ways through a
medicine woman, mythological animals, herbs and other mystical means.
Throughout their extraordinary
experiences the young sisters face various dimensions of fear and joy.
Still can’t believe I moved 1500
miles away from our home and all my friends, this is a big mistake. If it
weren’t for Dad I would be home right now. I’d be hanging with my friends
and living in my house instead of this broken down place.
I can’t understand why Mom moved
to
Canada
either. It’s not fair that we are all so far apart. I miss her so much.
Grandma and Grandpa didn’t want us to leave either. Everyone back home
wanted us to stay.
Dad got this job with the
government, that’s why we came out West. Monday through Friday he works
calculating all kinds of stuff with very fancy instruments, Electromagnetic
field (EMF) meters, temperature sensors, static electricity & ionization
detectors, motion detectors, listening devices, radio frequency detectors,
even radiation monitors.
But on the weekends we take or
rather we borrow this same equipment and use it. It’s a good thing the
government doesn’t know what we do with their stuff. We certainly can’t
tell Dad’s boss that we hunt ghosts. That’s right! We hunt ghosts, not
imaginary ones, but ghosts and spirits that give off real natural energy,
paranormal phenomena.
Dad says, “As long as I’m
testing the equipment, the boss says it’s okay to take the stuff home.”
When we go on a ghost hunt, we also
bring night vision goggles, a special infrared camera, and a digital camera
with sound recording capability to capture everything that happens on an
investigation.
The equipment is the same kind of
high-tech gear used to hunt tornadoes, thunderstorms, or even criminals. I’m
not exactly sure what Dad does during the day. He doesn’t talk about it
much. When we have all of the equipment with us, Dad worries that someone
might think we stole the stuff because of the labels that say, Property of
US Government. He says we have to keep a low profile. Dad thinks if it
gives off energy, it can be hunted.
My goal is to be the world’s most
famous ghost hunter that ever lived. I’m talking about having my own TV show
and everything, that’s what I want.
My name is Christina, I’m fifteen
years old and I hunt ghosts. Jacqueline my sister, we call her Jackie is
twelve years old.
We kind of look alike but we are so
different. She has straight auburn hair while mine is black and curly. Dad
says I look really great with my hair up. That’s how I hide all the curls
that annoy the heck out of me and make my hair frizz out all over the place.
I’m always straightening it.
I react to everything. If Dad says
something I don’t like, forget it. I fire right back at him. Then he says stop
it or he’ll punish or ground me. I blast him, call him a name or tell
him to shut up. By the time I think about what I’ve said, it’s too late.
If he keeps his cool and says stuff
like, that’s no way to talk to your father. He makes me feel guilty so I
apologize.
But if he yells or says I’m mean,
then I say more bad stuff and really get him mad. We won’t make up till the
next day. Usually I feel bad all night and that sucks, but that’s what
happens.
Jackie on the other hand is more of
a trickster type. Oh yeah she’ll start trouble all right and mostly for me.
If she doesn’t get her way, she goes into a major screaming tantrum until
the roof is shaking and all Dad and me want to do is run away. But we can’t
because she just keeps coming at us until she gets what she wants. Then she
blames me, saying I did it! Or “What did I do?” Claiming her innocence.
What I hate most is when she says,
“It’s your fault I’m late. I was supposed to be there a half hour ago!
You’re making me late!” she yells.
The argument goes back and forth
and gets pretty ugly, if you know what I mean. It ruins the rest of the night,
unless someone apologizes, which only happens if the one who gets hurt stays
calm and says things to make the other one feel guilty, but how often does
that happen?
Jackie and I never dress alike
although I borrow her stuff and she takes cloths from me when I’m not
looking. It makes me so mad. Give me jeans and a hoodie with a tight top and
I’m happy.
Jackie and her friend Amanda are
into designer cloths, sheik colored tops, and name brands. She’s wearing
pink today with her favorite sandals. She even paints her fingernails
different colors from one day to the next. My nails are always natural never
painted.
I’m taller than Jackie by about
five inches, but she can put me in a headlock and make me say uncle, but I
won’t. Dad is like a foot taller than me.
Some day I’m going to be a
writer. Jackie wants to be an actor. She likes dance and singing classes too.
I tell her, “You already are an
actress.” She gets really mad.
My green eyes and long lashes are
gorgeous, that’s what everyone says.
Whenever someone hears my last name
they say, “Is your Dad John?”
“Yes,” I always say smiling,
then they say, “I know your Dad.” I just grin.
One thing though, I’m very
self-conscious about my nose. It has a bump on the bridge from a couple of
falls I took when I was little. Jackie’s nose is perfect but she still has
braces. I had mine off last month, now I wear a retainer every night.
I’m so excited, I finally got my
puppy, the one I’ve been waiting for. Dad has promised me I could adopt a
puppy for the last seven years. Now I finally have one, but she has no name
and I have to pick a really great name. I’ve been looking on the web, and
everywhere for the perfect name, but I can’t decide. Jackie thinks she is
going to name her but that is out of the question.
Everyone is sitting in the TV room
as I go through a box of stuff not yet unpacked from our move. Boxes are still
in closets, bedrooms, and everywhere. In the bottom of this one is a book
I’ve never seen before.
“Hey, look at this Native
American Language Book,” I thumb through the pages to a section on names.
They’re in columns with the English word next to the Indian word. I read
through name after name.
“Holy mackerel! I had no idea
there were so many Indian names, page after page of them,” I mumble
spellbound reading one after another.
Suddenly one name jumps out at me,
“Neewa is the word for snowberry, pronounced Knee-wa. Snowberry would be a
great name for my new puppy. She’s all white like a snowberry. That’s it!
I’m going to call her Neewa.”
There is silence in the room. I
think everyone likes the name.
Grinning, I look around, “So
that’s that, I’ve picked her name, it’ll be Neewa.”
“Wait a minute, wait a minute, I
have some names for her,” Jackie adds. “How come you get to pick her name
anyway? What about Snowball, Ghost, or Snowflake.”
She stares at me, then Dad.
“Jackie you can’t name my
puppy. I’ve waited years to get her. You can walk her, feed her, pet her,
and love her. But she is my puppy, and I’m going to name her.”
I stomp out of the room determined.
“What are we having to eat? I’m
hungry,” I Yell to Dad shutting myself behind the door of my room.
Dad now darting around the kitchen
answers, “Grandma’s
Florida
chicken, mashed potatoes, and string beans. And Christina it’s your turn to
set the table.”
I act like I didn’t hear him.
“Christina Now!” Dad adds.
“In a minute, Stop bugging me, I
will,” I shout knowing he’ll do it if I wait long enough.
Through the paper-thin walls, I
listen to Jackie give a speech on why she should pick my puppy’s name. She
makes me so mad as she continues her appeal to Dad.
“It’s Christina’s puppy so I
should get to name her. This isn’t fair, she gets a puppy and I get nothing.
I can’t even name it, I want my own puppy,” She complains.
After a good amount of silence, we
all sit down to eat. The conversation continues about naming my puppy. Dad
doesn’t really want to answer Jackie so he tells her the puppy is for all of
us to enjoy. Christina has always wanted one and this is the way it turned
out, blah, blah, blah, he goes on and on.
I’m really getting mad,
“She’s my puppy Jackie! I’m naming her so get over it!”
Hum let’s see, what can I say to
send her over the edge, make her lose her temper, and blow up? Hum, so many
choices let me pick one, “So Jackie what song are you rehearsing for the
talent show?”
Dad jumps in immediately,
“Christina stop it right now. I know where you’re going with this. Jackie
don’t listen to her, she is just trying to get you going.”
I glare at her from across the
table. By this time my stomach is in knots, I can hear rumbling, gurgling, and
I’m about ready to throw up.
“My mind is made up and that’s
that, why can’t you get it through your head,” I burst out.
Jackie continues to taunt me by
suggesting silly names like Spot and White Fang. I ignore her. Those names
don’t have anything to do with my puppy. Jackie always has to get her way,
but not this time. She’s my puppy and I’m naming her, no one is going to
change that.
Neewa is playing around the table
trying to get my attention. Frolicking and jumping around, she spins and then
leaps up. Wow, quickly she circles me, bumping into my shin to make sure I
reach down to pet her as she loses her balance and stumble over her oversized
paws.
Neewa’s nose starts sniffing the
air, she smells dinner and sits perfectly straight at my side. Her tail is
curled around her legs, occasionally thumping the floor. Her head is pointing
at the food on my plate, eyes and nose focused, not even blinking.
We can’t feed you at the table.
You have your own bowls for food and water. Its Dad’s rule for now, we all
agreed to it before picking her up at the pound. But I’ll have that rule
changed in no time.
“You made me wait seven years to
get my puppy,” I blurt out.
Dad answers in a serious tone,
“Christina, you were not ready for a puppy seven years ago. I’m not sure
you’re ready now.”
After dinner I fake a kitchen clean
up so Dad will jump in and get it over with. I just want to slip into the
living room and watch my TV shows.
Jackie is looking for the book with
the names but I hid it way in the back of the shelf where she will never find
it. I’m not telling her where it is. I know what she’s up too. Oh crap,
that’s it, she found it. She’s looking through the pages for another name
for my Neewa. I pretend to pay no attention to her.
Turning to Dad she says,
“Here’s the section on names.”
She pauses studying and turning the
pages, “What about the name White Cloud or White Star? They are perfect
names.”
“Those are not Indian words you
widget,” she makes me so mad.
Jackie
ignores me, usually she goes ballistic when I call her a name, kicking and
screaming at me.
She
snickers, “Hey look at this, they have a word for ghost. It’s —ha,
and more than one ghost is —nee.”
Jackie
reads a passage from the book, “Indians believe the Spirit lives forever.
When the body dies, the spirit is called a spirit being and may take the body
of another living creature such as a butterfly, a wolf, or even a bear. Or a
spirit being may live in the wind or earth and not taking any form at all.”
Silence
fills the room, even Neewa is motionless listening as Jackie continues
reading, and “The spirit being seeks a resting place in the sacred burial
ground of his tribe among all the others who have died. This sacred ground is
the doorway to the spirit world, the final resting place where all the spirit
beings gather and celebrate eternal peace and happiness.”
“That’s
creepy?” Smiling I look at Dad and Jackie.
“Yeah
that’s really creepy,” Jackie adds, “Gives me the chills.”
“Do
you believe that Dad?” I look at him.
Dad
walks back into the kitchen to finish putting stuff away, “I’m not sure I
believe it, I wish it were true though. Most of the guys at work believe
it.”
Jackie
is so spoiled, before Mom moved she would ask her, “Can my friend sleepover
Mom?”
At
first Mom would say, no, no, and no.
Guess
what? Later she always got her way and had her friend sleeping over. Most of
here friends are odd, they love to sit around singing Broadway tunes and
choreograph dance routines to the music of online karaoke websites.
I
hate it when she sings off key, “You’re off key,” I yell from my room.
She
gets so mad, really crazy, and even throws stuff at me. Except for maybe Dad,
she’s got the worst temper of all of us.
At
night I shut my door to get away from everyone. I need time to myself to read
books and do things. My favorites authors are by Stephenie Meyer and Dan
Brown. But most of the time I’m online talking or texting to my friends back
home. One of my friends, I met on line at FanFiction.
It’s
a web site where we critique TV shows and movies.
We all write stuff and then comment and critique each other’s
writings. I call my friend
Ohio
, because she lives in
Ohio
. She’s home schooled.
Jackie
loves to read, mostly mysteries and action-adventure like Harry Potter books
and lots of others ones too.
“Good
night Dad love you,” Jackie says as she glides to her room.
Sleep,
I need sleep, “Good night Dad, love you.”
“Goodnight
Christina, night Jackie, love you.”
My
new home is beat, it’s an old one-story ranch in a neighborhood laid out in
a perfect grid. Of all the houses in this part of town, ours is the oldest and
the smallest. It’s the worst looking too, never been updated like the other
ones around us. I’ll tell you one thing, I’m not planning on staying here
long. I’m getting out of here.
The
outside is a mess. The driveway in front is full of potholes. We have to use a
bumpy dirt path around back in the alleyway. The only good thing about it is
the back pathway ends just a few feet from the side door. The only door we use
to get in and out of the place. But watch out when you turn of the alley,
there’s a big tree right there. Dad almost hit it a few times.
Beige
stucco covers the cinder block structure we call home. And burgundy red paint
outlines the windows, doors, and roof. The color of the house was white, but
after years of harsh sun and wind, it’s got a layer of encrusted dirt over
the top. It’s not white anymore.
An
old wood fence that’s falling apart goes around the front yard. It has
double rails made of 2 x 4’s that run along the border between the
neighbor’s yards and ours. Oh my god the railing colors alternate between
burgundy and off-white, with dirt caked on to match the house, Yuck!
The
painter must have run out of the burgundy and added white paint to make it go
further to finish the job. You can see where the shade of burgundy gets
lighter, turning into pink and fuchsia at the corner. His painting ladder
still rests against the house, where he stopped, splattered with paint drips.
Flowerbeds
on either side the walkway haven’t been cared for in years. They still have
beautiful flowers blooming attracting colorful hummingbirds at dusk.
Iridescent tiny green and blue birds hover, while using their long beaks to
slurp the nectar from the flowers. I’ve tried to take pictures of them but
they get scared off so easily and fly away in a flash.
The
landlord said we could rent the house for a few hundred dollars a month.
That’s if we take care of it until he gets out of the nursing home. Dad says
he’ll never get out.
My
house back home was twice the size of this one and brand new. Bedrooms, living
room, every room was bigger, and had lots more closets, and big wide windows
with window sills to stack stuff on. The kitchen had cherry wood cabinets, and
bathrooms with satin nickel faucets and fake marble counter tops on top of
matching vanities. The place was so cozy and the apartment downstairs was
perfect for Grandma and Grandpa, with gorgeous southwester motifs in the
ceramic tile covering the floor. Everyone was so mad when Dad said we were
selling the house and Grandma and Grandpa would have to move.
It
was on a dead-end street, the last house, and there were lots of kids. We
played games, went fishing in the pond, and had lots of fun. Jackie’s
friend, Debbie who lived on the block, had a swimming pool and we had a
trampoline for everyone to jump on.
Grandma
and Grandpa were always there on holidays and weekends to give us presents. I
miss my family and friends so much. Sometimes at night I look at their
pictures and cry myself to sleep.
Here,
our new neighbors won’t even talk to us. Worse than that one night when I
was coming home, I saw one neighbor turn away from me as I went in my door.
One
exception, the banker and his wife made an effort to be hospitable and
welcoming. Hank and Jane Burns are very nice people. From time to time they
come over to the house, talk to us, and even brought brownies. Meanwhile, they
try to find out everything they can about us. Dad says Mr. Burns wants us to
take out a loan or invest in cable TV or something.
Jackie
started babysitting for their daughter, Brice. That gives Hank and Jane time
to go out for dinner and a movie without having to worry. They trust Jackie
and she’s paid pretty well.
Besides
Brice, there are no other kids around here, it’s like they rounded them all
up and sent them away. The streets are deserted, no skateboards, scooters, or
jump rope. This place sucks.
It
was early morning when Dad woke us up. Usually, when he tries to get me up on
a weekend morning I tell him, “Leave me alone, go away, don’t bother
me!”
Yesterday
morning was different, getting up and dressed and being ready was easy.
Finally we were going to the animal shelter to get the puppy I’ve been
waiting for my entire life.
Jackie
on the other hand was moving as slow as a snail. I stood at the door, tapping
my shoe on the floor. Annoyed, I waited while Jackie had to have her morning
bowl of cereal.
“Jackie
let’s go, we’re late,” I plead with her to hurry.
“Christina
shut up! I can’t hear the TV,” she replied.
“Dad
Dad, Jackie is having cereal, tell her to leave it, I wanna go now,” I
begged Dad.
Finally
after a lot of yelling, we got in the van and left.
After
we drove a while into the desert from town I saw the sign, County Animal
Shelter. The arrow pointed up a long dirt road. At the end of the bumpy road
was a dull gray building.
I
could see some of the area where the dogs were kept. Around back was the
kennel area. At this distance, the compound looked neat and tidy, with animal
pens in neat rows. In the front were a few parked cars and a big front door
with one window.
Loud
sounds of barking dogs came from behind the building. No wonder they put this
place way out in the middle of nowhere. But the closer we got, the noise got
so loud it sounded like a fox hunt was going on in the back. And the building
seemed to turn even grayer.
I
was very nervous as I lead everyone across the stone parking lot. Jackie and
Dad followed close behind me.
After
knocking on the steel door, a man in black coveralls, hair slicked back, and
parted down the middle, slowly opened the door. The barking got even louder
and I was hit with a wave of the pungent smell of a dog pound. The older man
with a kindhearted smile greeted us. My guess he’s the dogcatcher, his
appearance and pale face made him look like Dracula, lacking only the makeup
and cape.
“Looking
for a pet?” he grinned.
“Yes,”
I answer back.
“Right
this way, you folks just look around,” Dracula said.
“Follow
me,” I ordered.
I
whispered to Jackie, “That guy looks like Dracula, look at his hair.”
We
laughed as we walk through the hallway into the inner chamber.
Dad
reminds me, “Christina remember we want a nice friendly, house-broken, and
fully grown dog.”
“Poppy,
Poppy, (I call Dad Poppy sometimes,) I heard what you said, now stop with the
pressure Okay,” Trying to get him to back off and leave me alone.
I
wandered from side to side on the walkway between the large and small cages
with big and small cats and dogs of all colors inside. Creeping through the
maze, I looked left then right, checking each animal, yet pass one after
another. Occasionally I hesitated for a moment to take a closer look, but
continued my journey down the endless corridor of forlorn and cast-off pets. I
was heartbroken looking at all the cats and dogs with no homes. Surplus
animals, once loyal and loving pets, now no longer needed, discarded members
of society wanting to be taken care of.
Dad
whispered in my ear as if the animals were listening to him, “After sixteen
weeks in the pound they will be put to sleep.”
“Put
to sleep? What does that mean?” I blurt out loudly. Is he saying that they
are to be killed or murdered?
“They
have to be euthanized, destroyed.” He finished his thinking.
Instantly
I became flush, my face red-hot. Each one of them needed a home, to be loved,
before it’s too late. Gasping for air, I was horrified at the thought that
any one of these animals would be destroyed.
Now
my morning at the pound was no longer joyous and full of promise. It was more
like a slow motion death walk in a horror movie. Frame after frame passing
before me with animals being led to the gas chamber where they were to be
taken care of all right.
The
morning was slipping away, there seemed to be more and more animals, and
choosing just one became more complicated. I wanted to save them all. Maybe
even lead a jailbreak and set them all free.
Jackie
followed me through the aisles of animals while Dad was left behind somewhere.
Nearing
the end of death row, I became full of fear and anxiety. Animals jumped toward
me as I passed their cages, wanting to be saved from their ultimate fate.
If
I reached out to one, it lunged to the side of the cage, crashing into the
wire wall trying to kiss my fingers. It was as if they knew their fate and
knew that I was their savior. But nothing could save all of these animals.
Unexpectedly,
I spied a little white puppy curled up in a ball with its littermates. It
looked up at me with pointed ears too big for its head and a shining black
nose. It was the cutest puppy I had ever seen. It jumped up on the side of the
cage letting out a yelp, calling me.
This
puppy was so pretty, a German shepherd looking girl. She had the deepest steal
grey eyes and a long snout on its big head. Her tail curled up over her hind
legs like a Husky as she stood on her back legs up against the cage, nibbling
on my fingers with her pointed white teeth. She was so beautiful, and had such
soft ivory fur. And those big floppy paws were too big for her body, just like
her ears. I hope she doesn’t grow into those paws.
Jackie,”
I shrieked, “here’s the one, here’s the one!” Feeling joy that I have
not felt for as long, long time.
Just
then Dad caught up to us at the cage. I petted her through the cage as she ran
around my hand like it was a toy to tease and chew on.
“Can
we take her home Dad?” I looked at him.
“Hey,”
Dad moaned, “I thought we agreed on a grown dog, one that’s already
trained and house broken.”
Jackie
stooped down next to me and the puppy licked both our faces through the metal
mesh. It was love at first sight for her too.
“Jackie
you want this one right? Say yes,” I pleaded with her.
“Dad
let’s get this one,” she agreed.
“Dad,
I want this puppy, she will be a good watch dog and protect Jackie and me.
Grown up or not, please Dad,” sounding like a beggar but not caring.
Dad
was reluctant to commit, something about it being too much work, or some other
reason. I didn’t know and didn’t care what he was thinking. A long pause
followed. He seemed to be weighing his options.
I
didn’t see it as a difficult choice. On the one hand he could disappoint us
and spend the rest of his days in hell, or take the puppy and win the Greatest
Dad of The Day Award.
“Okay,
Okay,” he says as he steps up to the podium for the Best Dad Prize.
Jackie
and I disagreed on almost everything. But not this, the puppy was coming home
with us. This was the first thing we had agreed on all week, maybe all month.
Dad
was surprised there was so little paper work to adopt our puppy. He only had
to sign a release and the puppy was free to go.
Holding
her in my arms, we headed for the exit when Dracula, the dogcatcher, came from
his coffin to wish us well.
I
stopped and looked at him, “Where did she come from?”
He
replied as if he knew the origin of every animal in the pound. “That one
came from the desert. Someone found the three of them roaming around and
brought them in.
They
had no mom or dad with them. Not much chance they would have made it to
sunrise out there in the dessert. Something would have had them for dinner. I
think your Shepard pup is a coy dog.”
“A
coy dog? What’s a coy dog?” I inquired.
He
answered, “A coy dog is half coyote and half dog.”
Stunned
by his answer, I feel my face flush and my eyes blink rapidly. Did he say
coyote? Did Dad hear what he said?
“Thank
you,” I hastily turn heading for the door.
Running,
I cradled her in my arms and dropped my face into her soft fur hoping no one
else heard what the dogcatcher had said. They might want to take her away.
I’ve never heard of a coy dog before, never knew such a thing existed. But
the dogcatcher said it, so it must be true.
After
that, I don’t remember very much, just holding my puppy and running for the
car.
“Hurry
Dad, drive, drive,” I shouted, “I don’t ever want to lose her.”
He
answered, “Don’t worry Christina, no ones going to take her away from
you.”
A
few minutes later we were driving home. I keep thinking about the news of my
puppy being only half dog. Even our drive though more desert wasteland
doesn’t distract me from worrying about her. I’m so tired of this place,
nothing but desert everywhere.
The
desert is a dangerous place compared to the place we used to live. Back East
there is little risk of being killed by a scorpion, rattlesnake, or a pack of
coyotes. Nor is it likely you will die from starvation, thirst, or exposure if
you get lost. But out here in the desert you can die from any of these.
I
can imagine how Neewa got separated from her mother. She had to go hunting for
something to eat. Probably, all the puppies were running, playing, and
wandering around before they realized they were all alone.
Neewa
isn’t a regular dog. She didn’t grow up in a house with a picket fence,
and kids running around. Neewa may have a mom, dad, brothers and sisters, but
she’s part wild animal.
Wild
animals have to eat raw meat and whatever their mom brings them to survive.
I’ve watched programs on National Geographic and Nature channels about how
animals survive in the wilderness.
“Yuck,”
I say picturing Neewa eating raw meat, regurgitated from her mother’s
stomach onto the ground.
“Gross,”
comes out of my mouth as I try to shake off the disgusting thoughts I’m
having, but they continue.
“She’s
a wild animal,” I blurt out not thinking what I’m saying. Jackie and Dad
look at me startled by what I say.
My
mind continues to race. Maybe Neewa’s Mom was the alpha female in the pack.
The other female coyotes took care of the litter. Neewa’s Mom did what alpha
females do—whatever that is.
After
a long silence, “Will a half coyote and half dog be a good pet? Content to
live with us or will she run off into the desert to be with her own kind?”
Dad
spoke to reassure me, “Yes that may be true but her natural instinct is to
be loyal to man. I’ve read that coy dogs can be good pets. We’ll see how
it goes. Everything should work out fine. But if she’s too wild, we’ll
bring her back.”
Not
another word was spoken the rest of the trip home. Everyone was in deep
thought about my new puppy, our new family member.
***
That’s
what happened yesterday. Today Neewa is running and playing all around the
house. Already she is settling into her new home.
She
must be very confused from all the changes, too many for her to understand. I
can relate to that, all the changes I’ve been through lately. With Mom and
Dad separating and selling our house and now even moving way out here.
It
was only a few days ago she was on the wide-open desert, happy and playing
with her brothers and sisters. Then, wham! In the blink of an eye, she’s in
a cage, with no room to roll around and nowhere to explore.
“Dad
look, here is the definition of a coy dog,” my finger on the mouse.
Dad
and Jackie stop what they are doing. Everyone is silent and all eyes are
focused on me. It is so quiet, you can hear the birds chirping outside our
windows.
I
read, “A coy dog is the hybrid offspring of a male coyote (Canis latrans)
and a female dog (Canis lupus familiaris).”
“Poppy can we keep her?
Coy dogs need to be adopted too,” I plead. “Dracula will destroy her if we
take her back.”
Dad shrugs, “We’ll
see how it goes.”
Neewa has checked out
everything in he house, all the bedrooms, the living room, and the barely
functional toilet and tub in the one and only bathroom.
She has bowls for food
and water in our outdated kitchen. But her bed is in my room along with her
toy box full of the latest squeaking playthings for her favorite games, fetch
and tug of war. The squeaky toys that look like bones are her favorites, but
she will spend hours gnawing on the real soup bones that Dad cooks for her.
As she lies under the
kitchen table, I daydream of her fitting into our family. Her ears perk up,
and she looks at me.
“Good girl Neewa,” I
say to her.
I blink away the tears in
my eyes, praying she will never go back to the pound.
In my new school, I walk
into classrooms full of kids I don’t know and don’t know me. Some of them
look at me funny. One or two make comments, but I ignore them. If one of them
tries to bully me I tell them where to go. Honestly, I’m not going to be
here long enough to become friends with any of them anyway.
I’m always online or
video conferencing with my best friends back East. Right now I’m telling
them about Neewa my new puppy. My friends and me back home are always
messaging or texting each other about everything in our lives. We talk about
who’s dating, who broke up, and who’s drinking and drugging.
Dad and Jackie don’t
know that I stay up so late. They have no idea. It’s three hours later back
East, so it’s already twelve o’clock there, when it is nine o’clock
here.
When I’m on my laptop,
don’t bother me. I’ll drop F-bombs on you till you have a stroke. When I
was younger, I’d have said I’d maul you like a lion.
I watch movies, U-tube
videos, and TV shows on my laptop. Most nights I stay up watching horror
movies.
What I really want to do
is hunt ghosts, spirits, angels, and demons. They do exist, no doubt in my
mind. They’re everywhere. In the wind, earth, fire, and even in other living
things. But they are not the only manifestations of paranormal phenomena.
There are orbs, aberrations, and objects that move totally by themselves.
While I’m out West, I’m going to hunt them down, in haunted houses,
deserted towns, everywhere.
The moon is full tonight
and the sky is clear as I gaze out my bedroom window. The light reflects off
everything in my yard, it’s so bright out it looks like daytime.
What’s that running
across my front yard in that shadow of the tree? It looks like a dog or maybe
a fox or coyote. Whichever it is, there it goes over the fence, disappearing
into the night.
Maybe it was a spirit? An
Indian worrier’s sole wondering in the night. He was a brave worrier who
died in a raid, a revenge attack of another tribe. His sole took possession of
that coyote. Now he returns to his tribe. The coyote has chosen this path
across my yard.
The Indians around here
hide their sacred burial ground. I’ve heard some Indian kids at school
whisper about it.
That would really be
something to find one of those graveyards and capture one of their ghosts on
film. I’d be rich and famous, move to
Hollywood
, and have my own TV show.
Dad is reading the
newspaper at the kitchen table when he bursts out, “Hey a ghost was seen at
Donner
Pass.
”
Confused I ask, “What
and where is
Donner Pass
?”
Dad looks over at me,
“Donner Pass is in the mountains about three hours south of here and the
Donner Party disaster was a historic wagon train headed west that got caught
in a blizzard and most
of the pioneers died.
Dad
reads me the article. “Mrs. Eleanor Waldo of
Phantom Hill
,
Texas
told her story. She said she and her husband were stopped at the overlook rest
area, sitting at a picnic table when she saw it.
It
was a ghost all right. It looked like a thick cloud of smoke with a head. But
it was a woman with a stone face and a broad smile. She hovered right in front
of me, staring at me.
The
ghost asked me, “Would you like to come to dinner?”
I
followed it up the mountain as it kept saying, “Come with me, I would love
to have you for dinner.”
Interrupting
Mrs. Waldo I asked, “Wait a minute, the ghost said I would love to have you
for dinner?”
Mrs.
Waldo looked surprised at the way I phrased my question as she replied, “Oh
you don’t think she meant I am the dinner do you? Oh my, maybe she did.”
Mrs.
Waldo squealed, and continued with her story, “I followed it up the mountain
and when we started down the other side, I saw an old rusted out car with a
skeleton sitting at the steering wheel, driving.
As
I got closer and closer to the car, a great gust of wind blew right through me
and kicked up so much sand, I had to close my eyes. When I opened my eyes I
gasped, the skeleton was gone.”
She
said she heard her husband calling her to come back. When he caught up to her
she told him about the ghost.
He
exclaimed with frustration in his voice, “That’s nonsense, its 10
o’clock at night and 109 degrees Elle, It’s the heat. You didn’t see
anything."
She
told her husband to hush up, then sat in the old 1935 Buick for a while.
It’s a 1935 Buick. My family had one of these when I was a child.”
Mrs.
Waldo continued her story saying, “I checked out every nook and cranny of
that car. My husband and I checked the car from its headlights to the
taillights. Under one of the seats we found an old empty bottle of whiskey.”
She
said that she was feeling around under the dashboard and found that hidden
compartment she and her sister and had stored stuff in when they were kids. In
the compartment were chips, poker chips, lots of poker chips.
Her
husband counted them up. There was twenty thousand dollars.
“Twenty
thousand dollars!” He said again and again.
Mrs.
Waldo cried out, “Can you believe it?”
The
newspaper reporter asked the casino manager how much the twenty thousand
dollars in poker chips are worth?
The
Casino spokesperson said, “The chips are worth twenty thousand dollars at
our casino.”
Dad puts down the paper
saying, “Mrs. Waldo was lucky her husband followed her over that mountain
and caught up to her. I don’t think it was a good ghost that appeared in
front of her and wanted to take her to dinner. It could have been an evil
ghost from the Donner Party. I’m sure Mrs. Waldo saw something, she could
never have made that story up.”
Spirits use ghosts to
trick humans and take possession of their body and soul. After the body dies
the spirit lives in the wind, or earth and seeks the body of a human. That’s
when it posses the body, returning from that supernatural world to the natural
world.
I have read about people
who imagine seeing ghosts. In fact they saw moonlight reflecting off a rock or
a broken piece of glass. What they saw may have looked like a ghost to some
people.
People high on drugs or
alcohol have vivid imaginations when it comes to seeing ghosts. There are
always stories in the newspapers about people seeing ghosts in the desert or
mountains. They see a shadow and think it’s a ghost. Their imagination
causes them to see things that are not there. They make mistakes, people
always do.
Smiling I give Dad a hug,
“Dad can we go to
Donner Pass
and find that ghost. We have to go right away while the trail is still
fresh.”
Dad seems distracted as
he replies, “Oh, Yeah that sounds good, I’ve been working with a brand new
thermal scanner for the hurricane search planes. It’s going to be installed
in all of them if we can only get it to work right. It’ll read the
temperature inside the storm within a hundredth of a degree. I’ll bring it
home on Friday, we can use it for the weekend, but I have to return it by
Monday morning.”
Dad always tells the boss
the truth, he tells him, “I’m bringing this equipment home to run some
tests.” But he doesn’t tell him what tests we are running and he
especially won’t tell him we use it to hunt ghosts.
Later at dinner we plan
our up coming trip for this weekend. I’m so excited, this is going to be so
cool.
Oh no, I just realized
we’re gonna be in the van together for three hours.
Dad tells Jackie and me,
“Okay this is the plan, we’ll camp out Saturday night at the
Donner
Memorial
State Park
. Before sunset we set up the equipment where Mrs. Waldo’s saw the
stone-faced lady. I think that is the most likely place to catch that ghost.
That is also where the Donner Party was trapped in the winter of eighteen
forty-six.”
“Okay Dad, Jackie and I
will pack our stuff, you make a list of everything we need and we can check it
before we leaver,” I add.
When we go on a hunt we
bring all kinds of equipment. Not all of it is ours. Some of it comes from
Dad’s work.
An absolute must is the
electromagnetic field meter and the infrared thermometer, which detects
infrared energy and converts it to a temperature reading. Two more devices
measure the electricity in the air, the electrostatic field meter and the air
ion counter. We also have a radio frequency (RF) field strength meter that
detects electrical fields of FM radio and microwave transmissions from .5 MHz
to 3 GHz, and expresses the strength as power density (.001 to 2000
microwatts/cm2). It measures the electricity given off by stuff like
transformers, computer screens, telephones, and electric motors. For extra
safety we bring a Geiger counter or radiation monitor that detects dangerous
alpha, beta, and gamma rays.
I ask Jackie, “Did you
pack the motion detectors? We need them to for the cameras we will set up on
the trail. If anything moves in front of one of them, the camera will turn-on
and we will catch that phantom.”
My new digital video
camera has audio capability, which allows me to record every sound. The
recordings are important because we can capture electronic voice phenomena (EVP’S),
or footsteps, knocks, and banging during the event.”
Temperature changes like
uncommon cold or hot spots can be detected with our infrared thermal camera
and the infrared thermometer. Both of them will detect variations in
temperature and give us a numerical reading and signaling the presence of a
spirit.
Difficult to document
events like telepathic communications, odors, and scents like sulfur, ammonia,
perfume, and flowers are written down in my notepad. I take a writing pad with
me on every investigation.
If I’m checking out a
house haunting and someone is still living there or a past resident is
near-by? I like to interview them to find out if they’re having nightmares,
apparitions, seeing moving objects, or even just having simple electrical
problems. All the notes from my interviews have to be written down in the
notepad.
“Jackie, You packed the
anemometer? That’s the weathervane looking thingy with the four cups. It
spins and records wind speed.”
“I’ll get the
spectrometer which analysis light intensity and somehow figures out what an
object is.”
This weekend we are
bringing the cameras, motion detectors, EMF meters, digital thermometer, night
vision goggles, light meter, anemometer, radio frequency field strength meter,
and a spectrometer.
Of course we always have
flashlights, cell phones, a laptop to view the video we take, and our camping
stuff. We try to bring all our equipment, but it doesn’t all fit in our
backpacks. It makes no sense taking more then we can carry.
Hunting the Donner Party
ghost is going to be scary for two reasons. First, this ghost is active.
It’s trying to lure someone for some reason. Mrs. Waldo almost fell into its
spell. Who knows what would have happen to her if she had followed it to
“dinner?” Second, some on those
people in the Donner Party died horrible, agonizing deaths. I think this ghost
is still in pain and is dangerous.
I learned about the
Donner Party in school. They were settlers headed to
California
in a wagon train in eighteen forty-six. There were about ninety people of all
ages. Winter came early and heavy snow trapped them in the mountains. Not all
of them lived through it.
The wagon train didn’t
have enough food and blankets, and many of the settlers died of hunger,
exposure, and frostbite. Those few settlers that did live told stories of
terrible hardship, and horrible acts. They did things that people are not
supposed to do.
I’m pretty sure this
ghost we are going to hunt is not resting in peace, if you know what I mean.
***
Finally it’s Saturday
morning. We are packed and ready to go. A three-hour ride will give me plenty
of time to do my homework. I have to finish writing a book report about ghost
hunting. I’ll do my math and chemistry after that.
Let’s see I have
Neewa’s bowls and a chain to keep her tied up. I’m sure Neewa will love
hiking the trails, camping, and ghost hunting. She loves to play with me--
this trip will be fun for her too. I feel so much better, just having her
around.
As I carry the last of
our gear out to the van Dad announces, “Okay we’re ready to go, all
aboard. Jackie you sit in front, Neewa and Christina in the back.”
“No Dad, I’m sitting
in the front I called it. Jackie, you get the front seat on the way home.”
Jackie scoffs, “You
always say you called it, but I never hear you. That’s okay, I get to sit
next to Neewa, ha.”
We all get in the van and
drive off to
Donner Pass
on our ghost hunting adventure. Driving on the interstate is fun because the
speed limit is eighty miles an hour. This is so cool. We will be driving over
mountains, through deserts, and valleys. Small towns about the size of a
swimming pools dot the highway.
When we get to the
Sierra
Mountains
it’s going to be just like back east all green with lush meadows and
streams. Nothing like this boring desert where everything is flat and faded
beige with nothing but sand, sagebrush, and empty desert.
Driving along the
highway, I get to see a lot of places I want to visit. There are huge cattle
ranches, and casinos near every gas station rest stop. Located about half way
there is a gold mine where you can take trips into the mine and see just how
it was a hundred years ago. And near that is the military base where they
supposedly keep the bodies of the aliens that have crash-landed on Earth.
After driving for hours
and sleeping most of the day, I realized we have traveled almost two hundred
miles through the desert. Ahead in the distance, I see the majestic
Sierra Nevada
Mountains
. Peaks the size of Mt Everest jutting into the blue sky.
Donner Pass
is right under one of those peaks.
As we near our
destination I see small meadows hidden here and there, fluorescing green,
blue, and yellow. Then amazingly we pass this huge marsh that goes on and on
forever to a distant mountain. The whole swamp is blooming purple at this
moment. Deep lavender flowers on pale green stems blanket the landscape.
Endless color as far as the eye can see. Miles and miles awash with heavenly
violet flowers so thick they look like a carpet extending into forever.
We’ve left the desert
and start our way up the lush mountainside entering a steep gorge on the
one-lane road. The route leading up to the
Donner Pass
goes through a gorge so narrow the road has no shoulder. It switches back and
forth, meandering up, rising steadily, an endless path disappears before us
into the forest.
Back on the desert the
colors are so dull, with beige sand and brown dirt all muddled together with
an occasional clump of pale olive sagebrush. Except for a rare grove of green
scrub pine, there isn’t any color to see all year round.
We have to travel twenty-five miles to a nearby canyon to get away from
our drab surroundings.
Only after it rains does
the desert come alive with budding flowers, grasses, and the wonderful desert
smells of wet sage and sand. Too bad it only rains a few times a year.
Dad points out the
window, “That road is a runaway truck escape ramp for heavy
eighteen-wheelers that can’t stop. Sometimes they lose their brakes coming
down the mountain and they have to take that fork or they will crash.”
Shooting off of this road
and going in the opposite direction is a mile long ramp carved into a rocky
ledge. It starts upward slowly and then the grade rapidly rises above the
trees until it ends abruptly at a pile of sand and a railroad tie barrier.
“That ramp saved a lot
of lives,” Dad adds.
“What do they need that
for?” Jackie asks.
I add, “Jackie, if a
truck is coming down the mountain and loses its brakes, it can turn onto that
ramp which is so steep it slows the truck down, even if it has no brakes.”
“Yeah, so what does he
do when he starts to roll backwards toward the road?” Jackie counters.
“Yeah that would be a
big problem, hopefully he slows down enough that he is able to stop his rig
somewhere on that ramp,” Dad chimes in.
“Yeah hopefully,” I
comment.
Red cedar and white pine
trees reach up into the blue sky. I can see the sap leaching through the bark.
Little bubbles of the stuff drip down the tree creating a stream of juice that
eventually forms a droplet. The dribble grows until it is a blob, and the blob
to a glop of sap, so over sized it drops to the ground. Plunk.
The steamy air carries
the fragrance of pine to my senses. The little needles float down to the
ground in the wind. Layer after layer fall, creating a soft bed of yellow and
rust.
The forest begins to thin
out, only small clusters of trees dot rocky terrain as the timber line, above
which little grows, comes into view. A huge peak with a waterfall pouring over
its rock face is revealed as we climb to still higher elevations.
Nearing the crest of the
Sierra Nevada Mountains, we are about to enter Donner Memorial State Park. At
the entrance stands a statue in memory of the settlers who lost their lives on
that fateful wagon train trip west to the promise land.
Dad pulls over near a
sign on the side of the road that reads Elevation 10,000 Ft. We get out to
stretch and have a look around. Neewa runs into the woods for a quick sniffing
adventure.
It’s 90 degrees,
unusually hot for this late in the afternoon. There is little breeze to cool
us down and an unusual amount of humidity in the air.
My face is flush and red
from the heat. I always turn red when I’m out in high temperatures for a
while, especially when I play tennis. It takes a lot of time for the redness
in my face to go away.
Dad gets all paranoid,
“Tina your face is red, do you have a fever?” he touches my cheek.
“Dad stop it,” I tell
him, “I’m fine.”
I look up at fifteen-foot
of statue depicting three pioneers: a man, a woman, and a child. The embossed
bronze plaque on the monument reads, The Donner Party Memorial.
I wonder if the ghost
that Mrs. Waldo saw is the woman in the bronze sculpture? Tonight we will be
looking for that one.
It’s peaceful around
the monument. Whispering breezes curve around the contours of the statue as a
trickling stream in the background is feed by the snowcaps still remaining on
the highest peaks. I hear a woodpecker tunneling in the hollow tree, gathering
bugs.
After exploring around
the monument, we drive to the camping area. The Donner State Park campground
is about a half-mile in the opposite direction from
Donner Pass
--where we are setting up our equipment to catch that rogue spirit. Before
entering we pull up to the large wooden welcome sign at the entrance for a
paper copy of the layout with all the rules, regulations, and warnings to
campers on the back. The picture depicts a circular dirt road with forty
campsites. In the middle of all the numbered areas is the common bathhouse
with showers.
Picking a campsite is no
easy matter. There is a lot to be considered. After parking in one of the
driveways, we walk around the circle assessing the pros and cons of the
various available camping locations. About three or four of them are taken and
have tents. There’s not that many people up here for some reason.
Each site has a driveway
that leads to a small flat picnic area with a table, barbeque, tent platform,
and a sunken campfire surrounded by rocks.
Jackie, Neewa, and I pick
out the site with a view of a small meadow and the most shade trees. Dad
begins unpacking and setting up the tents, while Jackie and I unload oun
stuff.
It’s still light out,
time to go exploring for the best location to set our trap to catch that
phantom.
Next to our picnic table
is a sign with the word warning in big letters across the top. Below that is a
picture and description of the many possible visitors that might be lurking
around the park during the night. I’m least concerned about bears because
Neewa will bark at them and keep them away. Besides we’ll put our food in
the metal bear-resistant food locker provided at the campsite. But the
scorpions--they give me the creeps. Good thing our tents zip up tight. Funny
thing though, the sign doesn’t say anything about ghosts.
Neewa loves to play fetch
and run like the wind to get whatever I throw rocks, small logs, old rag
dolls, shoes, or anything.
She makes me laugh so
hard when I play with her. She scampers about and circles me whenever we fool
around. And if I’ve been away for a while she’s really glad to see me,
jumps up in the air ands spins around too. Even after I take out the garbage
and am gone for a few minutes, it’s as if I’ve been away forever or
something. When she first sees me or hears my voice she barks and growls
playfully. It even seems like she is talking to me, like she saying, play with
me now, or I’m ready to play, let’s go out and I’ll run around and you
can watch me have all the fun.
I toss a stick into the
driveway of our campsite and she is quick to fetch it. Then she frolics around
me teasing me with the stick. She crouches down with her front paws stretched
out in front of her, and drops the stick between them, watching my every move.
“Give it here girl,”
I request.
But she won’t give it
to me it’s hers now. Instead she shakes it vigorously while staring at me,
begging me to chase her.
Standing about ten feet
away she barks while looking at me as if to say, I dare you.
The game is on, if I make
the slightest move or even just flinch, she will snatch it and run.
Contemplating my next
move to distract or otherwise divert her attention, I dive at the stick trying
to steal it from her.
Lunging forward, she
easily beats me to the stick, and runs off holding her head up proudly,
snarling in an affectionate way.
As usual Neewa has
decided not to give the stick to me and runs around challenging me to snatch
the prize from her.
She struts by me like a
matador circling a bull, I reach out to grab it. But she only lets me put a
fingertip on her trophy and quickly pulls it away, positioning herself just
out of reach.
Neewa is so fast, I can
never catch her. If I’m lucky enough to get hold of her toy--she pulls me
down onto the ground, yanking it away and leaving me there tied up in a knot.
Playing fetch with Neewa is more like playing tug of war.
My only chance to regain
possession of her toy is to trick her. To do this I have to convince her that
the game is over. Make her believe I’m no longer interested, so she
doesn’t need to hold onto the prize.
To do this I turn my back
on her, walk away, and act as if I’m no longer interested. She doesn’t
want to miss anything so she drops the stick and runs to after me.
This is the crucial
moment. Not a muscle in my body can flinch--I can’t change the gaze of my
eyes or alter my breathing for fear of alerting her to my deception. I must be
sure she has taken the bait and wait till the very last second before I sprint
back to regain possession of the trophy.
Suddenly, I pivot and
sprint for it. Ah ha, now she is onto me. She sees through my guise as we both
dash toward it. My body tightens as I extend my arm, diving through the air.
Dam, she gets there first, beating me again.
She looks at me and with
stick clinched tightly in her mouth she barks, as if to say, “Hooray I won,
throw it again.”
I reply, “I’m tired
girl, you win, I’m going to sit and rest.”
Or is it over? Neewa
watches me intently, on guard for more deception. Following me no matter where
I go, she makes sure I don’t double back and grab the stick.
It doesn’t matter if I
go for a hike or just lie down in the tent. She is there by my side.
“I love you Neewa,” I
sigh.
Jackie is hanging out by
the tent and throws a stick way out into the open desert. Neewa scrambles
toward it, running full gallop, down the hill, overshooting her target she
sprints into the valley with rocky peaks on all sides.
“Wow, look at her
run,” Jackie says in awe.
Neewa gallops past large
clusters of scrub brush and dessert flora dotting the landscape. While passing
a tiny lush upland meadow, she sniffs the grasses and flower patches.
Jackie and I watch her
cross the valley at full gallop heading up the opposite ridge. I gaze at the
rocky crest above her, it disappears into the blue horizon. She darts toward a
summit covered in fractured rock and shale, peeled from the heights above
after frosts and blistering sun. At the tree line, she sprints through the
barren moon-like landscape.
We both call her at the
same time, “Neewa, Neewa.”
She continues, eyes
straight ahead, following the scent, tracking her prey. Her white silhouette
is moves over a background of grey fractured rock.
I fear the moment, Neewa
running over that summit. My heart beats faster as she approaches the apex. I
can feel the blood pumping and the sweat on my brow.
“Neewa! Neewa!” I
strain my voice calling before she disappears, “come Neewa!”
We watch waiting for her
to turn, make a move, and begin her retreat. Finally, she relents her direct
accent upward and circles behind a boulder, disappearing from sight for
several moments causing alarm. Then she appears from behind the rock and races
full speed down the hill straight for us.
Reassured I exhale the
air in my chest and lungs, “Here she comes.”
Running down the ridge
and back across the valley she arrives where we stand and drops the stick on
Jackie’s foot. I reach out to cuddle her.
“AHHHHHHHH!” Jackie
screams jumping backwards, “that’s not the stick I threw… that’s a leg
bone.”
“Don’t touch it,” I
step back, then move forward and stoop examining it.
Looking at the bone on
the ground, “If this is a human bone, it’s going to ruin our ghost-hunting
trip.”
We are going to have to
call the police. They will tell us we found a body--maybe it’s a murder
victim. Maybe it’s the bones of someone from the Donner Party who was never
recovered?
“The police will have
to call CSI. Who knows they might have to take all our stuff, tents and
all,” I mutter in a hopeless tone.
Jackie looks at me
horrified. “What about whoever it is? They deserve better than having their
bones scattered all over the desert?”
Acknowledging Jackie,
“You’re right, I’m just thinking of myself and my ghost hunting trip.
We’re finally here and I want to catch that ghost so bad, I don’t want to
go home now.”
Dad comes flying down the
trail, “What was that? Who screamed? Are you all right?” He takes Jackie
by the shoulders and looks her straight in the eye.
Jackie rambles, “I
threw a stick for Neewa and she brought back this bone, Look!” she points.
Dad hesitates, “It
could be anything, where did she get it?”
“Across the valley and
up on that ridge,” I motion.
Without hesitation Dad
walks out into the valley headed up the hill. On the steep incline he takes
shorter steps, working his way over the rock.
Dad calls me on his cell
phone, “Where? Where?” he waves his arm looking at me.
Directing him to the
location where Neewa was sniffing around I bellow, “To the Left, left, no
not that way, the other left.”
“Am I getting
closer?” He yells into the phone as he works his way, slowly moving closer
and closer. Inspecting the area, kicking rocks and dirt, he stoops down.
Jackie and I hold our
breath anticipating identification of the victim.
Dad shouts into the cell
phone as if he is yelling across the valley. “Here it is, I don’t see
hooves or a skull.” Breathing heavily into the phone, “The skull will tell
me if it’s a human.”
Seconds pass like hours,
Jackie and I stare, waiting for confirmation that our trip is ruined.
“Here are the
hooves!” Sounding relieved, “It’s a deer all right and the skull’s
over there, no antlers though--must be a doe.”
“T M I Dad,” Jackie
says after hearing every word.
Jackie shakes her head to
get rid of the thought of a dead deer laying a few hundred feet from our
campsite.
I hang up and turn away
grimacing, wondering how it might have died? Maybe it was thirst or starvation
or maybe a coyote attack?
“I’m just glad it
isn’t human bones. We probably would have had to go home. And just when
we’re about to have some fun.” I disclose my thoughts.
“Yeah real fun
Christina, what are we going to discover next?” Jackie raises her eyebrows,
“Hope no more dead bodies, no matter if it’s a deer or not.”
Neewa has been following
Jackie and I around since she dropped her new found bone, “No more playing
fetch, you are going on your chain. That deer could’ve been poisoned. You
could die from chewing on that bones.”
Dad returns huffing and
puffing.
I question, “Did you
set the ghost traps at the exact spot where the settler’s wagon train was
stranded, you know--where it happened?”
Dad smiles, “Yup, right
where Mrs. Waldo saw that spirit last week too. Everything is on the trail
ready to catch that ghost. I have all the equipment set up. One of the motion
detectors is connected to the digital camera and the other is attached to the
thermal infrared camera. The anemometer is right next to them and the
electromagnetic field meter is on the opposite side of the trail.”
“Jackie you keep the
light meter and the spectrometer (determines the composition of the object)
with you in case that ghoul visits us here at camp. Dad will be carrying the
radio frequency field strength meter (detects electrical fields) in his pack.
I’m in charge of the night vision goggles, compliments of Dad’s boss, ha
ha.”
“All right, we’re
ready,” I continue, “now all we have to do is wait for this phantom to
show up. These banshees will do anything to lure a human being into their
trap. They want to take over your body and soul and this fiend is no
different.”
As we sit around the
campfire, Dad begins to tell a scary legend. He always does this especially
when we’re in the middle of nowhere.
Neewa lies by my feet,
her chain still clipped to her collar, occasionally she looks up at me with
her steel grey eyes.
“People and pets
disappear in the desert all the time. Usually they are found dead, near the
place where they disappeared,” Dad speaks with an eerie shiver in his voice
as he begins to tell a story.
“She lived deep in the forest in
a tiny cottage and sold herbal remedies for her livelihood. Folks living in
the town nearby called her Bloody Mary, and say she was a witch. None dared
cross the old crone for fear that their cows would go dry, their food-stores
rot away before winter, their children take sick of fever, or any number of
terrible things that an angry witch could do to her neighbors.
Then the children in the village
began to disappear, one by one. No one could find out where they had gone.
Grief-stricken families searched the woods, the local buildings, and all the
houses and barns, but there was no sign of them.
A few brave souls even went to
Bloody Mary's home in the woods to see if the witch had taken the children,
but she denied any knowledge of the disappearances. Still, it was noted that
her haggard appearance had changed. She looked younger, more attractive.
The neighbors were suspicious, but
they could find no proof that the witch had taken their young ones.
Then came the night when the
daughter of the miller rose from her bed and walked outside, following an
enchanted sound no one else could hear.
The miller's wife had a toothache
and was sitting up in the kitchen treating the tooth with an herbal remedy
when her daughter left the house. She screamed for her husband and followed
the girl out of the door. The miller came running in his nightshirt Together,
they tried to restrain the girl, but she kept breaking away from them and
heading out of town.
The desperate cries of the miller
and his wife woke the neighbors. They came to assist the frantic couple.
Suddenly, a sharp-eyed farmer gave
a shout and pointed towards a strange light at the edge of the woods. A few
townsmen followed him out into the field and saw Bloody Mary standing beside a
large oak tree, holding a magic wand that was pointed towards the miller's
house. She was glowing with an unearthly light as she set her evil spell upon
the child.
The townsmen grabbed their guns and
their pitchforks and ran toward the witch. When she heard the commotion,
Bloody Mary broke off her spell and fled back into the woods.
The far-sighted farmer had loaded
his gun with silver bullets in case the witch ever came after his daughter.
Now he took aim and shot at her. The bullet hit Bloody Mary in the hip and she
fell to the ground.
The angry townsmen leapt upon her
and carried her back into the field, where they built a huge bonfire and
burned her at the stake.
As she burned, Bloody Mary screamed
a curse at the villagers, “If anyone mentions my name aloud before a mirror,
I will send my spirit to revenge myself upon them for my death.”
When she was dead, the villagers
went to her house in the woods and found the missing children the evil witch
had kidnapped. She was draining their blood and using it to make herself young
again.
From that day to this, anyone
foolish enough to chant Bloody Mary's name three times before a darkened
mirror will summon the vengeful spirit of the witch. It is said that she will
tear their bodies to pieces and rip their souls from their mutilated bodies.
The souls of these unfortunate ones will burn in torment as Bloody Mary once
was burned, and they will be trapped forever in the mirror.”
“Thanks Dad, I’m
going to sleep and you tell me a chilling story, now stop it, I’m not
kidding. You’re going to give me nightmares.”
“Come Neewa,”
you’re staying in the tent with Jackie and me.
As I lie down all kinds
of thoughts run through my head. Thoughts about ghosts and the Donner
party’s terrible tragedy flood my brain. I look through the nylon tent at
the glowing fire. Shadows of the campfire flames dance on the tent like a
movie screen displaying a slide show. The shapes dwindle and shrink smaller
and smaller, it’s the fires last dance.
Listening to the quiet,
there’s nothing out there. No sounds but the crackling fire. Drifting into
sleep, I know bodies are discovered on the desert all the time, I’ve heard
stories. One time a four-wheeler found a humane skeleton near here in an old
deserted mine. Imagine that, going in a cave and seeing bones lying there. Now
that’s scary, I’d explore a old mine, but I’m not going first.
Sometimes a newspaper
reporter will get an anonymous letter telling where a dead body can be found.
Local police receive tips
too, people are afraid to come forward, so they call or write anonymous
letters, revealing where a corpse is. Usually all that’s left of the carcass
are bones. Most of the time no one can figure out who it was. Out of respect,
the police give the remains a name--John Doe if it’s a man and Jane Doe if
it’s a woman.
Tonight we are going to
catch that ghost. Then I can tell all my friends back East. They will think
I’m so cool, the most famous ghost hunter ever. But right now I’d better
get some rest before we hike up the trail. I need sleep now. My eyes are heavy
and begin to close, than open and close again.
Chapter
5 - Dream (Dreaming)
“Dad, I have to go find
Neewa’s Mother and Father.”
“That’s a good
idea,” he moans still asleep. “Are they still living in the desert?”
It is dusk and I’m in
the middle of the desert, walking along an endless wall of sand.
I call out to Dad, “Are
they dead?” he doesn’t answer.
Maybe they are lost
somewhere, or they were killed out here in the middle of nowhere. Does Neewa
look like her Mom and Dad?
“Hello, hello,” my
voice echoes through the vast wasteland. I pick up a newspaper lying on the
sand and begin to read aloud.
A hiker discovered a
skeleton in the desert last week. The police are investigating the
circumstances of the death. The coroner performed an autopsy and CSI has been
called in to analyze the evidence.
The victim was last seen
a month ago playing cards at a downtown casino Detective Kelly said.
Apparently he was followed out of the casino and shot three times in the
chest. An ace of hearts was found in the dead man’s pocket.
The hiker, who would not
give his name, found the remains near the den of a family of coyotes.
“Animals dug the bones
up,” the hiker said, “oddest thing though, several of the pack looked like
white German shepherd’s.”
Detective Kelly said LVPD
also found a Native American Indian tomb near the shallow grave of the
gambler. The Native American appears to be over a hundred years old.
Kelly Said, “We have
sent for a forensic anthropologist from the University to document the tomb.
We will know more when we have that report.”
After running into camp,
Dad is out of breath and shakes me, “Wake up, the camera started, wake up.
Get your sister, let’s go.”
“Wake
up who?” I ask sitting up, startled.
Neewa
slides out the tent opening following Dad as he gathers some stuff and starts
up the trail.
My mouth starts to form
words, Who was the dead gambler? Then I realize it was just a dream.
Shaking Jackie’s
shoulder and arm, “Jackie wake up, wake up, the motion detector went off.”
“What time is it?”
Rubbing her eyes, she tries to sit up but falls over and back to sleep.
Putting on my boots I
reply, “Three AM, and it’s cold out. Get the flashlights.”
In seconds Neewa and I
are jogging up the trail with great expectation of what we will find.
By the time I get half
way there I’m out of breath, gasping for air. Neewa circles me as I stop and
stand on the side of the path to catch my breath. I wheeze for more thin air.
At this altitude my asthma could kick in at any moment. As I catch my breath
Jackie the cross-country runner passes by.
“Meet
you up there Christina,” She huffs.
Neewa runs to her side as
she passes, Jackie pats her head. They run together for a few strides, before
Neewa turns and comes back to my side.
There’s no one else out
on the trail, no barking dogs, or roaring car engines speeding by. Other than
our flashlights streaking through the air, the stars, and a crescent moon
light our path and reveal the dark silhouettes of the mountains around us.
I inhale the scents of
the sage, and lichen-covered rock moist from the morning dew. Morning mist
hangs over the trail and disappears in the darkness while a gentle breeze
whistles through the dry grasses and rock crevasses near the trail.
Finally Neewa and I
arrive at the stakeout. I put on the night vision goggles and check for red or
purple shapes moving in the sea of darkness around me.
“Yo Poppy, no
heat-emitting bodies giving off infrared thermal energy out here,” I yell.
Dad is fidgeting with the
cameras, “The digital camera ran for one minute and ten seconds,” he says.
But the infrared camera didn’t even turn on.”
“Why didn’t the
motion detector turn on the IR camera?” I ask.
He shakes his head. “I
don’t know, we have to check it out when we get back home.”
I suggest, “Jackie,
check the radio frequency field strength meter.”
Jackie displeased
replies, “Dad kept it in his backpack at the camp, it wasn’t even here.”
“My bad,” he says,
“Check the other meters.”
“The light meter and
the spectrometer are still at the tent in Jackie’s backpack,” I add with a
bit of sarcasm.
“We’ll
have to put them out next time,” Dad says.
Digital
camera in hand, he rewinds the tape back to the beginning. As it plays we all
squeeze together to watch the screen. Our faces are motionless, like children
peering out of a window, watching the first snowfall. Excited we watch,
nothing, nothing, nothing.
Whiz!
Something flies across the screen at the speed of light. It looked like a
giant pair of wings. Losing my balance I fall backwards onto my butt.
“What
is it?” Jackie exclaims.
“I
don’t know, Neewa, stop licking my face, Yuck!” Her tongue swipes my cheek
and eye.
“Ha,
ha,” Jackie and Dad stare at me as I scramble to my feet.
“What
was that?” I ask laughing getting between them in front of the screen.
Disappointed
Dad replies, “Looks like a big old owl to me.”
Jackie
sighs, “That’s no ghost.”
He
rewinds the tape playing it back in slow motion this time. We watch the screen
anticipating the flying object.
Swoosh!
It passes from one side of the screen to the other in one second.
“It’s
a Western Screech Owl,” he mumbles.
An
owl is not a ghost and an owl is not going to get me my own TV show.
“The
meter is reading twenty-two milliguass (MG) of electro magnetic waves at the
same time the owl flew past the camera,” I say.
“How
do you explain that?” Jackie asks.
Dad
is busy adding up all the radiation given off by our equipment.
“Let’s
see, we have a total of about eight MG from all this stuff. That leaves
fourteen unexplained, which is equal to the electromagnetic field given off by
two televisions and a microphone.” Dad concludes.
“I
don’t see any TV’s here, do you?” I add.
“This
is curious, if there were electric lights, wires or some other source of this
energy, that would explain the reading. But I don’t see anything that would
give off that much energy,” Dad questions.
Determined
to account for the discrepancy he explains, “I checked the electromagnetic
field on the trail before I set up our trap. It was less than one MG, which is
the normal level anywhere on Earth. If it was the owl that caused it to jump
to twenty four MG, then maybe the owl was not an owl.”
“Check
the other meters. Did the aerometer register anything when the owl flew by?”
I
read the meter, “The wind thingy says seventy miles per hour. That’s
pretty fast for an owl. How fast do owl’s fly anyway?”
“Well
if that owl caused the increase in wind speed, then that would mean it was an
owl and not a ghost. Or the ghost could have taken the shape of the owl,”
Dad says.
I
add, “I don’t know, the evidence seems to be inconclusive. We will have to
examine everything again when we get home.”
Slowly
dark sky is filling with new light in the east, giving way to pink and fuchsia
rays of light. To the west is darkness, stars, planets, and the Milky Way.
Like jewels they are dazzling, glowing, as we stand between night and day.
Sunlight
colors the mountains ruby red as it peaks over the ridge highlighting the
jagged edges.
Warmth
radiates orange and purple against the soft blue horizon. Light pushes away
night, darkness fades into the light of day.
Dad
and Jackie begin to pack up our stuff for the trip home as Neewa and I play a
game. The game is I pet her with big strokes along her back, neck, and behind
the ears. When I stop, she jumps up on me, begging for more. It’s Neewa’s
favorite game.
On
the way home Neewa and Jackie are asleep, but I’m awake thinking about that
ghost. I was sure we were going to catch it. I wonder if we did.
Having
a video of an owl traveling at seventy miles per hour and a reading on one
meter of twenty-two milliguass of electromagnetic field doesn’t prove we
captured Mrs. Waldo’s ghost.
But
I know ghosts are real, they are. And I’m going to catch one.
We
have the latest ghost hunting stuff, better than all the other hunters. All
paranormal investigators have equipment that detects different types of energy
including magnetic, microwave, and wind as well as electrical, sound, and
light.
Some
scientists say these types of energy are white energy. They say white energy
can be seen, touched and measured. These same researchers say white energy
makes up ninety-eight percent of all the natural energy in the universe.
A
small group of scientists see galaxies moving in ways that can’t be
explained by normal laws of mechanics. They theorize it is dark energy that
comprises ninety-eight percent of the energy in the universe. Dark energy
cannot be seen, touched, or measured. Nobody seems to know very much about it.
Drifting
in and out of sleep, I wake up and fall back again as we travel home from
Donner State Park.
I
didn’t get the proof I needed to prove that the ghost exists, but I’ll
capture one yet, you wait and see.
We
arrive home too tired to unpack everything, so we take in the cameras and most
of the important meters and go to bed.
“Good
night, Dad, love you.”
“Good
night Christina, Jackie, love you.”
“Love
you Dad,” Jackie says.
“Good
night Neewa.”
Neewa
cuddles up near my feet. She looks up at me, content. Her grey eyes stare back
at me, looking for attention. She rolls to her side and takes a deep breath.
Her rib cage rises and falls as she lets out a slight snort and closes her
eyes.
When
Neewa dreams she rolls over and lets out a yelp at the same time. Then she
talks in doggy language about something. I wonder what she’s talking about?
Do all dogs dream?
It
is evening and Neewa hasn’t eaten all day. She is exhausted, not herself at
all, and she is not drinking any water either.
Her
black nose is dry and she is coughing. On top of that, she has brown stuff in
the corners of her eyes.
Panic
grips me as I look at her, “Dad, we have to take Neewa to the vet right
away.”
Dad
has noticed the change in her. He looks at me then her again. Moments later we
are carrying Neewa to the car. We jump in and drive to the veterinarian.
After
waiting an hour, we are shown into the examination room. The vet enters and
takes a quick look at Neewa’s eyes, ears and nose.
He
looks at her concerned, “She is very sick with a disease called distemper a
deadly K9 disease.”
“There
is nothing I can do for her, she will not make it.
I’m sorry.” He shrugs his shoulders and walks to the exit adding,
“Please see my secretary on your way out.”
My
head falls into my hands and I burst into tears, sobbing uncontrollably I’m
unable to stop trembling.
“Dad,
don’t let her die! Please!” I cry.
The
vet stops, turns and walks back toward us, “There is a remote chance she
will recover but it is not likely. When dogs are born they must be immunized
for distemper. It’s serious and can spread rapidly through a kennel,
especially if unvaccinated individuals are present. Not all patients die,
however a significant number do. Dogs of every age are susceptible, however,
the very young and old have the highest death rate, as high as 75%. Patients
that recover from distemper may suffer permanent damage to vision as well as
the nervous system. Puppies can have severely mottled teeth, losing many of
them due to abnormalities in the developing enamel.”
He
leaves the room. Dad, Jackie and I carry Neewa to the van. Once inside I weep
all the whole way home.
“I
can’t just watch her die, we have to do something.”
I
look at her on my lap, motionless, “Neewa, don’t die.”
When
we arrive home, Dad goes to the phone and calls everyone we know, most of whom
are his Native American friends from work.
I
sit crying in the corner with Neewa next to me. She looks at me pathetically
as if she is about to die.
Jackie
begins to sob and slams her door, locking herself in her room.
Neewa
has more brown sand in the corners of her eyes and is coughing a high-pitched
cough. Dad says she sounds like me when I was a baby. I used to have asthma
attacks.
Dad
exclaims, “Everyone I’ve spoken to is talking about a vet named Cuthberson.
He’s the best one around, they say if he can’t save her, no one can.”
Dad
finds his number in the old gray phone book in the kitchen drawer and calls.
His answering machine picks up the call and a voice says, “You have reached
the office of Doctor Cuthberson. We have no appointments available. The doctor
is at the county fairgrounds all week. Please call back after Saturday, thank
you.”
“He
is the official county fair veterinarian. Tomorrow is the last day. The doctor
will be there all day and most of the night,” Dad declares.
I
interrupt, “I’m going to find that doctor and he’s going to save Neewa.”
***
I
wake up early Saturday morning. Dad and I are on our way to the fair to find
the doctor. Jackie is staying behind with the Burns family for the day. She
can take care of Neewa, look in on her, and give her water while I’m away.
Although she hasn’t drank anything in a while.
Dad
and I arrive at the fairgrounds not knowing where Doctor Cuthberson is. I’m
searching for a doctor I’ve never met, nor do I have any idea what he looks
like.
Dad
and I go straight for the First Aid tent, he must be there. Upon arriving the
tent doesn’t appear to be busy at all, but with this heat it will be.
I
question the attendant, “Is Doctor Cuthberson here?”
“No,”
he replies. “He spends most of his time by the stables. He works out of his
mobile hospital parked at building number two.
Dad
and I split up taking different paths to cover more ground inside the razor
wire topped fence that surrounds the fair’s compound.
I’m
going straight to the mobile hospital to check and see if he is there. Dad’s
going to check the vendors and talk to some of his friends who are
volunteering at the booths.
I’m
walking aimlessly in ninety-degree of dry heat and it’s only eleven
o’clock. My clothes are sticking to my body like plastic wrap.
I
pass barns full of animals, corrals of horses, and 4-H club exhibits with
sheep, pigs, and chickens. The hot breeze swirls through the grounds laden
with the smell of farm animals. There are cows, lots of cows, horses, and
more.
Events
like steer wrestling and horse jumping are going on in the two side arenas.
Acres and acres of competitions, booths, games of chance, and even amusement
rides surround me as it approaches mid day.
I
stop to sit in the shade and sip my water bottle for a moment. In the
background the rollercoaster screams and the
Himalaya
circles one way, stops, and then reverses, while the riders scream for more.
Those are my favorites rides. When I was little Dad took us on all of them
back home at our county fair. We rode the highest and fastest roller coasters
on the East coast too.
An
hour passes and I still haven’t found him.
I
ask a family sitting by their animals at a 4-H exhibit, “Have you seen
Doctor Cuthberson?” I sigh.
“No
haven’t seen him,” someone in the circle responds.
Further
down the dirt walkway in the barn, I ask a group of trainers standing by the
horse stables, “Can you tell me where Doctor Cuthberson is?”
“He
hasn’t been around yet today,” one of them replies.
Suddenly
the loudspeaker blares, “Attention, attention, five minutes till the start
of the chuck wagon race.”
The
main arena for the race is just down this walkway the sign says. Stopping near
the pig-racing track, I look around to get my bearings. I have no way of
knowing where he is in this gigantic carnival.
I
catch a glimpse of the information booth out of the corner of my eye.
The
man inside the booth begins another announcement, “Dr. Cuthberson, paging
Dr. Cuthberson, please report to the chuck wagon race starting line.”
I
sprint to the announcer at the booth.
“Where
is he? Where is Dr. Cuthberson?”I screech.
The
man points into the massive crowd of people walking in every direction. His
finger guides my eyes across the massive public walkway packed with people.
Strollers
are speeding everywhere--doublewides, tandems, and triples. Grandmothers
cuddle crying babies. Vendors sell their wares up and down the pavement.
Clowns with huge red, green, and purple balloons amuse the children. People
rush in every direction.
“There
he is, right there,”The announcer points.
“Where?
Where?”I shout.
“The
tall man with the tan hat and red neckerchief,” The broadcaster holds his
raised arm steady guiding my eye.
I’m
mesmerized, frozen as I stare at Doctor Cuthberson for the first time. The
crowd seems to part for the six-foot tall lanky figure sporting a black ten
gallon hat atop his head. He strolls toward the arena dressed in blue jeans,
and a western shirt with the collar open below his stubby unshaven chin.
Suddenly he disappears into the crowd, swallowed up by the masses.
Scrambling
into the mob, I push through the mass of humanity struggling to get to the
opposite side of the pavement where he walked just a moment ago.
“Shoot!
Lost him,” I moan finding myself standing where he stood.
I
run in the direction he took, jumping up to see above the crowd, straining to
locate him. But he’s nowhere to be seen.
I
decide to race him to the chuck wagon starting line. Zigzagging and
crisscrossing through throngs of people, darting between bodies, I arrive at a
dead end.
In
front of me is a stadium full of people standing and cheering for their
favorite teams. Dressed in cowboy hats, multi-hued tops, and waving colored
bandanas. The roar from within is deafening as the crowd pulsates, like one
big heard of cattle driven to pasture.
At
the starting line of the oval dirt track are chuck wagon teams lined up four
across. Each team has six horses decorated with harness, collar, bridle, and
tethered by leather straps. Every horse wears the team’s colors with
matching blinkers.
Horses
are snorting and stomping their feet, anticipating the start of the race.
Arabians, Paints, and Appaloosas stand side by side. Their brushed coats
glisten in the sun, rigging of polished golden wood frames their grand
physiques.
Seated
behind each harnessed team of horses are a driver and passenger--adorned with
cowboy hats, vests, and chaps covering their blue jeans and custom leather
boots. They wear color-coordinated bow ties, and silk shirts. And sit on the
edge of their seats with reins in hand waiting for the starting gun to fire.
Behind
each doublewide seat is a fifteen-foot high covered wagon painted with the
name and logo of their ranch.
The colors of the drivers’ shirts
match the canvas covering the wagons. It reminds me of back home and the many
trips to the horse races with my Grandma on Thursday nights.
I exhale a deep sigh and take a
bench seat in the no charge viewing stands at the far end of the arena. While
the paid seats in the center of the stadium are packed, not an empty spot in
sight.
Chapter
8 - The Starting Line
“On your mark, get set…” The
starter’s words ring out over the public address system, “Bang!” He
fires his pistol into the air.
Drivers snap their reins, sending a
clear message to the teams. Shaking the ground, they sprint away from the
starting line, twenty-four feet of horses followed by twenty more of iron,
wood, and canvas.
Racing into the first turn, wagons
squeeze together as drivers lean to the inside to keep their balance. Each
expert coachman controlling ten tons of flesh and carriage thundering down the
track. Racing through the turn, the wagons reflect the light of the sinking
sun behind them. They pass the long shadows of shade trees under western blue
skies. Into the straightaway they sprint, a continuous stream of dust kicks up
into the air behind them. Maneuvering for position, each team tries to take
the lead.
The announcer calls out their order
as they enter the last turn. “It’s the Hawker Ranch in the lead, followed
by the Bond Farm, La Rosa Ranch is third, and bringing up the rear is the
Quest Group!”
Coming through the backstretch and
heading for the finish, the teams gallop four abreast. A mountain of wood and
animals roar past the grand stands.
People are jumping up and down
waving colored bandanas and hats. Everyone is standing, electrified, as the
teams stampede by. My seat vibrates as if a clap of thunder has just hit
nearby.
All of a sudden Crash! Boom! Bang!
Comes from the finish line in an explosion. Clouds of dust rise above the size
of hot air balloons, obscuring the finish, silencing the arena. Air Currents
scoop up the dust and carry it away, revealing a mound of wagons and horse
teams in chaos.
The dreadful image burns in my
mind. Horses are tangled, trapped, raising their heads straining to be free.
Two teams of horses are knotted together amid the pandemonium, and two lone
horses are ensnared by wagons, held captive by their harnesses in the mangled
wreckage.
What once were horse drawn wagons
are now twisted metal, torn canvas, and splintered wood.
The crowd already silent, lets out
a collective gasp, “Oh!”
A man behind me sighs, “They are
going to have to destroy that horse,” he points at a trapped horse.
I leap from my seat, crossing the
blacktop and climb to the top of the arena fence.
A grisly sight, horses are
whinnying and snorting, struggling to be liberated, gasping for freedom.
“Looks bad,” a man near by
whispers to his friend.
It’s a miracle, all the drivers
and passengers seem to have escaped injury. A few can be seen, in shock,
eyeing the devastation, not knowing what to do first.
Trainers, bronco riders and calf
ropers are risking their lives running into the wreck to rescue the teams of
horses.
Men brandishing blades of steel cut
agitated horses from their harnesses. Spooked, shaking their heads, one
Appaloosa and an Arabian dash in opposite directions. They run erratically
through the arena, each turning at different intervals, only to dart back from
where they came.
More men rush to help. Carefully
crossing the track, glancing in every direction, not wanting to be trampled by
horses running untamed in the arena.
One team of six horses, wagon-less,
is careening around the track eerily holding their heads high--manes blowing
in the wind--bodies sweating--eyes bulging.
Someone shouts in amazement,
“There’s goes Doc Cuthberson! Look at him climb into the wreckage!”
Another man yells, “He’s
fearless!”
Before anyone can blink an eye,
he’s in the middle of the debris grasping the reins of one ensnared horse,
pulling it to its feet. Reaching to untangle another, he coaxes it to his
side. Everyone in the bleachers is in shock, motionless, eyeing his every
move.
Horses are still running loose in
the stadium. Cowboys, with lassoes in hand are chasing them down. Wagons from
the massive crash are being hoisted and towed from the arena by teams of men
with trucks and chain.
Holding the horses, he perilously
stands his ground, ordering the cowboys, “Pull there! Push that wagon! Now
that one!” He yells, “Hurry boys, hurry.”
Cowboys are yelling, shouting
orders to untangle the wagons surrounding Doc and the two remaining horses.
Working feverishly side-by-side, they thrust and heave, determined to free up
the wagons. Finally, untangled, they are swiftly pulled away.
Smiling, almost laughing, Doc
immerges from the chaos jogging toward the main gate with the two horses in
his grasp.
Concerned owners and trainers run
to him, eager to take their horses and calm them with familiar words and
comforting strokes. Cautiously they inspect the livestock for injury, and then
whisk them away to their stalls for further care.
Many in the crowd sigh, one
concedes, “I’m glad that’s over with.”
Another exhales, “That was a
close call.”
“Were any of the horses hurt
bad?” I ask.
“Won’t know till Doc checks
them out,” someone responds in a hopeful tone winking and holding up two
crossed fingers.
Now is my chance to see Doc
Cuthberson--to save Neewa. I jump from the corral rails and sprint to the
stables to find him.
Arriving in moments at a gigantic
wooden barn between the arena and stables. I hesitate before entering. Slowly
I peer around the corner and inside. Thick wooden timbers climb from the floor
to the cross beams that traverse it’s length and width above me. Light
shines through a few tattered boards protecting the loft full of hay from rain
and wind. Bowls of milk for the cats sit on the boarder next to the green
poison for the unwanted rats that prowl through the night.
On the hay-covered dirt floor,
horses held by their trainers, wait their turn for the vets assessment of
every bump and bruise. Everyone is talking about the crash. Their voices are
laden with concern. That’s when I see him, kneeling along side an appaloosa
gelding of at least fifteen hands, examining, and gently patting his side.
Tears stream down my cheeks as I
stagger up to him and cry out, “Dr. Cuthberson my puppy has distemper--she
is going to die--you’ve gotta save her!”
I plead, “Can you help her?
Please?”
Perplexed, he looks up at me as he
gets to his feet. Stepping away from his patient he takes off his big hat and
with one great swipe brushes off his jeans. Staring at me, he circles around
the far side of the horse, and continues his evaluation, checking head, front
quarter, hindquarter, and legs.
At last he looks at me and says,
“Little girl, what the heck are you doing here?”
Glancing away he spits a wade of
chew onto the dirt floor and then observes the tears streaming down my cheek.
He leans over the horse between us
and with a thick western accent whispers, “Bring ‘er to my office tomorrow
morning, I’ll take a look at ‘er, we’ll see what we can do.”
“Thank
you, thank you,” I blubber wiping tears from my under my eyes, standing,
staring, in shock.
The
concerned owner of this horse peers over Doc’s shoulder at me. They stand
there among so many horses and owners patting their steeds, silently waiting.
Doc says, “This one will be all
right. Wrap up all four ankles good and tight.” He nods to a man in a white
coat to his right watching every move.
The horse’s owner exhales in
relief.
Turning on his heels doc walks
away, headed for the next one in line. A rancher walks up to him, doctor
recognizes the man and smiles.
“Doc, I need you out at my ranch
right away. I can fly you out in my plane,” the rancher says sounding
troubled.
“I hardly use a car anymore,”
Doc says, as he walks along side the rancher. “I have to check on the rest
of these horses first. Then we’ll go.”
Both men have serious expressions
on their faces as they go separate ways. Again Doc Cuthberson disappears, this
time swallowed up by a swarm of horses and their caregivers.
All I know is he’s ‘gonna see
Neewa tomorrow. He’s going to save her. I know he is.
I turn and run toward the main fair
grounds leaving the chaos at the stables behind me. Sounds of whinnying horses
being tended by worried trainers fade into the distance.
While the happy sounds of the fair,
previously extinguished, gain new volume. Back in the hustle and bustle, I’m
beside myself with joy. Trying to hold back my sobbing and regain my
composure, I stop near a bench along a walkway, and sit for a moment.
Below the night sky are the bright
lights of the fairgrounds. The Ferris wheel turns against the star-studded
backdrop. Riders scream as they reach the top of its great circle and then
descend back to the ground. In the distance the Egyptian Boat rocks one-way
and then the other, increasing its arc, higher and higher with every to and
fro.
Up and jogging again, around me
people are strolling, laughing, eating, and rushing to their next thrilling
moment.
Vendors hawk their toys, beckoning
would-be buyers to come forward.
The fair will be closing down later
tonight, its over until next year.
I run to Dad who is sitting at the
information booth where we agreed to meet.
“Christina I haven’t been able
to find him,” he blurts out.
“But I have,” I shout. “I
found him and we can bring Neewa to his office in the morning.”
“He’s going to see her on a
Sunday morning?” His voice gets louder in disbelief.
“Yeah I got it covered. I’ll
tell you all about it. All I want to do is go home.”
Heading for the exit, I spot Doctor
Cuthberson being driven through the fairgrounds to the airport. He’ll soon
be flying out to that ranch.
“He is going to see a sick horse
out in Winnemucca,” says one man to another walking next to us. “The
ranchers depend on him to care for the large animals in this county.”
“He’s the only one in these
parts,” a woman chimes in.
“Yup, he travels miles to care
for the horses, cattle, and sheep around here,” another adds.
Working my way through the crowd
toward the van with Dad my thoughts wonder. No one told me he doctors only
large animals. He’s different from the other veterinarian in town who cares
for dogs, cats, and smaller pets. He stays in his office and has the animals
come to him. Dr. Cuthberson flies across the county to take care of all the
ranchers’ large animals.
Once in the car, I tell Dad the
whole story. How I first laid eyes on him through the crowd of people. Where I
ran to find him at the chuck wagon race, and all the riders and horses that
barley escaped injury in the terrifying accident. And about witnessing all the
people running to the rescue, and the Doctor in the middle of the wreck saving
the trapped horses. Lastly, I tell Dad how I found him at the stables caring
for every one of those horses.
We arrive at home and I run to
check on Neewa. She is not well, about the same as when I left her this
morning, maybe worse. She tries to drink some water from the bowl I raise to
her mouth, but only takes a little. Her nose feels like dried leather. Trying
to greet me, she shakes as she stands, then collapses down to the ground in a
ball of white fur.
I cry as I tell her, “You have to
hold on, I’m going to take you to the doctor tomorrow. He is going to save
you.”
Neewa looks at me as if she
understands. But her look tells me, this had better work, because I’m not
gonna to be able to hold on much longer.
I sob and tell her, “You have to
stay outside again tonight.” I hold her close to me, “I can’t keep you
inside Neewa, you’re too sick. Tomorrow everything is going to be better. I
know Dr. Cuthberson will save you. You have to make it through the night, you
have to, you hear me!” I pull her face into mine. Her dried nose against my
face.
She looks at me with her
sagging big grey eyes. I clean the crusty discharge from the corners and hold
her close to me as she closes her eyes and falls asleep.
It’s morning and we arrive at Dr.
Cuthberson’s ranch. Dad and I carry Neewa into the office.
His assistant in a white coat comes
to meet us, “I’m Lyle, the doctor is helping one of his mares give birth.
Do you want to come watch?”
“Bring your puppy, she
can’t hurt any animals here.” Lyle says as we walk through the empty
waiting room.
Mumbling as we walk, “I don’t
want to see this, I really hate blood.”
Jackie follows the assistant
saying, “I wanta see.”
Dad carries Neewa in his arms. She
is limp, not at all the same frisky puppy we adopted at the pound months ago.
Keeping my head down and hiding my
eyes, I enter the barn. The faint scents of manure and hay hang in the air.
Every stall is clean, with a layer of fresh hay and a bucket of oats hung on
the side. Colorful blankets are draped over the sidewalls of each stall, and a
wooden name placard prominently hangs above each gate.
“Where are all the other
horses?” I ask Lyle the assistant.
He answers, “They are out in the
pastures for the day, we bring them in around five.”
Unsure of myself, I lag behind
everyone as we enter the fifth stall. The mare is lying down, breathing
heavily. Her foal is beginning to show. I can already see the foal’s legs
outside of the birth canal. Above the stalls entrance is her name, Queen Ann.
Doc says, “It’s her time to
give birth.”
Jackie’s eyes are wide as she and
Dad watch.
I decide to leave and maybe come
back later, when it’s all over. Dad holds Neewa, as I duck into the next
stall, hoping I don’t puke.
“Is it a filly or a colt?” Lyle
excitedly asks the Doctor.
Sounds of water gurgling and
suction emanate from the stall.
Peeking around the corner, I stare
as he helps Queen Ann. He gently pulls the legs of the foal, who is born a few
seconds later.
Sweat drips from his forehead as he
answers, “Don’t know yet.”
“It’s a filly!” he exclaims.
Slinking back into the birthing
stall, I watch the newborn lying on the hay next to her mother.
My stomach begins to settle. What a
great movie this would make, someone should videotape this. But it isn’t for
the fainthearted.
Doctor Cuthberson says to his
assistant, “Lyle, you watch the filly. I’ll be back after I take a look at
the puppy.”
We follow him to the examination
room near the front office. Dad places Neewa on the stainless steel table in
the middle of the room. She collapses into a white lump.
Ammonia, strong enough to cause me
to tear permeates the air in the clean and organized room. I gaze around the
room at locked medicine cabinets. Under the large windows is a row of glass
cases. Inside are Native American artifacts and artwork, with pottery,
baskets, and weapons labeled and dated just like in a museum. Woven blankets
and oil paintings of fierce looking Indian chiefs cover the walls.
Doc Cuthberson turns from the sink
and begins the examination. Methodically he looks at her eyes, nose, and
mouth, quickly completing the procedure.
His voice is confident as he
quickly speaks, “I wanta give her a shot of live distemper virus, maybe jump
start her immune system. It’s not the usual treatment, but it’s her best
chance to live. It could kill her too. If I don’t give her the shot she’ll
die for sure.”
Swiftly and just as convincingly I
reply, “Give her the shot,” Dad nods his consent.
Doc doesn’t say a word as he
leaves the room, returning in seconds with the shot. He grabs a hand full of
her butt cheek fur and skin and sticks the needle in. She yelps.
Without delay he says, “Leave her
here overnight. Pick her up after school tomorrow. We’ll keep an eye on
her.”
He politely says, “Good luck,”
and hastily heads back to his new filly.
I look at him, “Thank you for
helping Neewa.”
Doc looks at me with piercing blue
eyes surrounded by dark skin and ferruled brow. The door slams closed, locking
behind him.
Neewa is still on the table, “You
have to stay here tonight,” I hold her. “The doctor will take care of
you.”
Tears run down my face as I squeeze
her close to me. I feel so helpless. There is nothing I can do but pray.
Moments after doc leaves, Lyle the
veterinary assistant enters the room.
He looks at me saying, “The
doctor gave her the live virus in hopes that her immune system will strengthen
and fight off the disease. Don’t worry we will keep an eye on her for ya.”
He gently takes her from the table
and my grasp. I lunge forward to give her one last kiss and hug.
Lyle walks us to the exit. The door
shuts with a bang. I walk away sniveling.
Jackie is upset and puts her arm
around me as we walk to the van.
Dad embraces us and says,
“She’ll be fine, you’ll see.”
Driving out of Doc’s driveway, I
look out the window. Somewhere on this ranch, Neewa is lying helpless in a
cage, alone in the desert again, just like when she was born.
Jackie all excited says,
“Christina! Look at the K-2 meter. It’s flashing like mad.”
I look toward Jackie, tears still
welling in my eyes. “I can’t think about that right now.”
Dad gushes with excitement, “Did
you see those masks on the wall? One was labeled, Sun Dance Headdress and
another marked Shaman Spirit Mask. And there were ancient medicines and
powders in that other glass cabinet in the corner.”
Jackie adds, “I saw a scepter
that had some kind of hair on it. I hope its not human hair, eek.”
Dad turns toward me with a glaring
stare, “Doc Cuthberson is either a collector, or a shaman. I’ll bet they
have secret ceremonies out here.”
Jackie shrieks, “I brought the
pocket spectrometer and the radio frequency meter too. The readings are off
the charts!”
“What’s going on out here?”
Jackie yells.
Dad gushes with excitement, “Lets
do an investigation when we come back here tomorrow to pick up Neewa. We’ll
bring the cameras and take video of the ranch. I’ll bet this place has all
kinds of paranormal activity.”
“Christina, what do you think?”
Jackie asks, trying to distract me from Neewa’s critical condition.
“I’m worried about Neewa. I
pray she lives.”
I’m waiting at the curb for Dad
and Jackie to pick me up.
“Let’s go Dad,” I demand
jumping into the backseat. “I have to go get Neewa.”
The ride out to doc’s ranch seems
never ending. I twitch and move around in my seat but I can’t settle down.
Finally we arrive.
Dad points to some boxes in the
back seat, “We have the cameras and some of the other equipment for our
investigation of Doc’s ranch. I’ll set everything up in the back of the
van before I go in. Jackie you stay in the van and watch everything. Make sure
the cameras are running.”
Jackie moans, “I don’t see why
I have to wait out here and take the video while you guys go inside.”
Jackie smirks, “Yeah, yeah, okay
I‘ll stay here and sweat to death. No, I’m going for a walk around the
ranch till I find a nice cool shade tree to sit under.”
Dad whispers, “Okay, but keep
everything in sight. I don’t want to get caught snooping around.”
In the waiting room, I clench my
sweaty fists and pace from wall to wall. Our Father who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name… I pray Neewa will be all right.
Dad is walking around the room
looking at all the artifacts. He’s taking notes as he goes from one display
to another.
“Here she is,” Lyle boasts,
walking her through the door into the waiting room.
“Neewa’s walking,” I exclaim,
jumping to my knees to embrace her.
She is wagging her tail. That’s
good, really good. Even her nose is a little wet. I hold her close as I feel
the thump, thump, thump, of her tail on my ankles.
Dad gets his traditional sniff and
lick on the hand. In return, Neewa expects and gets a scratch on the head,
just behind her ears.
“Is she okay? Will she live?” I
stutter, blinking my eyes, anxious to hear his answer.
He kneels next to me stroking
Neewa’s ivory white coat, scratching her behind the ears. “Doc thinks she
is going to make it, but she’s still in danger.”
Walking us to the front of the
building Lyle says, “The doctor said give Neewa plenty of water, dry food
only, and one of these pills every six hours. You have already given her the
best chance to live.”
I stare at the sign on the wall,
“All Doctors Fees are Payable on the Day of Examination.”
Lyle sees me and says, “We will
take no money from you and Neewa.” He hastens, “Doc wants her back here in
two weeks. Oh, and he had a question… where was she born?”
I answer, “The dogcatcher said
she was born on the desert, just outside of town. We adopted her at the
pound.”
“Oh,” He nods closing the door
behind us.
Neewa walks across the parking lot,
excited to be free, she tenderly frolics around us on the way to the van. She
runs to Jackie, who hugs her, and in return gets a lick on the face, from eye
to forehead.
“Neewa your breath stinks,” She
says.
I’m so thrilled to have her back.
At last, I can laugh again.
Neewa hops gingerly into the van
and stands on the back seat waiting for me. Watching me she tilts her head the
way she does. She looks so much better.
All the ghost-hunting crap is in my
way as I squeeze into the seat next to her.
Finally I shout, “Get this stuff
out of here, its in Neewa’s way.”
I hand Jackie meter,
camera, and begin to lift up piece after piece of equipment.
Reaching, Jackie looks at the meter
and shouts, “This one is stuck at forty-eight milligause. That’s twelve
higher than the reading we got yesterday, the highest reading I’ve ever
seen.”
Dad asks, “Jackie did you look
for any thing that might give off an electromagnetic field? Like a transformer
or an air conditioning unit?”
“No, I was busy with all this
stuff. Then you guys came back too fast. What am I a magician?” She blurts
out sarcastically.
Dad looks around and exclaims as we
pull away, “This place is loaded with spirits. I can feel it. As soon as we
get home we’ll check all the cameras, meters, everything.”
We drive out the rutted driveway
leaving Doc’s ranch. He has a vast spread. The smell of which permeate the
hot air. Several barns, two houses, and fenced corrals dot the landscape.
There are a couple of ponds, cattle and horses, and local birds dipping and
diving in the fresh water. They probably get their water from those spinning
windmills; it looks more like an oasis than a ranch in this horrible desert.
The main house has many windows,
two big chimneys at each end, and a porch that runs all the way along the side
and across the back. Clotheslines traverse the yard running from the house to
the back fence. There’s one set of clothes already dry from the hot desert
sun.
Neewa will live. I know she will,
although I can still see the disease in her yellow tinted eyes. And her breath
smells really bad. Sitting in the van, I daydream about giving her food and
water, lots of water.
After getting home I give her one
of the pills. The only way to be sure she swallows it, is to push it down her
throat and watch her neck undulate. She walks away and goes into my room where
she curls up in a ball on her bed and goes to sleep.
I tell her, “Go to sleep girl.
It’s time for you to rest. You’re home now.”
In the living room, Dad and Jackie
are looking at our cameras and meters. It’s our paranormal lab, at least
until we can figure something else out. I call it ghost-hunting headquarters.
“Did the camera get anything?”
I ask Dad and Jackie.
Dad replies, “We are looking at
the tape now.”
“There, there,” Jackie
exclaims, “That’s a floating orb! There’s another and another!”
“This place is paranormal
central!”
“Did you see that?” So excited,
Jackie sprays spit on me.
The hair on the back of my neck
stands up, “What are they? And what do they do? Why would anyone call
floating bubbles, orbs?” I sarcastically add.
“Christina cool it! Give me a
second. I’m watching this,” Jackie says perturbed by my interruptions.
Staring at the screen, she finally
answers me as if she is reading from a textbook. “The orb is energy being
transferred from a source such as, power lines, heat energy, batteries, or
people, to a spirit… or orb, so it can manifest. It may not even be a
conscious act. The spirit is doing what it does. It’s the way they get their
energy.”
Really excited Dad jumps in,
“Finally we got something on film.”
“Look! Six floating orbs! It’s
an orb hotel out there!” Jackie shouts, “Dad they could be animal spirits.
They don’t have to be people spirits, especially since he’s a vet. I’ll
bet a lot of animals die out there. And the ones that haven’t crossed over
yet, well they are still there,” Jackie whispers.
Standing behind her, I visualize
cattle and horses floating through the air.
She pulls herself closer to the
laptop, focused on the screen. “I’m going to import this video into my
movie maker program. I’ll be able to look at the video and audio tracks
separately. Maybe we captured one of those orbs trying to speak with us.”
Dad warns, “Jackie, make a backup
copy of that file right away, and put another on a DVD to be safe. And by the
way, we can’t tell anyone about this, at least not until we get back East.
First we have to get as far away from here as possible. Then we can report our
findings to the National Paranormal Society. I’d probably lose my job if we
made this discovery public. Besides there is a lot more ghost hunting still
needs to be done before we disclose what we do.”
“I want to go back out to Doc’s
ranch again. We have a good excuse, Neewa’s follow up is in two weeks,”
Jackie adds.
Dad adds, “I bet we find their
secret Indian burial grounds out there.”
“I’ve had enough for today,”
I closing my door.
I’m finally away from all the
ghost talk. Collapsing on my bed, I think about Neewa’s pills. They look
like horse pills, an ugly gray and brown color, and they are so big.
Maybe they are horse pills? I just
hope they work.
She is lying down in her own bed
now and will probably sleep through the night. She’s not stretched out with
her feet up in the air as usual, the way she always does. When she dreams in
that position her feet move back and forth as if she is running, I laugh at
her.
I’ll have to wake her and give
her another pill in a few hours. I hate pushing it down her throat, but I have
to make sure she swallows it or she’ll never get better.
“Good night Dad, love you.”
“Good night Christina, Jackie,
love you.”
“Love you Dad,” Jackie says.
“Good night, Neewa.”
Waking, then falling back to sleep
and waking again, I look at Neewa lying, helpless. There is nothing I can do
for her but hope she recovers or dies without pain.
Doctor Cuthberson said he thinks
Neewa is going to make it.
I repeat his words softly, over and
over again. “She’s going to make it. She’s going to make it.”
Finally, I fall asleep at 5:00 AM,
only to be awakened by my alarm a half hour later. Dragging myself out of bed,
I’m so tired, and so not into going to school.
Wagging her tail, Neewa gets to her
feet and wobbles across the rug to her water. I smile guardedly.
“Dad, she’s drinking,” I
holler into the kitchen. “She’s drinking.”
He answers, “Great, Christina.
Don’t forget to give her a pill.”
Giving her today’s first pill I
tell her, “Girl you have to eat and drink today. I’m putting you outside
with plenty of food and water.”
Snapping the chain to her collar I
tell her, “I’ll be home early, only a half-day of school today, Yea!”
She pulls away and licks my chin.
“Oh Neewa, don’t lick me,
yuck!” We look each other in the eyes as the bus pulls up. I turn and run to
catch it before it drives away. A cloud of dirt billows over her chain as she
drags it across the yard till it snaps tight, stopping her. Staring, Neewa
watches me disappear down the street. Looking back at her standing there, I
sigh, today she will lay in the shade, drink plenty of water and sleep.
I’m the new kid at school. I
don’t really know anyone. Most of the kids I meet live on the reservation
and go to high school far away in
Arizona
. The kids here figure I’ll only be around a little while anyway, so why
bother. I feel the same way, no need to get too friendly, I’ll be leaving
soon. It’ll be good-bye to this place.
One of the kids on my bus is a real
troublemaker. He came up with this hare-brained scheme to steal his own
girlfriend’s stereo. Then he tried to frame me. Said his girlfriend saw me
looking in her bedroom window. He was going to rob his own girlfriend. She
caught him handing her stereo out the window to one of his posse’.
I denied it, told them I was at
home all night. The cops didn’t believe him.
They were already following him and
his buddies for drinking and drugging. He was arrested and I was cleared, but
can you imagine the trouble I could have been in.
“Ring, ring, ring,” that’s
the final bell. Am I glad this day is over. I’ll jog home instead of waiting
around for the bus.
As I run to within a few blocks of
home I yell, “Neewa, Neewa!”
She replies, “Woof, Woof,” in a
deep-throated bark. As I enter the yard she is waiting for me, staring with
tilted head, listening to my footsteps approach and wagging her tail.
I run to her and unclip the chain
from her collar, telling her, “Good girl.”
I’m so glad to see you. I stroke
her neck and shoulder as she leans into my hand, panting.
She circles me, jumping and barking
for me to get a toy and play. Then she sprints around the whole yard, as fast
as ever.
“Calm down Neewa, take it easy,
you have to get better first.”
I look around for the water and
food dishes that I put out this morning. All the water is gone. She might have
drunk it? Or maybe she knocked it over? One of the bowls of food is empty.
That means she ate her first meal in days, unless of course the squirrels got
to it first.
I run inside and return with fresh
water. She drinks, and looks up at me. Eagerly, she slurps up more and
dribbles it all over my shoes. Her black nose is shiny and moist again, not
the cracked, dried up, flaking tissue it was a day ago. I squeeze her and we
both fall over onto the dry dusty dirt that covers most of the yard.
“Yuck! Neewa your breath
stinks!” I cry out scrambling to my feet.
Grasping her snout and holding her
head steady, I peel back her black lips and peek at her teeth for the first
time since her illness. Quickly she shakes loose from my grip.
Goose bumps explode on my arms and
legs. Cringing I cry out, “Oh my God, Neewa, your teeth are green, and some
are missing.” I stagger away from her feeling like I’m going to throw up.
Just then Dad and Jackie arrive
home in a whirlwind of dust, as the van pulls up the alleyway drive.
“How’s Neewa doing?” Dad asks
with a genuine look of concern.
“She seems okay, I think she’s
doing better,” I mumble.
I get chills thinking about her
awful teeth. The first veterinarian warned me about this. He said she would
lose some teeth. Thankfully, she hasn’t lost all of them. All of the top and
bottom premolars are gone, which are the one’s between her canines and
molars.
Neewa is panting while she lay on
the only patch of grass in the yard, gnawing on one of her soup bones. No
problem with her front teeth. She cleaned all the meat off, not a spec is left
on that bone.
Crack! She splits the bone wide
open and feverishly slurps out all the tasty marrow. I guess there’s nothing
wrong with her back teeth either.
Neewa runs to Dad, prances around
us, encouraging us to grab one of her toys and play.
Dad smiles, “Hey what is that
pink thing hanging out of Neewa’s mouth?”
Embarrassed for Neewa I defend her.
“Dad, get over it. That’s her tongue. She lost some teeth, okay, so her
tongue hangs out a little.”
“A little,” Dad chuckles,
“Her whole tongue is sticking out of her mouth.”
“Stop, you’re making a big
thing out of nothing. It’s just the tip hangs out the side cause her
premolars fell out.”
Without those teeth, Neewa’s pink
tongue slips out of the toothless gap. This small swatch of pink against her
black lips gives her a funny, almost hysterical look.
In fact Neewa’s tongue has become
the family joke. I’m always saying, Neewa stop sticking your tongue out. She
looks at me and tilts her head to one side. Then I burst out laughing.
Everywhere we go people ask, what
is that in her mouth? Or someone might inquire, is that her tongue hanging
out? Yes, we say, and everyone wants to know why.
One time, a kid walked up to her
and pulled on it. Surprised the little girl exclaimed, yuck! It’s her
tongue? We all laughed… and Neewa handles it all with great dignity.
Neewa loves to run around the yard,
but if I don’t watch her she disappears. Sometimes she can be blocks away in
just seconds. I don’t even know where she goes. Dad says she visits other
dogs, but I think people invite her into their home. I bet they feed and play
with her.
When I realize she has vanished, I
call her to come home. Sometimes she barks and runs home like the wind. Other
times, it takes hours of searching the neighborhood to find her.
When I find her, I ask, where have
you been? But she won’t tell me. Sometimes when she runs away, I think she
may never come home, but she always does.
It was right around this time, I
started keeping her on the chain, and that’s when it got weird. Neewa began
to dig holes in the yard. First, she dug a hole over by the steps of the house
near a cement wall. No one took much notice, until she dug two more holes by
our fence. It wasn’t long before the yard was full of holes, a dozen or
more. Soon the place looked like the desert in the movie, Holes…. Everywhere
you looked there was another and another.
Her favorite holes are the ones
that are as big as a cave. She crawls down the entrance on her belly and turns
around inside. Then she pokes her head out to watch, smell, and hear
everything going on around her. The dirt she digs out of each hole is left in
a pile at the opening. She rests her head on this mound and keeps her nose in
the air, sniffing the wind.
When our neighbor saw all the holes
Neewa dug, she was totally shocked. She thinks Neewa digs the holes to stay
cool and away from the heat during the day and at night when it is cold she
can stay warm inside.
In high mountain deserts, summer
days and nights have a wide range of temperature. Days are ninety to a hundred
degrees, but nights are cool, sometimes even cold.
Tall Bristlecone Pine trees shade
most of our yard and Neewa’s play area keeping us cool, especially if there
is a breeze. Flowers in the front of the house attract lots of bees and birds.
I’ve seen hummingbirds hovering in the air around dusk. Then they disappear
in the honeysuckle and lilac bushes that crowd the house and give off sweet
fragrances.
We don’t have to worry about
cutting the lawn, the grass just doesn’t grow in a place that gets so little
rainfall.
Dad walks in and trips over one of
Neewa’s soup bones. “Whoa!” he shouts sliding several feet across the
room, “what the hell was that?”
I laugh, “You have to watch where
you’re going.”
Dad kicks the bone out of the
doorway and chuckles, “Lets all go to the rodeo. Can you believe it, a rodeo
here in town?”
I ask myself, go to a rodeo? No, I
don’t think so. They tease those animals, don’t they?
“I’m not going,” I say.
Dad answers from his room,
“It’s the Woman’s National Championships. The main events are saddle
bronco riding, barrel racing, bull riding, calf roping, and steer
wrestling.”
“I wanna go,” Jackie shouts
from her room.
“All right I’ll go,” I say
reluctantly, knowing Neewa can’t. “But we can still bring her and keep her
outside, right Dad?”
Dad puts on his best jeans and is
stomping his feet into his boots, “Bang! Bang!”
“What the hell are you doing?”
I ask.
“Bring the ghost hunting
equipment,” He reminds me, “We can test it out at the rodeo. We’ll see
what kind of readings we get from the riders and horses.”
I have to remember to bring along
Neewa’s corkscrew stake and chain to keep her from running off. As long as
we park in the shade, she will be nice and cool. She can take a nap under the
van. I’ll make sure she has plenty of water and food.
***
Arriving at the arena, I jump from
the van and prepare a place for Neewa, securing her to the chain and filling
her bowls.
While waiting for Dad and Jackie I
study the rippling sand dunes and sage brush scattered over the stark desert.
Tumbleweeds blow across the landscape driven by scorching hot winds. Distant
mountains change colors with each new angle of the sun’s rays. Bright rust
and amber hues paint the serrated rock faces. Towering peaks rise over shadowy
crevasses under the cloudless blue bird sky.
Scratching Neewa behind the ear,
she leans into my rub for a deeper massage, “You stay here, don’t pull
your stake out of the ground. Here is your lunch and water, stay out of the
sun. We’ll be back in an hour or so, I promise.”
The rodeo has already started. I
throw my backpack full of ghost hunting stuff over my shoulder and run for the
main gate.
The parking lot is full of trucks
with license plates from every state. I see
Idaho
,
Wyoming
,
California
,
Iowa
, and
Arizona
to name a few, even
Canada
is here.
As we walk through the entrance
into the arena, the sound of the crowd is deafening. Dad and Jackie are
talking to me as an announcement is broadcast over the public address system.
“I can’t hear you!” A hush
comes over the crowd.
A woman on horseback, wearing chaps
and a hat pulled down tight on her head disappears into a tunnel at the far
end of the arena. The barrel racing competition has just ended. Staff rush in
and roll the bright red barrels off the main floor for the next event.
Spectators are perched on railings
and fill the bleachers. Families huddle together to support their daughters,
mothers, and sisters. Most are wearing blue jeans, silk jackets with logos,
and of course cowboy hats and boots. The older people have the traditional
dungaree jackets or vests.
As we search for seats, I look at
the spectators filling the bleachers.
The Native Americans bring their
look. It’s more of a hybrid between a western cowboy and American Indian.
The blue jeans and boots are about the same, but above the waist are Indian
blankets or leather jackets. Then beige faces with characteristic jet-black
shoulder length hair and ten gallon hats with decorative beaded headbands.
Mexicans Americans have come to
compete too, with multi colored ponchos, gaucho hats, and much shorter hair.
In the crowd are even a few sombreros with red and yellow trim and gold
tassels.
Finally we find empty seats at the
far end of the arena. Dad sets up the tripod in the aisle with the infrared
camera, while Jackie is getting readings pointing the infrared thermometer
toward the competitors warming up for the next event. I raise the digital
camera to my eye and zoom in and out on the spectators across the way. The K-2
meter, Ghost Hunter’s favorite device lays quiet, no lights flashing or
detection of any EMF here.
No one around us will ever guess
we’re paranormal investigators disguised as rodeo fans. They have no idea
what we are doing, nor do they care.
“Next event Calf Roping,”
Ceremoniously the announcer’s voice blares. “The first contestant is Josie
Sullivan, riding Sissy, representing the Sullivan Ranch, Gunstock,
Colorado
.”
While cheers and yips radiate from
the stands, a horse and rider stampede into the rink, galloping from the
tunnel at a furious speed. I jump up in my seat at the sound of a Bang. A gate
flies open releasing a calf from the pen near the tunnel. All three sprint
straight at us at lightening speed, nostrils flared, hooves kicking dirt up
into the air in every direction.
The calf, fearing for its life,
desperately tries to escape the horse and rider thundering toward it,
squeezing the terrified animal closer and closer to the rail.
Suddenly, the cowgirl hurls her
rope high into the air. In slow motion it soars, hanging above the ground,
circling toward its target. Whoosh! As if by magic it falls around the
calf’s head. Josie pulls the rains of her horse and the team skids to a
stop. As the rope slices the air, snapping tight around the calf’s neck, it
spins a hundred eighty degrees. The stunned calf, eyes rolling back, lands on
all fours.
Jumping from her horse to the
ground, she follows the taught rope with gloved hand to the calf. She than
hoists her cowering prey off its feet, dropping it to the ground on its side
with a thud. In seconds she ties three legs of the bewildered beast together,
and steps back throwing her hands high into the air in triumph.
Everyone applauds and looks to the
clock and standings to gauge her performance. All of this takes place in about
sixty seconds, the amount of time it takes to inhale and exhale ten breaths.
For the next hour, horses and
riders sprint up and down the arena, pounding their hoofs, flexing their
muscles, and snorting in the air. Again and again the challenge plays out,
woman vs. beast, beast vs. woman.
At intermission everyone scatters
to buy food, programs, and souvenirs as water is applied to the arena floor to
keep the dust down. The wet dirt’s pungent fragrance filters through my nose
to the back of my mouth. I taste the floor.
“I wanna use the thermal infrared
camera Dad, let me have a turn, you always get it,” I demand.
Handing my camera to Jackie I say,
“Here you take the digital, I’ll use the infrared.”
Infrared pictures are called
thermo-grams. They display the heat given off by the horses, riders, and
cattle in colorful shades of red, purple, and blue on the screen. The colors
are representations of light outside of the visible spectrum called emitted
radiation.
So many beautiful horses are all
decked out with shiny coats, and elegantly braided tails and manes. Their
bridals and halters sparkle with the reflected light from above. Silver studs
adorn the embossed saddles with strands of rawhide hanging down.
The woman riders are dressed in
colorful tops, jeans with chaps, and boots with imposing spurs. Adorned with
just the right amount of makeup, bright red lipstick, and rouge on their
checks, the competitors are objects of beauty as well as power.
Jackie whispers, “I’m taking a
close-up picture of that horse over there with this sixty X zoom lens. Wow, it
feels like I’m riding the horse myself, this is so cool.”
That’s the last event, it’s the
end of the rodeo.
All the awards and prize money is
being handed out. Cameras are flashing as the press scrambles to interview the
winners.
I hang out and get some autographs
on my program. One of the girls who signed my program sat near us in the
stands. I saw her chewing tobacco. She asked me if I had fun at the rodeo. I
told her it was really something to see the girls riding, roping, and
wrestling. She laughed and said, we are good aren’t we? I said, yes you are.
As I was going to the exit I hear a
women’s voice, “Let’s go to that ghost town, the one just west of
here.”
That was all I needed to hear as I
turn to her smiling, “Excuse me miss, where is the ghost town?”
She replies, “Ah, it’s only
about five miles from here. You take the main highway West to a sign that says
Automotive Shop and points to the left. Turn right at the sign and take that
dirt road to the end. It leads to a box canyon where the town is. We’re
going there now. Do you want to follow us?”
“Can we Dad?” I say with a look
in my eyes that fully explains the consequences for a wrong answer.
“Yes, Yes, definitely, I wanna
go,” Dad says while trying to balance all our stuff strapped around his neck
and under his arms.
“Great,” I declare, “We’ll
follow you.”
“We have a red pick-up with a
horse trailer that says Rayburn Ranch on the side,” she replies.
“Okay we’ll be right behind
you,” I add.
I run to the van, hurrying to walk
Neewa and throw everything into the back of the van. Dad and Jackie pack the
rest and get in, while I scan the parking lot for the Rayburn’s red truck.
Catching a glimpse of their trailer
I yell out, “There, there they are!”
I’m nervous, as we turn onto a
dirt road at the sign that says Automotive Shop. The lonely path has desert on
both sides and those amber and rust mountain peaks I saw from the arena
glimmering in the background, are right in front of me.
Neewa whines as our van slows down.
Dad cracks open the door just enough for Neewa to push it open with her head
and jump out the door. Jumping onto the ground, she runs alongside of our van
and then into the desert kicking up sand as she runs parallel to us. Her nose
just a hair off the hot sand. She stops short, checks out a prairie dog hole,
and continues searching for any other scents.
“Run Neewa, run!” Exalted by
her energy and ability.
My attention quickly shifts to a
faint image of the forgotten colony coming into view. I silently stare at the
eerie looking scene. It looks staged, like a miniature playhouse dropped from
above. Surrounding the discarded settlement are steep canyon walls on each
side and behind, and ten foot high sand dunes block the only road leading in
and out.
Main Street
, if you want to call it that, is the one and only street with a small row of
buildings on either side. The dwellings once bustling with people are now
deserted.
It’s a forsaken town, a ghost
town. Nothing else is visible anywhere around it. No electric wires,
streetlights, or government building proclaiming ownership. No abandoned
wagons or cars lie about, nothing. Nor is there anyone to be seen, except the
Rayburn’s and us.
Parking our van alongside the
Rayburn truck, we get out as Neewa catches up. She prances around, circling us
wildly, jumping, excited that we are going on a hike. Jackie, Dad, and I
gather up our backpacks and begin the hike into town.
Surprised, I see a cemetery in the
foreground, just about five hundred feet from where we stand. It is small,
filled with knee high weeds, and surrounded by a faded broken picket fence.
Mr. Rayburn points at the cemetery,
“Places like this were called boom and bust towns, and they all had their
own cemeteries. When someone died, they were buried with everything they
owned. Most people had very few belongings, so the undertakers left their
boots on. That’s why all the towns out West named their cemeteries Boot
Hill. That accounts for the Boot part of the cemetery name. The Hill part of
the name can be explained by the fact that the location picked for the burials
was the highest ground near town. That was in case of a flood. The town folks
didn’t want bodies floating all over the place after a storm.”
Mrs. Rayburn adds as they walk off
together, “Many of these boomtowns lasted only a few years or until the gold
or silver ran out. After that everyone left town, well almost everyone, none
of the inhabitants of Boot Hill ever did, I hope, ha ha ha.”
I look at Dad and Jackie, neither
of them is laughing.
Inside the cemetery I find
gravestones so battered by the wind and weather they are blank. The names and
dates have worn off. Other headstones have only faint impressions of the
letters and numbers that once spelled out the name, date of birth, and when
they died. If we’re lucky we might find an epitaph telling something about
the deceased or maybe how they died.
I exclaim, “Wow check this out,
Tabor, Agnes P., Pioneer, Wife, Mother.”
Moving to the next grave, I can
hardly believe my eyes. “Dad, Jackie look, Seaborn Barnes, Sam Bass Gang,
Texas Train Robber, shot in the legs during the Mesquite Train Robbery!”
Dad walks from the middle of the
cemetery and whispers, “Getting any readings on the K-2?”
“No, nothing yet.” I kneel down
and touch the brittle tombstone, wood flakes away from under my fingers.
“Christina, this is so cool. Get
a picture of that tombstone with the infrared camera, I mean the camera.”
Jackie looks around as if she let our secret out.
Dad says excitedly, “There has to
be something here. One of these graves might give off infrared or
electromagnetic energy.”
“Don’t worry about the Smiths.
They’ll never figure out we’re hunting ghosts,” I say.
Dad and I are first to turn and
walk toward the gate to exit the cemetery.
“Hey wait up, I’m not staying
here alone. I’m finish with all these graves. Lets get out here,” Jackie
calls out running to catch up to us.
We only have a few hours before
dark so I’m taking thermo images as we walk into town.
The Smiths are already leaving,
heading back to their truck. We meet halfway between the cemetery and town.
Mrs. Rayburn says, “We’re
headed back home to
California
.”
Once many years ago, there was gold
and silver mines all around this town,” Mr. Rayburn adds.
“Thanks for the tip on the ghost
town. It’s really awesome,” I reply.
Jackie agrees, “Yeah, this is
sooooo cool.”
“Watch out for Sally Ann.” Mrs.
Rayburn says laughing.
I look at her— “Sally Ann?”
Mrs. Rayburn replies,
“She’s the ghost that lives in town. There is a legend about her and her
brother. He was very ill and she, although dead for years, came back from the
other side to encourage the doctor to help him.”
Mr.
Rayburn looks us in the eye and begins to tell his story. “About one hundred
years ago the circuit doctor was in town and was awakened from a deep sleep by
a bright light shining right in front of him. He sat up quickly, shading his
eyes.
At first he thought that he had
overslept. But the glow was not coming from the window. As his eyes adjusted
to the brilliance, he saw a woman dressed in white, standing at the foot of
the bed. A heavenly light surrounded her, and she glowed from within as well.
The doctor gasped in fear and huddled underneath his bedclothes.
‘Do not be afraid,’ the spirit
said in a kind gentle voice.
The doctor took heart at her words.
He withdrew his head from the covers and looked right at the glowing woman.
‘I come to you from another
world,’ the woman said.
‘Who are you?’ The doctor
asked.
‘In life, my name was Sally Ann.
I was sister to Simeon Carter.’
‘Why have you been sent here?’
asked the doctor.
‘I’m here to tell you that my
brother Simeon will die of strychnine poisoning if you are not more
persistent.’
The doctor swallowed his guilt,
remembering his pride in having thought he cured Simeon.
One of the earliest lessons he had
learned in medical school was how such pride could cause him to be too
confident with his treatments. A patient could die if the doctor was not
thorough. The doctor was falling into this trap with her brother Simeon.
He
thanked the ghost for her warning and promised to go to her brother at
daybreak. Satisfied, the ghost vanished and the room was in darkness once
more.”
After those words, the Smiths
headed for their truck. Mr. Rayburn turns and says, “I ought to know, Sally
Anne was my Grandmother.”
Seconds later they drive off,
leaving Neewa and the three of us in the ghost town, alone with Sally Ann.
Within seconds of their departure,
out of our knapsacks come the paranormal stuff we have been concealing from
them.
“Okay let’s go to town,” I
say.
Dad warns, “We have a lot of
ground to cover and not much time till sunset. Better get a move on it— our
best chance to catch Sally Ann is at that hotel.”
It’s around eighty degrees, warm
for this time of day. I can feel the nearby canyon walls radiating the days
heat absorbed after many hours in the sun. There is time before it drops from
the sky and disappears. Then it will get cold and dark, fast.
Neewa runs off into the canyon, as
if destiny was calling her.
“She can’t disappear in that
box canyon, unless of course she can fly over those cliffs. Ha ha ha,” We
all laugh, although a bit nervous at the thought.
As we enter town, I stare at the
faded gray structures that line each side of the street. The wobbly buildings,
one and two stories high, have shadowy alleyways between them.
All of town looks like its ready to
collapse with complete sections of several roofs torn away. Railings and steps
on the front porches are crumbling and decaying. In the same condition are the
wooden walkways connecting them. Splintered planks lie on the once muddy
paths, left to rot. Long ago these paths connected the towns bustling traffic
of ladies in puffed out dresses and feathered hats. The men wore vests, boots,
and wide brimmed hats to shade them from the hot sun.
Hollow openings are all that’s
left of the windows and doors, blown out by the harsh windstorms that frequent
the canyons. Several doors dangle by a nail or a hinge, still in place from
the past. About the only thing moving in town are the shredded raggedy
curtains fluttering about, still attached by a thread to the once modestly
decorated second floor boarding rooms of the day.
Bang! Bang! Echoes down
Main Street
, the sound comes from somewhere and ricochets off the back of the canyon. I
snap my head up to look for it’s origin, but I can’t tell which direction
it came from.
“Jackie, make sure you don’t
put your finger over the microphone, I want the audio recording of this ghost
town to be perfect. It maybe the only one ever made here.”
Dad whispers, “Be quiet, we might
capture an EVP.”
I ask softly, “Jackie what’s an
EVP again?”
“Electronic Voice Phenomenon?
It’s a captured recording of a or several disembodied voices. Most times the
voices are not heard when they’re recorded. Only when you play back the
digital file can you hear them,” She smiles.
“Nobody go inside any buildings,
they might fall apart at any minute,” Dad is repeating himself again because
he’s stressed out about it.
“Chill Dad, I heard ya! Stop with
the crumbling buildings already, we’re not going in. You are so annoying.”
Jackie points, “Hey look! That
was a dry goods store and over there the saloon, and there’s the hotel.
What’s that other one?”
Jackie and I walk side-by-side,
photographing the few signs still legible on the front of the buildings. One
says Sheriff’s Office, another Blacksmith. Next we work our way around the
back of town with my thermal imaging recorder in hand. I begin to tape the
details of the back of every building. Jackie raises the digital camera with
the sixty x zoom lens to her eye and scans through a door and down the hallway
of a building. Next she zooms into each room through the outside windows.
“Christina look! That door,
it’s got a bright light around it,” She whispers.
I walk to her and stare at the
door. It’s glowing around the edge, and seemingly pulsing. A halo surrounds
the border of the door.
The weather beaten cedar door has
deep silver and gray vertical ridges. The glass doorknob is missing, probably
taken by a treasure hunter who didn’t have enough room or strength to take
the door.
“I’m going in,” I whisper to
her.
“No Christina, Dad said don’t
go inside.”
“I’m just going to check that
door.”
“Don’t go,” She whispers.
Before she can finish her words, I
climb in the window and walk at a snail's pace down the hall. The door
shimmers back and forth in the breeze. I stare at the light. Closer and closer
I tiptoe until my sweaty hands finger glides along its edge. I’m about to
push it forward when it swings open. All of a sudden bright sunlight hits me
square in my eyes blinding me. Trembling, I peer into the room, and slink
inside. The setting sun sits in the middle of the window opposite me.
“Christina hurry up,” Jackie
implores.
Empty just bare floorboards and
some broken furniture lying about. No ghosts, no aberration here. I turn and
walk back to Jackie who anxiously waits.
Dad’s gone over to the hotel with
the K-2 and radio frequency field strength meters. He’s at the hotel door
when we come from behind the buildings.
“The K-2 is lighting up like a
Christmas Tree,” He exclaims. “Look!” Holding it up for us to see. The
green, yellow, orange, and red lights flash. “What do you think of this? It
could be Sally Ann?”
“Could be,” I agree, “Dad we
recorded everything.”
“Me too Dad, I zoomed down every
hallway and into every room.” Jackie backs up my story.
“Okay, it’ll be getting dark
soon, no telling who or what might be out here at night. We’ll check all the
recordings at home, lets get out of here!” Dad starts walking back.
If only the Smiths stayed a little
longer. We could have stayed into the night. With them here we would have
found Sally Ann for sure.
But with only three of us out here,
no thanks. Even the National Paranormal Society recommends a minimum of five
adults at an Investigation. I’m not sure if that’s for verification, or
just safety?
I fall behind everyone headed for
the van as we exit town in a hurry.
“Hey what is the name of this
town anyway?” I yell to Dad and Jackie leading the way out.
“Don’t know? We should try to
figure that out,” Dad answers.
“I saw it on the hotel, its
Potosi
, its spelled P–o-t- o-s-i,” Jackie answers.
“What kind of name is that?
French?” I timidly suggest.
“Maybe,” Dad replies.
As we make our way back toward the
van we pass the cemetery. The cool night winds are arriving in town. Dad hands
me a sweatshirt from his backpack. I gaze back at town. It looks like a real
ghost town with tumbleweeds blowing down
Main Street
.
“Bang!”
“AHHHHH!” I scream, “What was
that?”
That freaked me out, I’m getting
out of here. Panic grips me, my heart pounds. Jackie raises her hand to cover
her mouth, as if to catch a deep sigh.
“Relax,” Dad utters,
“That’s the same shutter we heard banging on the way into town.”
“It’s a shutter? I didn’t see
any shutters anywhere in town. We’ll check the video when we get home,
you’ll see, that was Sally Ann.”
“It didn’t sound like the one I
herd when we first got here. That one sounded more like a gun shot?” Jackie
recalls.
“That can’t be?” Dad replies,
“There isn’t anyone around here for miles?”
If it weren’t for the banging
shutters, raggedy curtains in the windows, chilling winds, and whirling dust
and sand, I might like this place. Ha ha.
“Bang! Bang! Bang!”
It’s just the wind, it’s just
the wind, I tell myself. The wind always kicks up when the sun goes down.
It’s definitely time to go.
Really loud I yell, “Neewa! Neewa!
Come girl!”
Neewa, Neewa, Come girl, echo’s
off the canyon wall.
My heart races as I turn and stare,
searching for her, straining into the twilight. But she is nowhere in sight.
“Neewa! Neewa!” I implore.
Sure enough the canyon answers in a
fading reply, Neewa, Neewa, Neewa, Neewa.
Where the heck is she?
I spot her faint image under a
shadowy ledge. She’s a minute spec of white sprinting in the twilight.
“There she is! Come on girl, come
on,” I beg her.
The canyon answers, come on girl
come on.
Crossing the rocky terrain, she
glides. Her strong body and powerful muscles carry her over the rough terrain.
She maneuvers around boulders and bounces through the canyon.
Neewa is strong now and weighs more
than forty pounds. She is over two and a half feet tall and when she stands on
her hind legs, her black padded paws and ivory toenails reach my shoulders.
“Come on Neewa, let’s get out
of here, we’ve had enough excitement for one day. This place creeps me
out.”
After loading up the van we begin
the drive home. I sit in the dark thinking what a great day. First the rodeo
with the cowgirls, horses, bulls, and steer. Then the ghost town and the
Rayburn’s story about Sally Ann and her brother. The best part was the ghost
town. I finally investigated a real ghost town.
I can’t wait to get home and
check the video we took into the lab. If I captured Sally Ann, I will be
famous. I’m going to tell everyone back east, all my friends will think this
is so cool.
Neewa curls up next to me on the
seat. The van’s big seats have lots of room. But she is right next to me and
rests her head near my leg like she always does. Her eyes close and she lets
out a big sigh through her wet nose that shines even in the darkness.
***
“Christina, wake up we’re
home,” Dad says.
“Oh my god, I’m too tired to do
anything tonight.”
I can barley walk inside to go to
bed. Neewa follows me in and I stop in the kitchen to fill her bowls, which
she quickly empties.
“Good night Dad love you.”
“Good night Christina, Jackie
love you.”
“Goodnight Dad Love you.”
Jackie says.
“Good night Neewa.”
As I crawl into bed she catches up
to me and jumps up taking her spot at the foot of the bed. Carefully she turns
in a tight circle and lies down for the night. In a white fluffy ball, she
groans and places her nose on her tail. Then she sighs and watches me till I
close my eyes, before she closes hers.
***
Sunday morning and Jackie and I
pull out the cameras and all of the scientific meters. I’m downloading the
video files onto my hard drive using the fire wire and moviemaker program.
“Click, capture, click, publish,
I will have Sally Ann on this tape, I guarantee it, maybe even her
aberration,” I tell Jackie.
She answers, “Yeah Christina sure
an aberration, I don’t think so.”
After an hour or so of reviewing
the video I tell Jackie, “See, I told you there isn’t one shutter on any
of those windows at the ghost town, not one! What do you say to that? Where
did that banging shutter come from?”
Watching the last ten minutes of
the video of the ghost town, suddenly I hear,
“%^&*($#@)&%%)@#$)(&^%$$#.”
“What’s that? Jackie did you
hear that?” The hair on my arm stands up.
“No, I didn’t hear anything,
just static,” Jackie replies.
“Play that back, the hotel
part,” I shriek.
“%^&*($#@)&%%)@#$)(&^%$$#.”
“Wow! Did you hear it that
time?” Convinced.
“I think I heard something
Christina, but it sounds like noise to me.”
“Play it again,” I demand.
“%^&*($#@)&%%)@#$)(&^%$$#.”
“I heard it that time, it’s
static all right. Christina, you heard static, that’s all it is,” Jackie
insists.
“No, that’s an EVP. We just
heard a recording of the disembodied voice of Sally Ann. She was talking to
us,” I jump to my feet.
“Christina, how can we be
sure?” Jackie asks.
“We need something else, and it
has to match up the with the same time line when we recorded Sally Ann’s EVP.”
I’m serious.
Running to my backpack for the
other meters, “Lets get the rest of the equipment and check everything we
had at the ghost town. The approximate time of the encounter was at about one
hour and fifteen minutes into the investigation.”
“I’m on it,” Jackie answers
doubtful.
Jackie and I take out each device
and check all the readings and cross-reference everything.
“Looks like the only device with
a reading is the radio frequency detector, it recorded eighty MHz (Mega
Hertz), whatever that means?” I say.
Jackie answers, “I’m not sure?
It must mean something?”
One thing I know, the eighty MHz of
electro-magnetic radiation had to come from something. Sometimes spirits
communicate in that frequency, or so I’ve heard. It could have come from the
natural magnetic field in the atmosphere or a computer screen, electric motor,
cell phones, or walkie-talkies.
I nod, “I’ll prove it, its
Sally Ann, hold on, hold on. I got a text from Marty. I wonder if he got the
picture I sent him of the hotel lobby?”
I read it to Jackie, “Haha, plezz,
u r trying to trick me! U think throwing powder in the air and taking a pic of
it will make me think it’s a ghost? lol the picture is a fake.”
“What is he talking about, I
didn’t throw any powder,” I scroll to his message and look at the picture.
“Oh my god, Look Jackie! It’s
an apparition of Sally Ann in the hotel lobby! I caught her with my cell
camera. She’s standing in the corner pointing her finger at something.”
Jackie looks at the picture, “How
do you know its her? It could be her brother?”
I inspect the photo, “It’s got
to be her! She’s a little bit of a thing. Kind of cute, huh. First she
talked to us and now I have a picture of her. I’ve got her now!”
I continue checking all the meters
and digital film from the ghost town. “Looks like the only other reading we
got was on the radio frequency field strength meter. It recorded eighty mega
hertz (MHz), whatever that means?” I look at Jackie.
She replies, “I kind of know,
it’s a magnetic field given off by stuff, just like EMF. The RF meter
measures electro-magnetic radiation given off by objects like microwave signal
towers, satellite television signals, and radio signals. And it’s all
measured in megahertz (MHz).”
I offer, “Sometimes the radiation
is just hanging around in the air, or it could be from a spirit. I’ve heard
spirits communicate in that frequency.”
Dad walks in the door after
returning from his Sunday morning basketball game with the guys from work.
I jump at him, “We recorded Sally
Ann’s EVP. And the RF meter had a reading of eighty MHz at the exact same
time we heard Sally Ann’s EVP. I double-checked everything, every meter, and
all the stuff. There isn’t anything else. That’s everything we got at the
ghost town. Oh, and we got the picture.”
Dad looks at me over the top of his
reading glasses. “You got a picture?”
I reply, “Yeah, you know the one
I took with my cell phone in the hotel lobby. I sent it to Marty. He sent it
back saying I tried to trick him by throwing powder in front of the camera.
When I looked at it I realized it was Sally Ann’s apparition in the picture.
That proves she was there. I knew it.”
Dad motions for my phone so he can
see the picture, “Could be, could be. I’ll bring the picture to work and
analysis it.”
I add, “I’ll send it to you.”
Dad says, “Let me count up the
electro-magnetic radiation given off by the stuff we had at the ghost town.
Let’s see, three cell phones, that’s nine HMz and the cameras are about
ten MHz. We have to add the radio frequency, EMF, and Light meters, they’re
about six MHz, so that’s twenty-five MHz. And the Altimeter, that’s
another three, total twenty-eight. That’s nowhere near eighty MHz, we have
fifty two MHz unaccounted for.”
Dad states, “I have to bring the
EVP recording to work and see if I can enhance the file on the equipment we
have there. I’ll give it a forensic audio treatment (FAT) and an acoustical
signal analysis (ASC). The FAT will tell us the characteristics and or
problems with the recording—for example distortion, excessive noise, and
speed of the sound. If the tape is demagnetized or if a dropout is present.
The ASC will decipher hard to hear inaudible speech signals through forensic
phonetic experimentation. If it is a recording of speech, the graphical
representation or spectrogram can be printed out. That will give us a voice
picture of someone or something, similar to a photographic picture of a
person.”
“Dad I double checked everything,
every meter, and all the tapes from the cameras. There isn’t anything else.
We got the EVP recording of Sally Ann and the radio frequency reading of
eighty MHz, that’s everything from the ghost town.”
I continue, “I think it proves
there was something there? It’s not conclusive. But I can feel it, I know we
recorded Sally Ann or maybe her brother.”
“Dad, what do you do at work
anyway?” I ask.
“Oh, I just test stuff, different
equipment, that’s all.
I’ll bring this recording of
Sally Ann’s EVP to work and analyze it when no one is around. You and Jackie
check the Internet for information about anything that gives off 50 to 60 MHz
of electromagnetic energy. See what you can find out.”
Our friend
Chester
arrives at our house unexpectedly. My Dad and he work together over at the
government building. Sometimes they go fishing in the canyon outside of town.
They walk up the canyon, in the water, fishing the pools as the water flows
down through the rocks and gorges to the valley.
Dad took me horseback riding in the
canyon once. It was so much fun, my horse was named Rosy. We rode across the
desert and then up into the canyon. Rosy stopped and drank water from the
stream. She pulled the rains right out of my hand. I was almost knocked right
off of her into the river.
The water is so crystal clear and
clean you can drink it.
Everywhere in the canyon are
quaking aspen trees with leaves that shake in the wind, as if they are
dancing. That’s why they call them quaking aspen. The sun reflects off of
them causing them to shimmer like stars shinning in the night.
Chester
is a Native American and he has a home in town. He’s tall, with long
straight black hair down to his shoulders. Usually he wears blue jeans with
cowboy boots and a nice shirt with a collar, which is left hanging out, never
tucked in. His large stomach hangs over his belt buckle.
Chester
is an artist. He paints watercolor pictures of deserts and Indians.
His mother lives near by in the one
of the oldest homes around. Heather is her name, and she is the tribal
medicine woman.
The Indian word for Medicine Woman
is “newe pohakanten”. The medicine woman is very important in Indian
culture. She gives remedies made from herbs and roots. If someone is really
sick, she summons help from spirits to cure them. She also uses the same
remedies to protect members of the tribe from evil.
Chester
and I are outside and let Neewa off her chain so she can run around.
He looks around at the yard,
“Look at all the holes.”
Neewa is running around.
Chester
picks up one of her toys and throws it. In no time she brings it back to him
and drops it on the ground near his feet.
“Smart little pup you are,”
Chester
acknowledges as he throws her toy again.
Chester
watches Neewa go down into one of her holes to get out her favorite toy.
Looking at me, then at Neewa again
he exclaims, “She’s a coy dog, must be a coy dog, look at the holes. I
never saw a dog dig holes like that. Those holes are more like coyote dens.
Look at that, she can go down and turn around inside, just like a coyote.”
He laughs watching Neewa closely,
“You got a coyote there.”
“Hey, what’s that pink thing in
her mouth?” He reaches out to grab it.
Before he can get close enough to
touch Neewa’s tongue, I shout, “It’s her tongue!”
The words came out of my mouth
quickly from all the practice I get.
“That’s her tongue?” He pulls
his hand back just in time.
“Oh, I thought she had something
stuck in her mouth,” He says laughing and shaking his head in disbelief.
“
Chester
, the distemper almost killed her, it rotted out some of her teeth. Now her
tongue falls out,” I explain.
He laughs and Neewa looks at us.
She tilts her head with her tongue hanging out the side as if to say, “What
are you guys laughing at?”
Chester
knows all about dogs and coyotes, he hunts deer and all kinds of wild game.
Having lived here all his life, he must know what he is talking about.
I ask him, wanting to know what the
future might hold for Neewa and I. “Will she get vicious and bite? Or run
back to the desert to be wild again?”
Chester
says with confidence, “You don’t have to worry about Neewa. She will be a
good pet. You’d have known by now if she were mean or vicious.
Most coy dogs are friendly and make
good pets. My aunt has a coy dog and it’s good with kids and other pets
too.”
I ask him again for reassurance,
even if it might annoy him, “Are you sure she isn’t going to go back to
the desert?”
“No, I don’t think so, but
anything can happen.”
Chester
shrugs his shoulders and then adds, “I brought Neewa a charm for her collar.
Can I put it on her?”
“Sure, what kind of charm is
it?”
Chester
laughs, “It will protect her from evil.”
I look at
Chester
with questions written all over my face, trying to judge his seriousness. My
mind flashes back to Doctor Cuthberson’s office and the Indian Medicine
Man’s mask, and the artifacts. Then I think about the orbs we captured on
video at his ranch the day we went to pick Neewa up.
My thoughts wonders back to the
dream I had about Neewa’s family watching over the murdered gambler found in
the desert, next to the old Indian grave.
Why does
Chester
want to protect Neewa from evil? He did say evil didn’t he?
Finally
Chester
says, “The evil dogcatcher, that’s who. I don’t want Neewa to be caught
by him again. The charm is a tribal ID tag, most of our dogs have them.
With this charm on her, the
dogcatcher won’t take her back to the pound. He will recognize the tag and
know Neewa is an Indian dog. It makes a sound too, so you can hear her in the
distance.”
I breathed a sigh of relief, “Oh
cool, I don’t want her going back to the pound.”
I talk to Neewa, “Did you hear
that Neewa? Your officially an Indian dog.”
“Where did you get it?” I asked
Chester
, wondering about the charm.
“Doctor Cuthberson gave it to me
for Neewa. He told me to tell you that Neewa doesn’t have to come back for
her follow-up. But she should wear the charm so she doesn’t go back to the
pound.”
Chester
pulls a painting from his car, “John, I almost forgot why I came here. This
painting is for you and your family.”
Forgetting about the charm, ghosts,
evil, orbs, the dogcatcher, Doctor Cuthberson, and Indian Spirits, I look at
Dad.
Dad looks at
Chester
, then at the painting, and back again at
Chester
.
Dad is noticeably surprised and
shocked.
It is a beautiful painting, a black
and white desert landscape done in acrylic.
Dad does not know what to say as he
blurts out, “
Chester
, thank you, how can I ever repay you?”
“I want you and your family to
have this painting. I don’t want you to forget us when you move away. We
will not forget.”
Chester
knew that most government workers move away after about a year. They go back
home where they came from.
He spoke up again, “John,
Christina, I got to go, see you guys.”
I say, “Good bye
Chester
thanks for the charm.”
Chester
replies, “Indians don’t say good bye. The words good by are not in our
language so there is no good bye for Indians. We believe that when we die, we
pass into the next life. We all see each other in the after life, the Spirit
World.”
He gets into the car and says to
Dad, “Oh you have to bring your kids over to my Mothers.”
Dad replies, “Sounds like fun, my
kids know your sister Diane.”
Chester
adds, “Mom wants to meet all of you, Neewa too. She has some herbs to give
you.”
“See you guys,”
Chester
waves and drives off.
Jackie and I are grocery shopping
downtown at the market. Dad is running some errands and will catch up with us
later.
Surprisingly,
Chester
and Marvin are over by the frozen food section and Jackie and I walk over to
say hi. I met Marvin a while ago through
Chester
.
Marvin is the Tribal Historian, a
Piute and Shoshone Indian and a cousin of
Chester
’s. He is not the outdoorsman type. He doesn’t hunt, fish, or camp out,
but he does want to be a lawyer.
Marvin works at my school doing I
don’t know what and is a student at the local community college. He’s
short and stout with a bubble butt and always wears dress slacks, a pressed
shirt, and a tie. The tie is always loose around the neck and his shirt’s
top button is always left undone. If it is not too hot he wears a blazer.
Marvin has kind of a different way
about him. I don’t care what people say about him, he’s been nice to my
family and me.
He always looks like he’s in a
hurry, working frantically to meet some deadline or complete a very important
project.
When we get closer to
Chester
and Marvin, I realize they are in a heated discussion. Marvin’s round face
is bright red and his mouth is going a mile a minute. He is mad about
something, and he is telling
Chester
about it.
Jackie and I step up to hear what
they are saying. Marvin turns toward us to include us in the conversation.
“Hi you guys, how you guys
doing?” He asks in his usual sultry whining tone.
Marvin and a lot of other people
out West always say, “You guys”, it is the way people talk out here.
“Good, good, what’s up?” I
reply.
Marvin answers in a harsh and
disgusted tone, “My professor at college is stupid.”
“What happen?” I ask.
“This teacher is giving me a hard
time about me not knowing what a word means,” Marvin whines, he always
whines.
“I never heard this word before.
Where was I supposed to hear it? I don’t even know what that word means, and
I’m the Tribal Historian. We don’t even have this word in our language.”
Marvin is so mad but he continues
talking, spewing disgust, and bitterness. Spit shoots from between his
oversized lips.
“Who does he think he is?”
Marvin adds.
Jackie whispers to me, “Ask him
what the word is.”
“No shush.” I look at Marvin.
Marvin continues, “That teacher
makes me so mad, he didn’t believe me. He said I was lying and that I got
the question wrong on purpose. I would never do that, lie like that. I could
just scream.”
I could see that Jackie wanted to
know what the word is. She could not resist speaking up and asking Marvin the
question.
“Marvin, what is the word?”
Jackie asks with an impatient tone.
Marvin looks at us and then at
Chester
, then back at us again.
“That professor is not right,”
He is angry now, you can see it in his face.
“What is it? What is it?”
Jackie says annoyed with the whole thing, now.
Finally Marvin blurts it out,
“Pedestrian, pedestrian!”
“Pedestrian?” I repeat, not
knowing the meaning of the word either, “Never heard that word before
either.”
Bewildered, and at a loss for words
Jackie looks at me.
Marvin just shrugs.
“Marvin I don’t know what that
word means either, never heard of it,” I empathize.
How would Marvin know what the word
pedestrian means? Most Indians his age haven’t left their colony or
reservation except to go away to high school.
I talk with Marvin for a while
longer, trying to calm him down.
Chester
finally adds, “That teacher is wrong, and not considering that we are
different, we are not white people like him.”
Chester
and Marvin start walking off into the market. Each says with a smile, “See
you guys later.”
I reply, “Good bye.”
Chester
laughs, “Indians don’t say good bye.”
Marvin raises his arm and hand as
if to say wait a minute, “Christina, I almost forgot, how is that puppy of
yours doing?”
I reply smiling, “She is doing
really great, completely recovered. I thought we were going to lose her, but
thanks to Doctor Cuthberson, he saved her.”
“Oh, I know Doc Cuthberson, he is
a great doctor,” Marvin adds. “I want you to bring Neewa to our Tribal
History Meeting on Thursday night at seven o’clock. Give a little talk about
how you adopted Neewa at the pound. It will encourage others to adopt animals.
Coy dogs played an important role in the protection of our village’s
hundreds of years ago. They alerted the tribes to bears, wolves, and intruders
approaching our villages. Come early so the kids can play with Neewa.
The meeting is for all ages, anyone
can get up and give a presentation. It’s like show and tell, and everyone
there is interested in our history or they wouldn’t come,” he laughs.
“Okay, I’ll bring her early.
Dad will probably drop me off,” I answer, uncertain why they want me to give
a talk?
Chester
and Marvin are talking about something as they walk off.
I hear
Chester
say, “Neewa has spirit,” or something like that.
Marvin answers, “Does Christina
know?”
Then they disappear down one of the
isles talking in their Native language.
***
Jackie and I are looking for Dad,
he’s around here somewhere.
“Dad, what are you doing by the
dairy products? I got all this stuff already, look,” Aggravated, I point
into the shopping cart.
On the way home, I tell him about
Marvin and his problem, and Neewa’s invitation to the Tribal History meeting
on Thursday night.
Dad says, “I agree with
Chester
, Indians are different. Their culture is not the same as ours.”
“I’ll tell you a story about
different cultures,” Dad begins.
I interrupt, “Dad, I don’t want
to hear one of your long boring lectures. I’m not in school.”
Jackie sighs, “No stories please
Dad.”
Dad continues his story about
different cultures, he begins, “It was about 2 months ago, I had a talk with
the Tribal Chairman Jake.”
“No, No,” I yell putting my
fingers in my ears, “I don’t want to hear it.”
Jackie has a change of heart to
annoy me, “Go ahead Dad, I’m listening, but make it quick.”
Dad continues with his story, “I
saw the Tribal Chairman sitting in his pickup truck so I walked over to him.
“Jake,” I nodded, “Monday is
Columbus Day.”
Jake is his white name, most
Indians have a white name and an Indian name. They only use their Indian Name
when they are with Indians.
“Yeah so what does that have to
do with anything?” Jake laughed at me with a peculiar smile.
Jake continued, “
Columbus
is the one who started all the trouble for Indians.”
I stumble over my words a little
taken back by his words, but I finally say, “Tomorrow is a federal holiday
and I want the day off, I’m a federal employee.”
“You want the day
off?” Jake laughed out loud.
“Some guinea (gi-nee) gets lost
at sea and you want the day off,” Jake laughed a belly laugh. And he
continued to laughed and laughed, and I started laughing too. We laughed
together.
Then Jake said, and I’ll never
forget his words, “John you can take off any day you want.” And he drove
off without saying another word.
“Now that is a cultural
difference,” Dad grins.
I interrupt, “Oh my God, I’m so
bored. If you don’t stop with your dull stories I’m going to scream.”
Jackie pats Dad on the shoulder,
“Dad, you are done with the history lesson, too much is no good.”
I hate listening to Dads stories.
He thinks he is cool. I tell him, Dad you are not cool.
Dad sighs, “I felt a closeness
with Jake for those few moments as we laughed together. I think he felt the
same way.
The next week I heard that Jake had
died in a car accident. Too many accidents happened around here.”
As we drive home, I think about
Jake and how many car accidents there have been lately. It’s sad to see the
families missing a loved one.
Jake was Tribal Chairman and he was
always making me laugh and tickling me. I hung out with him at one of Dad’s
bring your family to work gatherings. He was always playing pranks on people
and making everyone laugh. He was so much fun to be with.
The Tribal Chairman of an Indian
tribe is just like the Prime Minister of England. We are studying
England
in History. Both are the leaders of their governments and elected by the
people. The Tribal Chairman is the leader of the Tribal Council just like the
Prime Minister is leader of the Parliament.
The government of
England
and governments of Indian Tribes have a lot in common. In
England
the Parliament makes the laws, and on the reservation the Tribal Council makes
the laws. They are also similar because the Parliament is made up of elected
members and the Tribal Council is also made up of elected councilmen and
councilwoman.
But the biggest similarity is that
the Chief of a tribe is just like the King and Queen of
England
. He’s a figurehead and has no official power in the tribe, yet he has
influence on everything. The Chief is a descendant of previous chiefs of that
tribe and has the same family bloodline. Similarly the King and Queen of
England
have little official power, but lots of authority. The King or Queen of
England
also has the bloodline of the previous monarchs of
England
.
Finally we are home, I fly out of
the car, “Dad, I’m taking Neewa for a walk, be back in little while.”
“Ok, don’t go too far, it’s
late and you have school tomorrow,” He agrees.
I laugh, “You worry too much, I
have Neewa now.”
Dad always used to say, don’t
walk anywhere alone.
Now he says, Take Neewa with you
wherever you go.
Neewa and I love to stroll around
town looking at everyone’s flower gardens and pretty homes.
It’s warm tonight and I want to
walk a while, just to get away from everyone. Neewa and I hike around ten
blocks before we decide to turn back.
I tell Neewa as we pass a charming
white cape cod, “I love that one. We had a house like that back home, but
that was before Mom moved away. We had to sell it. I wish we never came out
West. I miss my friends, Grandma, Grandpa and most of all Mom.”
“Oh Neewa you look so silly with
your tongue hanging out the side of your mouth,” I chuckle.
Before I know it, we are back home
and it’s time to go to bed.
***
Thursday already, and I forgot all
about the tribal history meeting tonight. Lucky thing Dad reminded me at
breakfast. I have that English report to do too. I’ll worry about the tribal
history meeting later, after I do my report.
Meanwhile, I’ve got to get the
bus, “Bye Dad, love you.”
***
That night after dinner Dad is
driving Neewa and me to the tribal building. As I get out of the car I tell
myself not to worry it’s just like show and tell. Anyway, I love talking
about Neewa. But I don’t like getting up in front of a group of people and
talking.
One good thing, this presentation
will get me an extra credit grade in history. My history teacher, Mrs. Bats is
a tribal member, a Washoe Indian. She told the class, she is going to give
extra credit for any presentation about history outside of school.
To qualify for extra credit my
presentation has to be about history. Since Neewa is a coy dog, and coy
dog’s protected Indian villages hundreds of years ago, my talk about Neewa
qualifies. I’ll get an extra credit grade, not just a few points.
Right now, my History average is
seventy-seven. If I get it up to an eighty, I can get a B. Dad pays three
dollars for B’s and five dollars for A’s, nothing for C’s. Get a D, you
lose your laptop until you bring up the grade. Don’t even think about
getting an F.
The Tribal History meeting is in
the new two-story tribal building on the reservation. My eyes light up as I
walk into the foyer. To my left is a enormous eagle in a glass case. Its wings
are spread out and span five feet from wing tip to wing tip, showing all the
beautiful feathers. Other displays of Indian artifacts, ancient tools, hunting
points, and spears heads line the other side of the entrance. Original
paintings of Chiefs, villages, and warriors on horseback are hung on the
walls.
A beading display with a loom and
pictures of techniques are in the corner.
According to this directory I am
looking at offices make up the second floor, with suites for the Tribal
Chairman, Tribal Council, a meeting room, and a recreation room. The other
half of the second floor is a jewelry workshop, where they make silver jewelry
with turquoise and coral stones.
In another corner is a diagram with
the Chiefs Family Tree. It displays the bloodline that starts around the
1500’s and depicts all the descendants down through the generations to the
present.
On another wall in big bold letters
is, “Tribal Historian Members Project.” It is more like a tribal family
tree, with the names of all the members that ever lived. The list dates back
hundreds of years, showing all the different families through the years.
Some of the living members have
their Indian name under their white name.
Each member that is dead has a
gravestone symbol and the words, At Rest or Not At Rest. What that means, I
don’t know? Seems to me if your dead your at rest, like it or not.
I see Marvin who is in charge of
the project.
I ask him, “What does the At Rest
and Not At Rest mean?”
Marvin pauses hesitating before he
speaks, At Rest means that the tribal member’s body is here on the
reservation and therefore their spirit is here At Rest.
After an Indian dies, we believe
that the spirit lives on in the Spirit World. Members of our tribe who have
died must be brought back here to our Indian burial ground to enter the Spirit
World.
If someone dies far away, or their
body disappeared, turned to dust, or are never found, their spirits are Not At
Rest. Those spirits Not At Rest wonder the earth trying to return to us.”
I remark, “Oh, I get it, you have
to be buried here to be At Rest.”
“Yes” Marvin nodds, “But if
your body is not returned here, it is possible your spirit can come back in
another being.”
“Oh cool, I get it.”
Mrs. Bats, my history teacher,
walks over to talk to Marvin and me.
She pets Neewa and she wags her
tail.
I blurt out nervously, “I don’t
really know what I am suppose to say.”
Marvin replies, “Just tell that
wonderful story about Neewa. Start with when she was a puppy, how you went to
the pound and found her. Explain to everyone what the dogcatcher said when you
were leaving the pound. Then let everyone know how she got the name “Neewa”,
and what it means.
Chester
told me about the holes in your yard. Everyone will laugh when they hear that
stories. You could explain how Neewa got sick with distemper, and how you
found Doctor Cuthberson.
Marvin laughs, “Then give them
some time to ask questions. That’s all, it will be fine.”
Neewa is going around the room to
everyone in the hall as I speak. Everything is going just like Marvin said it
would, and Neewa is a big hit as usual.
As I enter the room with Neewa
everyone applauds. I am sure they are applauding Neewa. The little kids call
Neewa to come by them and she meanders through the isles getting pets and pats
on the head from the kids.
Standing at the podium in the front
of the room, I begin to talk about Neewa’s life. I start with when I got her
at the pound and how I found her name in the book and what it means. Everyone
laughs when I tell them about how she digs holes in the yard. And a few Os
come from the audience when I tell them about her close call with death, the
disease distemper.
When I stop talking, I ask if
anyone has any questions.
One person wants to know. “Where
did you get the book on Shoshone Language? What is the name of the book?”
“I don’t know,” I say, “But
I will ask my Dad and we will give the information to Marvin to give to
you.”
A boy asks, “What is that
sticking out of her mouth?”
Having forgotten the part about her
teeth, I explain how distemper caused her to lose some of her teeth. I tell
everyone that Neewa lost many of the teeth in the middle of her jaw. And that
is the place where her tongue falls out the side of her mouth.
A little girl asks, “Do you know,
Neewa has a spirit?” Everyone laughs.
I answer, “No, I don’t know she
has a spirit.”
With no other questions everyone
applauds, all the kids have already gotten up and begun calling and petting
Neewa.
The presentation is over and it
seems to have gone well. I finished the story in about ten minutes.
I wonder if anyone knows that I
want to be a writer, I think to myself.
I can feel the cool air, as Neewa
and I wait to be picked up by Dad and Jackie.
Marvin hurries from an office on
the first floor and comes over to thank me, “Thanks for coming and speaking
at the History Council meeting. Christina, I am so very busy with all my
projects, school, and the meetings. That was great! I am so glad you came,”
He runs off directing someone to do something as he turns the corner and goes
out of sight.
Mrs. Bats, my history teacher comes
over to Neewa and me as we wait at the front door.
She says, “You gave a very good
presentation. Would you like to give the same presentation in history class
tomorrow?”
I answer, “I don’t know if they
will let me bring Neewa to school.”
Mr. Lyle laughs and says,
“Without Neewa will be fine.”
As Dad and Jackie pull up to the
front door I say, “Good-bye Mrs. Bats.”
“See you Christina.” She
replies.
I get in the car and we drive off.
“Christina how did it go?” Dad
asks.
Annoyed to have to talk anymore,
“It went fine Dad, I don’t want to talk about it. I just want to go home,
take a hot shower, and go to bed.”
“I just want to be left alone,”
I tell him one more time hoping this will be the end of the conversation.
“One funny thing did happen. A
little girl asked me, “Did I know Neewa has a Spirit?”
Dad replies, “Yeah that is a
funny question. What did you say?”
I said, “No, I didn’t know
Neewa has a spirit.”
Looking at Neewa, both Dad and I
ask her at the same time, “Neewa, do you have a spirit?”
Neewa looks at me, tilts
her head with her tongue hanging out and then barks, “Roooof.”
Our family is making plans for the
holiday. This will be my first Thanksgiving with Neewa.
Dad wants us to visit our
friends Manny and Margaret for the weekend. They live about four hours from
here. I like the idea of going there for the holiday because Manny and
Margaret are fun.
Manny is a member of the Gosh Ute
tribe and he works for the government with my Dad. He and Margaret visited us
a few times and stayed over night at our house.
Manny, Margaret, Dad, Jackie and I
have done all kinds of neat stuff. We went on a rollercoaster called Speed The
Ride, which goes seventy miles per hour. It’s at the Nascar Café and one of
the fastest and highest rollercoaster’s in the world.
Another time Manny took us to a
water park called the Wild Island Adventure. It has water slides, wave pools,
and all kinds of fun rides.
Manny likes to have fun and
that’s why I like him. One time we went to this swimming club in town. Even
though you had to be a member to get in, Manny got us in. We had a blast in
the pools, water slides, and sprinklers.
Another time at a big barbeque with
Manny, we met lots of people from where Dad works.
Grandma and Grandpa want us to come
home to
New Jersey
for the holiday. But it is too far and cost too much money to go back East.
This year we will go home to see
everyone around New Years maybe. I want to go home for good. I miss everyone
so much, especially my friends.
Tomorrow we will be leaving for
Manny’s Thanksgiving dinner. His home is about three hundred miles from
here.
Dad asks me, “Can you and Jackie
make pumpkin pies to bring to the holiday dinner?”
“Yeah Dad, I’ll make them,”
Jackie yells.
I answer, “I’ll help Jackie.”
I want Jackie to make the pies
while I just hang out and watch movies on my laptop.
We decide to make three pumpkin
pies. As soon as Jackie gets started, I can slip away without anyone noticing.
They will never know.
Dad is preparing dinner. Neewa is
watching everyone as she stays in the kitchen under the table and watches
everything that is going on. Neewa likes to smell all the foods being prepared
and cooked.
I help Jackie measure out the
ingredients for the pies. The pies we’re bringing are made of real pumpkin.
Each pie is made with three-quarter
cup sugar, 1 teaspoon cinnamon, half teaspoon salt, half teaspoon ginger,
quarter teaspoon cloves, two eggs, two cups mashed pumpkin and one and a half
cups of milk.
The first step in the process is to
cook the Halloween pumpkin that we saved since October. I begin by boiling two
quarts of water on the stove. After cleaning out the pumpkin and cutting it
into cubes, I boil them for thirty minutes or until soft. Then I let the
pumpkin cool, so I can peel and mash it.
I add the other ingredients to the
mashed pumpkin and put everything into a big bowl for later.
Next I begin to make the piecrust
dough. The dough is easy, just three quarters cup of shortening, half teaspoon
salt, one teaspoon milk, quarter cup hot water, and two cups of flour for each
pie.
Mix it all together and knead the
dough for five minutes. I let the dough sit for a little while, as I get out
the wax paper and prepare the surface of the counter.
Now I roll the dough out into three
big flat pieces for the piecrusts.
Jackie puts each piece of dough on
a nine inch round pie plate and cuts away the excess dough at the edges.
We are almost done as I pour the
filling with the mashed pumpkin and ingredients, into the dough lined pie
plates.
Pinch the dough around the edges,
and put the pies into the oven to bake at three hundred fifty degrees for
twenty-five minutes.
It doesn’t take long for the pies
to smell up the entire house. Pumpkin pie smells are everywhere. Finally we
are done.
“Whew, I’m tired, I’m going
to lay down,” At last.
These are the best smelling pumpkin
pies I’ve ever made. They are made the old fashion way from fresh pumpkin
cooked in a big pot and mashed by hand. Even the dough for the crust is home
made.
The pies look and smell so good,
way better than the frozen pumpkin pies from the freezer section of the
grocery store.
It sure would have been a lot
easier to get the frozen ones at the grocery.
Dad takes the fresh pies from the
oven and places them on the counter to cool.
After dinner Dad wants to go
shopping for additional supplies for tomorrow’s trip. Jackie and I are going
with him to a couple of stores to pick up some stuff. We drive along the side
streets avoiding the main highway as Dad talks about the trip.
Dad remarks, “We’re going to
Manny’s house on one of the reservations. There are only about ninety people
living on this one.”
“Christina read me the
directions,” He hands me a paper with scribbling on it.
As I’m about to read the
directions he got from Manny … Dad interrupts.
“The trip is going to take all
day. Manny wasn’t sure of the name of one of the roads. He said there would
be a sign,” Dad remembers.
We have never made this trip
before. I’m looking forward to going on a new adventure.
I also want to see my friends Manny
and Margaret because we have lots of fun with them.
Dad tells me that their Indian
Reservation is different from the one near our home. For one thing, it’s in
the middle of nowhere and far from any town. All of the land around it is
government owned, cattle ranches, or desert. The land doesn’t grow anything
but sagebrush, cactus, and some desert grasses because it doesn’t rain.
It’s so dry you can’t grow corn or hay or anything.
Desert land is so baron, it barely
supports the cattle they raise on it. Once or twice a week the ranchers have
to bring hay to the cattle, so they don’t starve. Dad says one head of
cattle needs five acres of desert to survive for just one year.
There are no businesses near the
reservation where we are going. A combination general store and gas station is
about three miles away. And there aren’t any doctors or hospitals for over a
hundred miles.
The Indians out there have very
little income. What they do make comes from ranching and government subsidies.
Young families and older people are the only ones that live there anymore
because most of the middle aged people left for better jobs in the cities.
They have a one-room schoolhouse
for kindergarten to eighth grade. After that the kids go away to residential
high schools.
Some of the houses on the
reservations are made of railroad ties and some have no electricity or even
bathrooms. Usually the outhouses are located about twenty feet from the homes.
The Indian word for outhouse is “gwida-gahni”.
It has been a bad year for this
band of Indians. There were three bad accidents, and each was related to
alcohol use. Dad was told that a total of three people died. Some say it was
bad spirits that killed them.
My Dad shrugs his shoulders and
shook his head, “It is tragic. Something needs to be done. That’s more
than three percent of the population in one year. If that continues, the
reservation will be a ghost town in a few decades.”
Our town is very different from
where Manny lives. We have an interstate highway and a railroad going right
through the middle. There are lots of stores, gas stations, and businesses.
There is an ambulance squad,
hospital, lots of doctors and even a newspaper.
Income around here is mostly from
tourism, fishing, hunting, and lots of people just passing through on their
way to
California
or East. Dad says our town makes money from hotels, casinos and special bars
like Rosie, Toni’s, and Sue’s.
It’s the county seat and that
means lots of government offices and schools. It has the county fair grounds,
airport and a community college too.
On the outskirts of town there is
cattle and sheep ranching, even mining.
The reservation we live near has
just a couple homes made of railroad ties, maybe only one or two. Most of the
homes are conventional ones with three bedrooms, bathrooms, and electricity.
Yet tragedy still strikes this
reservation too. I remember one day not too long ago a Tribal Councilmen’s
wife went off the road, rolled her truck, and died. Some of Dad’s friends at
work whispered stories about the cause of the accident.
I remember when Dad heard about it
he shrugged his shoulders and said, “There is too much drinking going on
around here.”
It’s late and I arrive back home
with Dad and Jackie after shopping for supplies. As I walk in the door Neewa
jumps up on me to give her welcome home kisses and get scratches.
This is not unusual she always does
this. Neewa misses me when I leave home without her. She does not like to be
left out of any trips and she is always excited when I return home. Her tail
is hitting the wall, thud, thud, thud. She jumps around and wags her tail
continuously until I reach down to stroke her. I pet her and put my jacket on
the hook near the door.
Jackie screams, “Dad, the pumpkin
pies are gone!”
As I look around for the thieves, I
see no sign of anyone in the house. No door is broken and no window smashed
in.
Dad comes bursting into the house
and runs over to Jackie, “What happen? Are you alright?”
“Look at this Dad. The pies are
gone!” Jackie investigates the scene, “Empty pie plates are all over the
kitchen floor!”
Dad and Jackie stand frozen looking
at each other, perplexed.
Neewa looks different, a little
funny. As I inspect more closely I can see a small orange stain on the white
fur above her black lips. I look at Neewa again, closer this time. There’s
another blemish on the top of her paw between her toes. And as I look down the
hall, I see fresh paw prints.
I’m frowning and my hands are on
my hips, “It was not thieves.”
“Oh boy,” Jackie exclaims,
“She ate all three pies and she didn’t even leave us one.”
“I can’t believe you did this
Neewa. You ate all of our pies. How did you get up on the counter?”
I hid my laugh, as I know Jackie
and Dad are disappointed, but I burst out loud anyway, “Ha Ha Ha Neewa, how
did you get the pies? You would have had to fly through the air to get up on
the counter?”
I can hear Dad yell, “Bad girl,
bad Neewa, go lay down.”
Neewa’s tail and ears drop down,
but I don’t think she knows what she did wrong. I look at the aluminum pie
plates scattered around the kitchen.
I’m very disappointed. I want to
cry. We have nothing to bring for the dinner tomorrow. And all that work for
nothing. Well almost nothing, Neewa got a good meal out of it.
Jackie is running to the door,
pulling Neewa outside by the collar, “Oh boy, you are going to be sick.”
Dad sighs, “Make sure you get the
chain on her Jackie, we don’t want her to get lost before the trip
tomorrow.”
Dad exclaims, “Hey look, I left
the digital camera on the counter. The motion detector started the camera when
Neewa climbed up on the counter and ate the pies.”
I joke, trying to lighten up the
situation a little, “Maybe we will see her floating up onto the counter like
a ghost.”
Jackie laughs as she comes back in
the door, “Ha, ha, she didn’t climb up on the counter, she flew up like a
bird.”
We all laugh and then go back to
cleaning up her mess.
All of a sudden Dad is running out
the door.
“What’s the matter? Where are
you going?” I yell to him as I hang out the door swaying back and forth.
His words are muffled as he closes
the car door and drives off, “I’ll check the camera when I get back. You
guys wait here.”
In just fifteen minutes he’s back
at the house with two brown bags of groceries.
“Dad where did you go? What in
the world did you buy?” I asked him as he walks in the door.
Unpacking he declares, “I drove
to the supermarket, ran in and got three frozen nine inch piecrusts and six
cans of pumpkin. Okay everyone, we are going to make three more pies
tonight.”
I sigh, “Tonight?”
“You guys get out the bowls.”
He directs us as he turns on the oven.
Jackie and I pitch in. I get out
the bowls while Jackie gathers the rest of the ingredients that we already
have.
Before I know it, we measure and
mix the batter for three pies, pour them into the store bought pie plates, and
pop them into the oven.
It isn’t long before the house is
filled with the smell of pumpkin pies, again. About thirty minutes later, we
have three pies. But this time I put them right into the refrigerator.
I frown looking out the window at
Neewa, “Neewa we are letting the pies cool down in the refrigerator this
time.”
Neewa is still outside and probably
will be till morning. I hope she’s feeling better by then.
We’re all relieved to have
pumpkin pies to bring on our trip. Everything seems better now.
I wake up early Thanksgiving
morning and help Dad finish packing the car. We are ready to leave. Neewa is
the last one to get in. She is so excited and jumps around the back seat like
a jumping bean.
Off we drive with plenty of time to
get there for dinner, at least that is the plan. We are just beginning a new
adventure.
During the first part of the trip
we approach the beautiful
Ruby
Mountains
. Deep in the canyons are quaking aspen trees with leaves shaking in the
breeze. The leaves reflect the sun and twinkle like flashlights against the
shadowy canyon walls.
The ruby red glow of the mountains
is wonderful. Passing through the range, baby blue skies hang above, with not
a cloud in the sky.
Our trip starts off with a peaceful
drive through miles of endless vistas packed with faded green sagebrush, tan
desert sands, and dried gray grasses. We are on a straight flat highway, with
neither a hill, nor a valley.
As usual the prairie dogs run in
front of our van, as though they are playing a game of tag.
Dad yells at a prairie dog as it
runs out in front of us, “Watch out, get out of my way.”
The prairie dog scurries into the
road as we pass over him. We wait to feel a bump or hear a knock? Timidly we
look out the rear window anticipating carnage. Miraculously, he’s not lying
squashed on the road.
“How did he do that? I thought
for sure I hit him?” Dad mumbles, perplexed at the animals reasoning.
More than half way to Manny’s, we
drive into town where we are supposed to turn onto another road. The
directions say turn west and we do. Clunk, bump, we are on a dirt road. I can
tell Dad doesn’t like this as he slows to a crawl.
This is really interesting,
there’s little difference between the surface of the road and the empty
desert that surrounds us. It’s more like a twenty-foot trail carved by a
bulldozer pushing the windswept sand to the side of the lane. I can barley see
the edge of the path. Road? More like a wide ditch in the middle of the
desert.
Desolate roads can be dangerous and
treacherous because they can disappear into the dunes. People vanish on trails
like these. If a sign blows down, a driver might miss a turn and drive right
out into the desert.
To make matters worse he might go
farther and farther, losing his sense of direction and get lost. That would be
his last mistake. Once lost, he will never find his way back. Usually these
unfortunate victims dye slowly of thirst, or exposure, or both.
Dad frowns as sand starts blowing,
“I’m trying to follow this ditch of a road.”
He shrugs his shoulders looking at
Jackie in the front seat next to him.
“It is getting more difficult to
stay on it,” he says, “And the visibility has gone from bad to worse.”
All of a sudden the wind starts
blowing harder. Desert sand, dust, and dirt form a thick cloud in front of us.
The storm is howling in the cracks of our van windows and doors making eerie
sounds. Sand is blowing across our windshield so thick, I can barely see the
road in front of me.
There is nothing to guide us down
this dirt trail. No electric lines or anything else, to help us stay where we
belong. The road itself is covered with sand from the dust storms that
frequent the area. One more thing, we haven’t seen another car on this road
yet, not one.
Dad declares, “We have to pull
over and wait out this storm.”
Dad takes out the map and looks for
a better route. After several facial expressions, measuring distances, and
looking at possible alternate routes, he looks straight ahead.
“This is the only road on the map
that will take us to Manny’s,” he declares. “The only other choice is to
go way down South and then come back North over here,” He points to the map.
“But that will take an extra three hours.”
After a few minutes the wind dies
down and visibility seems to improve as the sky turns western blue again.
Jackie speaks first, “I vote we
keep going.”
I add, “I second that.”
We drive on, more quiet and
thoughtful then before.
Up ahead there is something on the
side of the road. Neewa sees them too. She is pacing from side to side in the
back of the van.
About a hundred feet in front of us
is a heard of about ten horses. They don’t look like they belong. Whose
horses are they? Are we near a ranch? I don’t see any.
The horses that make up this group
are all different sizes and colors. Some are large, a few are small, and one
appears to be a donkey.
As we drive closer, I see their
long tails and mains are knotted, frayed, and have burrs stuck in them.
The leader of the group is a black
stallion and he’s watching us, and stirring to alert the heard. He’s a
beautiful horse with a gray patch across his right back leg and another small
swatch on his forehead.
His long black tail hangs down to
the ground, while half his mane hangs on either side of his muscular neck. He
looks skinny, but his coat shins on his powerfully built body.
I can tell he’s the leader
because he puts himself between his heard and us to protect them, turning
sideways to block our view of his family.
Neewa is getting more excited,
jumping from seat to seat. She wants to run and play with the big dogs.
“They are not dogs,” I tell
her.
She is making a high-pitched
whining sound, as if to say, “Let me out, let me out.”
Jackie is getting trampled, and is
quite annoyed with Neewa as she jumps from front seat to back, and then to the
front again.
“Let her out Dad, she has to
go,” She exclaims.
Dad stops and opens the door. Neewa
jumps out and runs up the road.
Dad pulls onto the shoulder,
“Neewa is running right at the heard. I hope she knows what she’s
doing.”
At that moment dread shot from my
brain down to my toes. The thought of losing Neewa had never occurred to me
until that second.
“Dad, drive, drive, hurry up,
catch her!” I cry out hitting his seat back with my hands.
At that moment the heard spooks.
Snorting a warning the stallion and his family rumble into the desert. He’s
following his family, urging them into a full gallop.
Neewa is following them, running
from one side of the heard to the other. As quickly as the horses appeared in
front of us, they are gone over the hill. Then she disappears, gone into the
miles and miles of sagebrush and sand.
My heart drops out of my chest.
Neewa is gone and I don’t know if I will ever see her again. I feel my
stomach in my throat.
Dad pulls over and I jump out.
Jackie yells, “Call her before
she gets too far!”
“Neewa, Neewa, Neewa!” I yell,
hoping she will hear me.
Dad whistles his loudest two-finger
whistle, “Whistle! Whistle.”
I form my lips to whistle, but
nothing comes out. I can’t whistle.
“Listen, stop!” I shout.
I never should have let her run out
into the desert. She may never come back.
We all start yelling, “Neewa
come! Neewa! Neewa!”
Again, we are silent. I listen for
her to bark, or yelp, or something. Seconds pass like minutes. You can hear a
pin drop.
“I hear something,” I’m not
sure what it is in the distance, is that her?
I cry out, “It sounds like Neewa
barking, I hear her.”
I call out, “Neewa, Neewa!”
At that moment Neewa’s head
appears to pop up out the sand dune.
I look at Dad then Jackie, “I
hear a jingling sound.”
Jackie exclaims, “It’s more
like a jingle ding, jingle ding.”
That jingle ding sound is coming
from Neewa’s charm, the one
Chester
put on her collar.
She is sprinting for us. Sand kicks
up into the air behind her as she makes her way down the soft sand dune. Then
she jumps right up on me, pushing me backwards onto the ground. She licks my
face and jumps all over me.
Jackie and Dad come to my rescue
picking me up off the ground by my arms.
Neewa jumps up on me with her front
paws stretching all the way up onto my shoulders while standing on her hind
legs.
She pushes off me and her paws hit
the ground as she wags her tail.
Hugging her I stroke her neck and
side, and scratch her behind the ears.
“I thought I lost you Neewa,” I
exclaim.
“You came back,” Jacqueline
exclaims as she cuddles her.
She wags her tail, whines, and lets
out a, “Yelp.”
We all jump in the car and off we
go.
“They are wild horses and they
run free on the desert. They belonged to no one,” Dad spoke up.
“Where did they all come from?
How do they live? What do they eat?”
Dad answers my bombardment of
questions, one after the other. “They live out on the desert and they eat
whatever vegetation they can find. Many years ago wild horses were rounded up
and shipped to slaughterhouses. Hundreds of thousands of them were killed.
Some were kept for work horses on ranches.”
Dad describes, “Wild horses were
indigenous to
North America
, populating this continent before the Ice Age. They moved north across the
Bering land bridge, fanned out from Siberia to the rest of Asia, Europe, and
the
Middle East
, and then became extinct here. When Europeans reintroduced horses to the
Americas
in the 16th century, some escaped and formed wild herds. By 1900, there were 2
million wild horses in
America
. Their major predators, such as the mountain lion, were all but wiped out,
and for more than a century their biggest enemy has been man. Horse roundups
and massacres went unchecked for decades until Wild Horse Annie came along.”
Another dust storm like that and we
could vanish in the desert, never to be found, and die a torturous death. One
could come along at any moment. I don’t feel safe out here.
We are barely able to stay on this
dirt road under these blue skies and listless clouds. There isn’t any sign
of human beings for miles. I’m glad our van is running okay, at least right
now it is.
As we pass a mountain range,
there’s one of those
Federal
Park
signs, National Forest.
Dad says he wants to stretch, so we
pull over to the side of the road. Neewa jumps out of my door as our van
continues rolling. She loves to run along side us and dash off into the desert
to chase some poor unsuspecting critter. There she goes again.
As I get out, I see four eyes
staring motionless right at me. Two heads simultaneously follow me as I moved
around to the back of our van to open the trunk.
“Look, look, shush,” I whisper.
I point up on the hill, “There,
on that ridge to the right, they are watching us.”
“Look,” Jackie whispers, “Are
they gazelles?”
I see two deer like creatures. But
they are not deer. Nowhere near as big. More like the white tail back east,
but they are not out here.
I freeze, “Look at the dark
pointed antlers and the color of their bodies. Their fur has different shades
of beige, brown, and white around the neck and underneath.”
I question, “Their faces have a
lot of white fur on them, but I don’t know what they are?”
Dad whispers, “They’re
antelope, I’ve only seen them in books. Wow, cool, I’ve always wanted to
see one in the wild.”
The two Pronghorn Antelope run for
the hills, but one stops at the top and looks directly at us, then turns and
disappears over the ridge. In a few seconds they are gone, vanished.
I’m glad Neewa didn’t chase
them, she would have never come back.
We finish our rest stop and
continue. For the next fifty miles, the only living things we see are prairie
dogs and buzzards. No other sign of life.
Finally I see a sign, Indian
Reservation 1 Mile.
It’s about 3:00 PM now and the
trip has taken much longer than we planned.
Turning onto the reservation, we
slowly ramble over ruts and bumps. A trail of dust rises twenty feet above our
van, enabling Manny and everyone else waiting for us, to see us coming a mile
away.
As we get closer, I see maybe ten
houses in a cluster in the valley. That’s it, that’s the whole population.
Looking around, there’s not much happening here in the middle of nowhere.
The place is isolated and boring, nothing much to do.
Neewa is barking to be let out of
the van. Dad slows down and Neewa slivers under his legs and jumps out the
door. Off she gallops down the road in front of us guiding the way.
Occasionally looking back, she keeps the same distance between us, commanding
the lead.
Dad says it’s fine to let her run
along side the van. Its good exercise, as long as she keeps her distance from
the wheels, she won’t get hurt.
All of a sudden she veers off into
the brush having spotted her favorite prey, chasing the unsuspecting prairie
dog into its burrow. After the poor little creature has barley escaped her
jaws, she barks at the entrance to it’s home. Then she paws and pulls away
large quantities of dirt, scaring the heck out of the poor little thing. At
that moment off she prances triumphant, catching up with us in no time. Neewa
just cannot resist chasing those little creatures.
When we arrive at Manny’s house,
all of his neighbors and relatives come out to greet us. Most of them already
know everything about us. The Indian grapevine is very comprehensive and
connects all the reservations. Everybody knows what everyone else is doing.
We’re all talking at the same
time. Jokes are being told and questions asked about what’s going on up
North. Mostly they ask about relatives and friends we know, well mostly Dad
knows.
I’m shy and I kind of hide behind
Dad and play with Neewa. Nobody knows anything about Neewa yet. When they hear
me call her, they immediately ask me all kinds of questions about her. I tell
them the whole story about how I got her and everything she has done. Everyone
laughs when they hear about the disappearing pumpkin pies and how she had to
fly onto the counter to get them.
Jackie walks off with Manny’s
daughter to play. Soon after that I notice Manny’s two sons leaving to go
fishing.
The most exciting thing to happen
out here this month was when a nine-year-old took his Dad’s car for a ride.
The father came running out of the house, shouting, “Stop, stop!” Everyone
came out of their house to watch them go down the road. As he ran up along
side of the car his pants were falling down. He reached inside and shut the
car off, stopping it cold. His kid thought it was funny and laughed. Since no
one was hurt, everyone laughed.
Out here, it’s an everyday
occurrence to have cattle wonder into someone’s yard. After drinking their
fill down by the stream, they find there way to the nearest grass. No one
notices much. They are just grazing on the grass in what they think is their
pasture, not knowing they aren’t supposed to eat there. Manny says at least
he won’t have to mow the lawn, which is funny cause Indians don’t mow
lawns, wouldn’t even cross their minds.
Cattle sometimes wander into the
tribe’s communal pastures, where the hay is grown as a cash crop. Those
fields are off limits. Eventually the heard is chased back into the desert
where the food is not plentiful, but free. Sooner or later they end up back at
the forbidden pasture where the grass is green and tender.
Dinner is about to begin, as Jackie
and I unpack some stuff. We put the pies in the kitchen and our bags in our
room. We’ll be sleeping in Steve room, he’s Manny’s oldest son.
Inside his room on the walls are
pictures and posters. I recognize Geronimo over there and that one is a
diamond shaped thingy called a dream catcher. I think it protects you from
nightmares or something. On the windows instead of curtains are Indian
blankets tacked up on all four sides to keep the hot sun out.
One old picture is of a band of
Indians doing the Ghost Dance. Chief Wovoka began the Ghost Dance among the
Piute tribe. Then it spread throughout most of the North American tribes
around 1889. At the heart of the Ghost Dance movement was the prophet of
peace, a man named Jack Wilson, known as Wovoka. Wilson, A Piute Indian
prophesied a peaceful end to white American expansion while preaching messages
of clean living, honest life, and cross-cultural cooperation. Perhaps the
best-known fact about the Ghost Dance movement is the role it played in
instigating the
Wounded Knee
massacre in 1890. At this massacre one hundred fifty three Lakota Sioux died.
The Sioux’s variation on the Ghost Dance was different from Jack Wilson's
original teachings. Settlers became afraid of the dance, thinking it was a war
dance.
The room has trophies from a local
rodeo event, as well as pictures from fishing trips, and family gatherings.
That one looks like a calf-roping trophy and that one is a steer-wrestling
award.
Looks like the whole family goes to
Pow Wow’s? There are pictures on the walls labeled Ely PowWow and Duck
Valley Pow Wow. What is a PowWow anyway?
“Dinnertime, dinnertime,”
Margaret rejoices as she strolls through the house smiling.
Everyone runs to the table. Sitting
down in the big dinning room, chairs shuffle and slide on the floor. Spoons
and forks clang as plates are scooped up and food plopped down. Voices ring
out, hey pass me that, arms reach out over the checkered tablecloth filled
with bounty.
Laughing, joking, and talking, then
quiet, we say Grace. After which the feast begins with venison roast, corn,
string beans, sweet potatoes, Mexican breads, and a big turkey too.
As Thanksgiving dinner ends, the
joking and talking continues with the clean up.
Later on, I take a nap during the
football game. After waking up, Neewa and I go out for a walk.
The rest of the evening passes as
we play games, nibble on leftovers, and chocolate cake. I love chocolate cake.
Exhausted after the long day, I
crawl into my sleeping bag. Dad and Jackie are already lying down and settling
into a good nights sleep on the floor.
“Neewa sleep on my feet and keep
me warm,” I’m so tired.
“Knock, knock, knock, wake up,”
I sit up stunned and look at Dad.
On the other side of the door is
Manny asking, “Do you guys want to go fishing?”
“Yeah, we all want to go,” Dad
rubs his eyes.
In minutes I’m following Dad and
Jackie out the door to get the fishing stuff we brought in the van. All of us
are eager about going and Neewa senses the excitement.
We start out in our van with Manny
leading the way in his car. Our destination is the other side of the mountain
about twenty minutes away near a small pond on the reservation.
After the bumpy dusty ride we
arrive, park our van, and get into Manny’s car.
“Dad why are we leaving our van
way out here?” I ask.
Steve sitting in the front seat
turns around, “We are going to fish our way up the stream to this pond. It
will take about three hours. When we get here, we will be tired and hungry.
Instead of walking all the way back to where we started, we can drive your van
back.”
Manny drives us all back to the
starting point on the stream, the sun is now up for almost an hour. With
fishing gear in hand, we walk a narrow path to the waters edge. There we all
get ourselves organized and ready to go.
We are standing in an oasis before
swirling water and desert all around us. Before me is crystal clean water
meandering slowly through flatlands. In the distance is a mountain where this
stream flows down the center, a blue vein of bubbling white water. Surrounding
us are brown and beige-rolling hills. One side of the stream has hundreds of
feet of low lying fertile farming pasture surrounded by a fence. On the other
side is rock outcrops dotted with scrub pine and
Aspen
trees shimmering in the dry breeze. Close to the stream are cattails, an
occasional wild flower, and tall grasses swaying.
Neewa runs down stream, sprinting
at full gallop, splashing water all over. Exiting, she vanishes in the tall
hay about to be harvested, and reappears on a small hill above stream and
fields.
We start out at the widest section
of the stream. That’s when I do something I’ve never done before. Wading
through the chilling stream in sneakers and jeans, we begin casting our lines
up stream. Using homemade flies called wooly worms, we cast ahead and let the
bait drift in the calm water.
As we walk, applying our fishing
technique, the current lazily meanders around us, giving off cooling breezes,
and glistening sunlight.
Next we enter swift moving white
water running over rock stepping-stones. Cascading water fills a series of
pools between the rocky cliffs towering above us, growing narrower. Each pond
of calm undisturbed blue green water empties with each passing moment.
Carefully, I cast my line into the next large pool with a swirling eddy to
tempt my prey.
Silently I cast my bait and walk
along the edge of this large fishpond. Standing in the shallow water, I make
multiple throws to tempt my prey. Gently I lift and lower my feet, careful not
to disturb the pebbles holding the fine silt to the streambed.
Neewa follows our every move, and
then darts by our fishing party to lead the way. I throw a biscuit to her and
she catches it, chews, and swallows it down in seconds.
“Good girl,” I pull her close,
but she pulls away.
Gently she wades into the stream
and laps at the foaming bubbles passing by. With her nose just above the
surface, she tilts her head and stares into the water. Her white paws are
visible against the dark dirt bottom. After a few moments she jumps out
shaking the beaded water from her ivory coat.
We fish pool after bright
shimmering pool. Tired from the short night and long morning I sit for a
moment by the water and stare into moving current.
It’s continually changing, never
the same. Flowing from the mountains through the desert. Who knows how far or
long it’s journey to the ocean.
Dad and Jackie join me on the bank
of the stream.
Dad says to Manny, “Fishing on a
reservation for non-Indians is pretty much against the law and punishable by
death.”
Dad asks, “What ever happen to
the last guys from the city that fished here?”
Manny replies, “Oh they were hung
up on a tree and gutted like deer, their dogs too.”
Dad purposely did not bring his
fishing pole. He already knows about the history of whites steeling and taking
just about everything from the Indians.
Manny’s kids invited us to go
fishing. Just us kids have fishing poles and that is supposed to be Okay?
We are fishing for native trout,
really big ones, on Native American land. It’s fun fishing in a special
place that Manny and his kids know. This land is sacred to them and their
tribe.
Rest time is over and we continue
up the waterway.
I become concerned about Neewa as I
haven’t seen or heard from her in a while.
To get a better vantage point, I
climb to the top of the ravine and position myself facing away from the fish
party below. Far enough away and above everyone, I can yell for her without
scaring the fish.
Shouting out into the desert,
“Neewa, Neewa, Neewa.”
I wait for her to answer.
Again I holler, “Neewa come,
Neewa come,” but nothing yet.
After a long time I hear her bark,
and it isn’t long before she runs to me at full stride, stopping in front of
me for a pat on the head. Perched on a cliff looking down at the stream, both
of us look over the edge.
Carefully we climb down past rocks
and brush, returning to water level.
“You stay with us now Neewa,
enough of the running off into the wild, no more,” I order.
As I hike and fish, Manny and his
kids tell us Indian legends. First Steve tells the story of “A Man and His
Three Dogs.” It is about a wolf that tries to become a human being, pretty
cool. Next Manny tells us the legend of “The White Trail In The Sky.” This
story is about a bear that takes another bears prey, and then the bear follows
the Milky Way in the sky. Very cool ending.
We are in a narrow part of the
stream. It is only about five or ten feet in width. Sheer canyon walls are
above us on both sides. Around us the steep rocky cliffs allow a thin sliver
of light down to the waters edge.
Slowly, one by one we wade into the
freezing water. Waist high, I push tall reeds to either side as I pass
through. I slip by the curtain like wall anchored to the gravel bottom.
Looking to either side of me, I
stare at Indians naked from the waist up. Their long dark hair hangs down to
their muscular shoulders. Handsome stoic profiles glide above the water like
spirits suspended. They are at home here, like their fathers and their
father’s fathers. Moving effortlessly through the water as if propelled by
magic. They don’t even look human.
With chattering teeth Dad remarks,
“Manny I should have brought waders?”
Manny replies looking at us, his
expression is serious, almost aghast, “Indians don’t wear waders.”
As we reach the other side of the
gorge the stream widens again. The rock walls open up allowing the warming sun
on my face and arms. The narrow grotto behind us, we walk on smooth stone
banks with grasses just beyond.
I look up and see Neewa peering
over the edge spying on us. I didn’t even hear her sneak up.
Balanced on the rim of the gorge
she barks, “Roof, roof, roof.”
“Shush,” I whisper, “Good
girl Neewa.”
After watching us for a while, she
turns and vanishes.
From down here by the stream, the
shear rock walls tower over me like skyscrapers. I jerk backward and wobble
looking up, the rock appearing to be overhead.
A tiny ribbon of water tumbles
downward. The little waterfall cascades downward and smashes on the rocks.
Glistening in the sunlight the droplets glide toward me in slow motion
splashing onto my foot, and trickling into the stream.
After a couple more ponds, we have
caught a half dozen Speckled Trout and finally reach the last pond. I feel no
need to fish anymore, although everyone else is trying to catch one more fish.
Walking straight to our van, I’m
relieved. It looks like a million bucks, right there where we left it a few
hours ago. This is a lot better than walking all the way back to where we
started, that’s for sure. My cloths are dripping wet, I’m cold, hungry,
and tired. Finally, at the end of my fishing trip, I drip-dry and pack my
stuff. I’m thinking about being warm and dry.
Just then Neewa comes running at
full gallop and circles me thumping my shines with her wagging tail.
Steve is cleaning fish at the
water’s edge. Neewa and I sit, and watch.
“Speckled trout don’t have
scales, no need to scale them,” Steve instructs.
Neewa ogles Steve as he gathers the
fish we caught today. She is begging for a taste and of course her tongue is
hanging out the side. Both of us stare at Steve as he takes his hunting knife
and cuts the chin of the lower jaw of each fish creating a V shape flap that
hangs down. Next he cuts an incision along the soft white belly from the
bottom fin up to the mouth just below the flap he just cut. With the belly
opened up, the guts, stomach, and everything is exposed. Like an artist
painting a picture he clasps the hanging skin flap under the jaw in his
fingers and yanks toward the tail.
“Crackle, crunch, squish,” out
comes the jaw, throat, gills, intestines, stomach, and everything inside, in
one big clump of guts.
Tossing the innards toward the
center of the pond he says, “Gutted, done, the turtles will eat that.”
Smiling proudly as he dips the limp
carcass in the water he says, “Shake it around under the water and this fish
is ready for the frying pan.”
Steve cleans and rinses each of the
fish caught, rubbing out any blood or other remains stuck inside. Turning to
me as I hold a plastic bag open, he puts the cleaned fish in one by one,
saving one in his hand.
Looking at Neewa he asks, “Hey
what is that pink thing hanging out of her mouth?”
I reply, “That’s her tongue,
she lost some teeth when she had distemper as a puppy. Now her tongue hangs
out the gap left by the missing teeth.”
Steve cuts a little piece of sushi
filet off the fish and throws it to her. Neewa catches it in her mouth and
swallows it down in one gulp. I doubt if she even chewed it at all. She stares
at him for more, but we get up and head for the van.
We all gather around packing up
everything. Dad, Manny, and Steve are guessing the weight of each fish. The
rest of us are talking about where each fish was caught and who caught it.
My clothes are wet and when a cloud
blocks the sun, I start to shiver. I rummage through the trunk for my
sweatshirt and coat and put them on over top of my wet stuff.
That’s when I heard it. It came
out of nowhere. Clear as a church bell on a Sunday morning.
Chapter
22 - Bang, A shot rang
out
“Bang,” A single shot rang out,
one bullet hit the dirt sending a mini mushroom cloud of dust into the air
about fifty feet away from me. “Bang,” The sound echoes off the mountains
and returns again. I stop, frozen, as the world around me seems to stands
still. Looking at everyone, their faces are blank with strange contorted
expressions. Manny and his sons scramble to my side of the van and take cover.
Not knowing what else to do, each of us stoops down to hide.
Steve is mad, “What was that
Dad?”
Manny shrugs, “It came from up on
that ridge. I guess it’s one of the old timers letting us know we are being
watched. Guess he sent us a warning shot, doesn’t like strangers poking
around.”
Steve sarcastically replies, “A
warning shot?”
“Yeah, you know fishing on the
reservation is for Indians only,” Manny answers.
“Dad you know John didn’t fish,
he just came along to watch us kids have fun,” Steve reasons.
Manny replies, “I know that. But
the old timer doesn’t know that. I’ll talk to him, next time no
shooting.”
Steve sighs, “Ok Dad but I wish
you’d have talked to him before we went fishing.”
Manny and Steve look at each other
and chuckle. We all laugh, although it is a nervous giggle for me as we jump
in the van and drive off.
Down the road is a general store
where we can get something to eat. It’s the only store around for twenty
miles. We arrive after a short ride over a pothole-riddled bumpy side road.
The general store is also the gas
station, hardware, feed, grocery, and liquor store, as well as the
U.S.
post office. Most of us get egg sandwiches and milk or coffee at the counter.
Something is weird here, it’s
only 11:00 AM and there are two boys drinking beer. I don’t know what the
drinking age is here, but they are definitely not old enough. They look like
they could be in middle school.
Neewa runs through the store
looking around for something to eat. Animals, especially dogs are treated
different out here. They are allowed to run through stores and people don’t
mind, they even like it. Already she is being petted by the cook and welcomed
into the kitchen. She disappears, no doubt they have both made new friends.
At the other end of the store is
one of the local ranchers getting supplies. He is about five feet tall, cowboy
boots, and frail looking. He’s wearing an old straw hat, beat up jeans, and
a snap button plaid shirt. Sticking out of his shirt pocket is a bag of Redman
Tobacco. Smiling he reveals a total of three teeth in his entire mouth. I look
at his face, old, wrinkled, and unshaven for weeks. He guzzles down the rest
of his beer and tosses the crushed can into the trash.
I don’t like the way he’s
looking at me. Two other girls in the store don’t like him either, I can
tell. Instead of walking past him, they circle around him, staying far away.
He wheezes, “George Spahn’s my
name and my ranch is the Spahn Ranch.” He grins wickedly at us with an evil
beam in his eye, “Come on out to my ranch, we’re having a big party
tonight, it’s out thata way. I have lots of friends out there staying with
me and they like to party.”
Dad nods, “Thanks but we are
leaving for home in a few minutes.”
I tell Dad, “That guy gives me
the creeps.”
Dad agrees whispering, “I don’t
like him either and I wouldn’t trust him, he’s evil. That’s the kind of
party people never come back from.”
Neewa walks slowly between him and
me and growls.
“Good doggy, ha ha,” He turns
and walks to the warehouse supply counter to finish buying his provisions.
After saying our farewells on the
front steps of the general store. We get in the van and drive away waving and
yelling “bye, bye, bye.”
The dirt road and surrounding
desert seem kinder, more peaceful. Dad isn’t as nervous as he was on the way
here. Although I’m sure he’s concerned about the dirt road and the
possibility of it being obliterated by a single dust storm.
We drive for a few hours as the sun
starts to set and the desert sky begins to change colors. Sunset on the desert
is the most beautiful time of the day. A wide array of cloud formations and
spectacular hues highlight the horizon. The pinks and yellows change with each
passing moment trying to out do the shades of blue and purple. No two sunsets
are ever the same in the desert and the next one is always better than the one
before.
“How much longer till we reach
the paved road?” I ask.
Dad replies, “Any minute now. We
should be on pavement before it gets dark.”
Jackie, Neewa, and I are falling
asleep. Neewa puts her head on my leg. Her cold wet nose shines against my
pant leg. She is tired from all the exploring today, resting so close to me, I
can feel her heart beating.
A thud jars me awake. I look ahead
where the headlights shine. We’ve reached the pavement. The tires begin to
hum as they glide over the silky blacktop signaling our arrival back in
civilization. Everyone lets out a collective sigh of relief.
“I’m going back to sleep, wake
me when we get home,” I mumble.
Dad drives into the night for hours
as I sleep. Then without warning we hit a bump, we’ve turned into our
backyard.
“I call shower first,” I yell.
Frustrated Jackie bellows,
“Christina you always call first, you can’t do that.”
“Yes I can, and I did,” I
declare.
We’re home, boy am I glad to be
home. I never thought I’d say that about this old place. I’m exhausted and
that shower is sounding better and better. It’s going to feel so good. Then
I’m going to sleep. Well maybe not right to sleep, I might read for a little
while.
“Good night Dad, love you.”
“Good night Christina, Jackie,
love you.”
“Love you Dad,” Jackie says.
“Good night, Neewa.”
After school Neewa and I walk to
the other side of town to Heather’s house. Heather is the tribal medicine
woman and very powerful, maybe the most powerful in all the tribe. She called
yesterday to say she is expecting us at four o’clock.
Dad and Jackie are waiting in front
of Heather’s house as Neewa and I turn the corner onto a dirt path.
“Neewa,
Neewa,” Dad shouts as he sees us walking.
She runs like the wind to Dad and
gives him a welcome lick on the hand. As he pets her, she wags her tail,
thumping his shin, “Thump, thump, thump,” and circling him in delight.
After which she jumps up and puts her paws on his shoulders, stretching her
body out. Pushing him backwards, she jumps down on all fours and puts her cold
wet nose in his hand and proceeds to push and steer him to Heather’s front
door.
Watching the whole thing I say,
“Dad, she’s leading you towards the house. What does she know about
Heather’s house? She has never been here before?”
“Nothing that I know of,” Dad
shrugs.
Heather’s home is the oldest in
town, one level, made of railroad ties with cement plastered in-between the
rows. The flat roof is tarpaper, with extra tar spread on top of that. It
looks very humble with dilapidated front steps, a front door with deep gouges
and pealing paint, and three small windows on the front.
Her compact yard is green and
overgrown with plants and vegetation. The outhouse is in the back, just a
quick walk from the door. Beyond that is desert, sagebrush, and sand as far as
the eye can see.
Diane, Heather’s daughter, told
me at school that the tribe’s burial ground is underneath her house and that
spirits visit them all the time. I don’t know if I should believe her or
not, she is a nice girl, but that seems a little too far-fetched. A burial
ground under a house, why would anyone put it there? I did believed her when
she told me she was apprenticing to be the next medicine woman of the tribe.
After all her Mom is the medicine woman.
She told me herbs and plants for
healing and ceremonies are grown throughout the front and back yards. Diane
says the plants are used in rituals, to treat illness, and to keep away evil.
The yard has footpaths leading to every section, worn down over many years.
Each plant has a particular purpose
such as the treatment of headaches, stomach problems, or arthritis. While
other plants are used for incense or sweat baths.
Stepping up to Heather’s door,
Neewa is at my side as we follow close behind Dad. As he raises his arm to
knock on the door, it opens, and she appears at the door smiling.
“Come in, come in, I’ve been
waiting for you,” She grins.
Before I walk in I order, “Neewa
stay here, wait for me.”
Quickly Heather asks, “Can Neewa
come in? I would like that. We don’t have a dog or a cat and Neewa can go
wherever she wants.”
“Sure,” I reply to Heather.
I walk in the dimly lighted home
barely able to see. It feels a little damp, but that is probably due to the
dirt floor, covered loosely with wooden planks that creek and squeak as we
walk.
Heather ushers us over to the
kitchen table by a big sink with a hand pump for water. As my eyes adjust, her
home comes into focus. Oversized woven rugs separate the one room home into
three sections. Her two daughters each have one and Heather has the rest.
It looks like a museum inside. In
the front room there is a frightful mask all painted in red and black, it
looks creepy. Near by is a beautiful headdress made of lots of eagle feathers,
with a colorful yellow and red beaded headband. On one wall is a ceremonial
robe with intricate hand-sown bead designs of animals and hieroglyphic
symbols. I can make out the symbol for the sun and other symbols might be
water and fire.
The ceiling is open to the roof and
made of thick timbers with electric wires hanging down and light bulbs on the
ends that sway ever so slightly. In the corner, a wood stove provides badly
needed heat and light.
Neewa runs around the house
following her nose into the corners and along the walls, then positions
herself at Heather’s side. As Heather moves around the house, Neewa follows
her like a shadow. If Heather sits down, Neewa rests nearby on a rug and seems
to be looking all about the house, particularly Linda’s room. Linda is
Heather’s oldest daughter who is away at college.
Heather speaks, “On the table are
packages of herbs for each of you. They are from my garden, take them now and
put them in your pocket.”
“Thank you,” Jackie and I say
in unison.
“The herbs will protect you from
evil,” Heather adds.
I look at Dad and Jackie and they
look back at me and then at each other, none of us know what to say to that.
Heather is quite old,
maybe eighty or eighty-five. She is about five foot tall, stout, and steady on
her feet. Her long silver hair is held up in a bun by a handmade beaded bun
cover.
She has on a gray wrap-around
housecoat covered by a long woolen beige sweater. On top of that, she wears a
hand made bandolier bag, of the finest quality.
I have no idea what her last name
is, so for now I will call her Heather. What do you call a medicine woman
anyway? Hey Doc, no of course not.
“Heather,” At last I say,
“Where is Diane?”
“Go into her room Christina, she
is doing her home work. Perhaps you can check it for her?”
“Okay,” I say as Jackie and I
walk toward the single light in her room. We disappear pushing aside the
vertical rug that separates her room from the rest of the house.
Heather starts talking to Dad about
the tribe’s history. My guess is they will talk about some of the events
that have happen to the tribe over the years.
“Presently”, I hear her say in
the background, “All the tribe members have a new house except me. My new
house is coming, they say it will be here soon, but other families needed one
more then me. They have young children, so I let them get their homes first
before me. I only have Diane now, my oldest daughter Linda is always away at
school and
Chester
has his own home for a long time.”
Diane, Jackie, Neewa and I step out
the back door of the house as the wind begins to blow and carry sand around.
As we walk around the garden, the gusts begin to get stronger and stronger.
The wind is whipping around as we make our way to the back steps. It sound
like ocean waves breaking on the shore.
“It’s howling,” I remark.
“Whew, Whew, Whew,” The wind
whistles.
Heather and Dad step outside to see
what is going on as the strength of the wind continues to grow in intensity.
It sounds like a train rolling down the tracks.
As I stand at the back of house, a
cloud of dust and sand is coming straight at me from the desert. A wall as
tall and wide as the eye can see. Sand and tumbleweeds zips by us at lightning
speed. Suddenly fierce blowing currents of air and sand hit me square in the
face pushing me back. As I turn away, I am almost knocked to the ground as I
cover my face. The giant dust Cloud is so thick I can hardly see. The storm is
raging now, sending sand flying sideways and the wind is screeching in my ears
in an unnatural way.
Neewa lies down and gets into a
tight ball with her tail covering her face. She seems to know exactly what to
do. Its as if she’s already been in a storm like this before.
Diane, Jackie, and I kneel down
next to Neewa, as I cover us with my jacket and we huddle close to the house
for protection.
Sand is peppering what little skin
is exposed. It bounces off of my jacket making pinging sounds. Actually
stinging me as it hits my skin, striking everything.
I peak out from under my jacket,
looking in the direction of Heather and Dad. They are covered with one of
Heathers hand woven blankets.
The wind driven sand engulfs them
as Heather steps out from undercover and puts her arms straight out as if to
embrace it. Eyes closed, she looks up into the sky and smiles.
What is Heather doing? Why is she
looking into the sand storm? If I didn’t know better, I’d think she is
communicating with some power beyond the ordinary, a supernatural force.
I look away and take cover under my
jacket with Diane, and Jackie, while Neewa remains at our feet. I have never
experienced this before, we don’t have storms like this back home.
Neewa is still curled up in a ball
as the sand continues to pile up on her back and around her head, everywhere.
Thankfully the howling winds are
beginning to subside. The blowing sand is settling as the eerie screeching
sounds dissipate. As quickly as it came, the storm exits in silence continuing
on its path across the desert.
I take my jacket off of our heads
as sand falls to the ground in sheets like syrup. I look at Neewa, now covered
in a layer of sand from head to tail. She gets up and shakes it off. It falls
to the ground around her like water.
As the storm departs, the bright
sunlight returns from West to East. The back of the sandstorm continues east
leaving us behind. I look out over the desert, nothing but the heavens.
Silhouettes of mountains frame the western blue sky while wispy white clouds
float on.
Newly created waves of rippling
sand cover the desert like water at the oceans edge. The sand dunes sparkle
like diamonds reflecting rays of light. I stare into the dune as if gazing
into the depths of the seas.
We walk out onto the desert, now
more like fresh fallen snow, toward the sunset. Before getting very far, we
are ankle deep in sand deposited by the storm. My sneakers fill and become
weights on my feet. The rolling dunes summon me forward, I’m being pulled
out into the desert, not forcefully, but compelled to continue nonetheless.
The sun begins to set into an orange and yellow blanket on the horizon.
“Come on Neewa let’s go,” I
command.
I spot something. It is out of
place, an object lying on top of the dune about the size of my fist, rounded,
perhaps three inches wide. A cylinder shaped piece of whatever, lying next to
a half buried stick. I reach down and pick them both up, concealing the one
and waving the stick around like a wand.
I throw the stick for Neewa, who
runs down the dune laboring in its depths, kicking sand into the air.
Sneaking a peak at the heavy hidden
object, I see markings on the beige rock, similar to the bark of a tree. It
looks a lot like a section of a small log, cut straight on either end, a
jellyroll about 5 inches long. The sunlight reflects off the shinny black core
resembling black quartz.
I know what this is, I’ve seen it
before, “Its petrified wood.”
It must have been lying just under
the sand and exposed by the powerful winds. I’m not supposed to remove it,
and it’s against the law to keep it, especially on an Indian Reservation.
But I won’t consider it for one
moment. I stick it in my jacket pocket, like a thief would steel a package of
bologna at a grocery store.
Neewa returns and we have a
tug-of-war with the stick. She eventually gives in, wanting to play fetch more
than tug-of-war. I throw the stick further this time and she runs to fetch it.
Heather is grinning as she points
her finger out into the desert, “Look, I see the devil out there.”
Anxiously, I turn and
look. The soft and soothing blue skies surrounded the silhouette of a gray
funnel shaped cloud. It’s a hundred feet high and fifty feet wide, twisting,
and moving across the horizon.
Fearful, “What is it?”
“It’s a spirit being,
you call them dust devil’s, but Indians know better.”
Turning to Heather I say,
“It looks like a mini tornado.
I’ve never seen a dust
devil. We don’t have them back East.”
Heather speaks, as she
looks deep into me, “Spirit beings are the supernatural energy of the
dead.”
I feel her gaze go through
me and exit the back of my head.
“Heather how does the
dust devil become a spirit being?”
Heather replies, “Legend
has it that the dust devil passes over the dead body of an Indian and lifts
the spirit from the Earth in the form of the dust devil. The spirit being
inhabits the dust devil to travel the Earth and look for a living creature’s
body to posses. After having done so, it shifts its shape from the
supernatural to the natural and is reborn, reincarnated. In its new body it
must complete the mission, which is to find its place in the sacred burial
ground of our people. That is its goal, to be with it’s our kind in the
spirit world.”
Heather continues, “We
call our sacred burial ground the Spirit World. It’s a place hidden from
everyone but us, where Indian spirits beings can be At Rest. That is where all
the spirits of our tribe go when their human bodies die.
Ghosts can materialize,
move objects, and scare people, but they cannot take a body or soul, or return
from the supernatural world to the natural world like spirit beings.”
Whistling sounds come from
the dust devil. They get louder and louder as it moves closer to us. It is
making a shrill sound, like an old factory lunch whistle piercing the air at
noon.
The dust devil advances
across the desert, kicking up clouds of dust, brush, and lots of sand, as the
whistling gets louder and louder.
“The dust devil is
coming,” I screech.
The medicine woman shouts
a warning, “It is an evil devil spirit, a shape-shifting demon, and it will
take your body and your soul.”
Heather continues, “Evil
spirit beings are devils spirits wanting to reincarnate in the mortal body of
a human or animal. But the evil ones destroy the soul, and causing the body to
die.”
I almost fall over the
steps and onto my head. An array of goose bumps rise on my arms like chicken
pox. The hairs on the back of my neck stand up like soldiers at attention.
Jackie and Dad look at me, speechless.
Heather speaks, “This
evil devil spirit is moving like a tornado, a violently rotating column of air
with the power of the wind, earth and sky. That one is a strong one and it
must be stopped. I will vanquish this evil devil spirit back to the
supernatural, back to its eternal pain. My battle with evil will be to the
death.”
Heather
reaches into her bandolier bag and throws a hand full of yellow powder into
the air. It blows right past us giving us a light coating.
She explains, “The powder will
protect us from this devil, but we must seek sacred ground.”
Now I’m in shock and I don’t
know what to say. Jackie hugs Dad and Dad embraces us as we stand shoulder to
shoulder.
“Look!” the medicine woman
exclaims, “That evil devil spirit is seeking a body and soul to possess,
don’t let it get yours.”
I’m gasping for air, “It sounds
like a screaming banshee and its headed right for us.”
“Hurry up come into my home, it
is sacred ground and the evil one cannot take you here. Quickly, quickly,”
Heather implores.
We duck inside her house and go by
the light of the wood stove. Heather throws blue powder into the fire. It
contacts the flames and blue smoke rises up the flue. The stovepipe glows for
a moment as the smoke goes up the chimney.
She
yells, “Go demon, leave us evil spirit.”
Huddling together Heather looks at
each of us, “Families of those who have been taken by an evil devil spirit
will not even noticed a change. They will not see any physical difference in
their loved one. No one will guess their body and soul has been taken.
Evil devil spirits are amongst us,
you know who they are. You have met them, someone who has become evil, a
problem to the rest of us.”
Everyone who knows one will say,
“It’s not like him, he was so nice, but now he is different.”
A friend of one who has been taken
might confide, “I don’t know what has happen to her, she’s gone bad. I
don’t know her anymore.”
No one moves or speaks for what
seems like minutes, but is only seconds.
Heather
speaks, “It’s safe now, the evil one is gone.”
Silence
hangs over us for a few seconds, none of us know what to do or say.
Finally
Dad says, “Okay, it’s getting late guys, lets go home. Thank you Heather
for everything. Good to see you Diane. Ready Christina? Jackie? Neewa?”
“Yeah
Dad, ready,” I reply.
Neewa
wags her tail and runs to my side.
“Me
too Dad, I’m ready,” Jackie adds as we file out.
Safely in our car now, questions
flood my head faster than terabits on high-speed broadband. Did that really
happen? What was Heather fighting? What is an evil devil spirit?
But not one of us actually has
anything to say. We just stare at the road and drive the half-mile to our
home.
I ask, “Dad are you thinking what
I’m thinking? Heather said that her house is sacred ground. And Diane told
me at school that the tribe’s burial ground is underneath her house and that
spirits visit her.”
“Yes Christina, what about it?”
Dad asks.
“We’ve found the Indian burial
grounds, that’s what. Now all we have to do is figure out how to get our
equipment into that house without being discovered.”
Dad cautions, “I don’t want to
disrespect Heather, not to mention the entire Indian nation. Trespassing is
against the law, and whites’ going on an Indian reservation is dangerous.
You remember what happen to those diaboo’s (non-Indians) who went fishing
out at
Duck
Valley
? They were found hanging from a tree, gutted, and their dogs too.”
“Dad, I have to film that sacred
ground and capture a spirit on tape. There has to be a way to get our
equipment in there without getting caught? But how can we? I can’t think of
a way without being seen.”
“Who says that evil devil spirit
is still there?” Jackie questions. “And besides I’m not going back
there, that place scared the heck out of me.”
“But seriously Dad, there’s
something going on here. What about those Orbs at Doctor Cuthberson’s ranch?
And how about all his artifacts? And remember
Chester
put that charm on Neewa and said; it will protect her from evil.
Chester
had a strange look in his eyes when he said that. I stared back at him. Then
he said laughing, the evil dogcatcher that’s who.
He wanted to tell me something, but
he couldn’t. Something about Neewa, but it’s the Indian way, he can’t
possibly tell.
And what about Heather giving us
each herbs to protect us from evil? And now this dust devil possessed by an
evil devil spirit chasing us. And being vanquished with colored powders thrown
in the air and into a wood stove by a medicine woman. Something is going on
and I’m going to get to the bottom of it.
Dad, did you forget what that
little girl at the tribal history meeting said? She asked, Do you know Neewa
has a spirit? And what about when Neewa flew up on the kitchen counter to eat
the pumpkin pies? Neewa can fly.”
Dad replies, “You have a vivid
imagination Christina, we have no real proof Neewa flew onto the counter to
get those pumpkin pies.”
Giggling nervously, “I have an
idea, we can put a backpack full of equipment on Neewa and mount a camera on
top. I’ll send her ghost hunting into Heathers sacred burial grounds. Neewa
can film and take readings with the meters in the backpack. I can show the
film on my own TV show. I’ll call it Doggie Ghost Cam.”
Laughing, “Wait, wait, I got a
better name for my TV show. I’ll call it, Flying Doggie Ghost Cam. Neewa can
fly in and out of haunted houses, sacred burial grounds, boot hill’s, and
such.”
We arrive home from Heathers. My
head is full of devil spirits, charms, stories of evil, doggie ghost cams
shows, and fright, all thrown together.
On my way to bed, “Neewa you are
sleeping next to me tonight.”
I jump on to my bed and pat the
comforter, “Come on girl, jump, jump up.”
Dad
will have to spend some money on heat. It’s really gets cold at night.
But Neewa will keep me warm. She stretches out her long body and legs next to
me as she lies on her side, keeping me warm.
“Good night, Dad, love you.”
“Good night Christina, Jackie,
love you.”
“Love you Dad,” Jackie says.
“Good night Neewa.”
Last night Jackie was hired to do
baby-sitting and slept over our neighbor’s house, the Burns. She went to
school from their house this morning. And after school she had dinner with
them and waited for Dad and I to get back from our long day of cowboying.
***
I come running in the door
trying to contain myself, it’s around 9:00 PM at night and I try to act
casual.
I say to Jackie, “How did
baby-sitting go last night? Did Hank and Jane get home late?”
“No, not too late. It went good.
Brice and I designed clothes. Then we had a fashion show and put on matching
tops with boas and stuff and gave a runway show. We had a lot of fun.
I got to sleep in Brice’s room.
She has two twin beds, really comfortable. It was more like a sleep over, and
I made some really big bucks babysitting, twenty dollars,” Jackie says with
a sassy tone.
“Very cool, that’s a lot of
money. You want to hear my amazing cowboying story?” I screech.
Jackie knew we had gone cowboying.
It was all prearranged, her staying with the Burn’s overnight. They live
right across the street. Jackie did not want to go cowboying, she thinks its
barbaric to eat meat, she’s a vegetarian.
We had left really early in the
morning and we knew we wouldn’t be getting home till late. Besides Jackie
couldn’t go cause she had talent show practice, and she didn’t want to
miss that.
***
This whole adventure began a few
weeks ago when
Chester
called and asked us all to go cowboying with him on his cousin’s ranch.
Dad said out loud, “What is
cowboying?”
Chester
explained, “Cowboying is when you round up cattle and drive them to wherever
you want them to go.”
Dad repeated, “Christina, Jackie,
you guys want to go cowboying on horses on a ranch?”
I took the phone right out of
Dad’s hand and shouted, “Can Neewa come?”
“Yes Neewa can come, if she can
ride a horse?”
Chester
laughed.
“When? When?” I asked him.
Chester
replied, “It depends on the weather. I’ll call you the night before. We
won’t go in the rain or bad weather.”
Chester
finally called yesterday afternoon, “Do you still want to go cowboying?”
“Yeah,” I told him.
Chester
said, “Pick me up at four in the morning.”
I cried out, “Four in the
morning! Wow, Okay we’ll see you at four.”
I shouted to Dad, “We are going
cowboying tomorrow, the weather is supposed to be good.”
Dad replied, “Yeah tomorrow is
good. I’ll call The Burns’s and ask if Jackie can stay over their house
tonight.”
“Jackie, you okay with this?”
Dad asked not completely convinced Jackie did not want to go cowboying.
“Yeah Dad, I’m not going
cowboying, its barbaric,” She said again.
***
“So anyway Jackie listen, we
picked up
Chester
’s at four, and we all arrived at the ranch before the sun came up. We met
Chester
’s cousin, Dave at his house and took his pick-up truck to the barn. Dave
was surprised when Neewa jumped up into in the back of his pick-up.”
“Cute dog you got there, can she
stare down a steer?” Dave asked.
I answered, “Neewa can do
anything, just tell her once and she is good to go.”
Neewa was an instant hit with
everyone.
“She loves to be petted and play
fetch,” I told them as we drove down the driveway, “She can do anything.
Its as if she is human.”
“Right from the start Dad and
Dave had an issue.”
Jackie sighs, “Oh boy, it
figures, Dad What did you do?”
He doesn’t answer, just continues
tinkering around the kitchen.
I continue my story, “We’re
getting in the truck. Dad just walked away from our van and Dave asks, Why did
you lock your van?”
“Oh did I?” Dad answered
surprised.
“I didn’t even realize I did?
Where we come from you have to lock your car. I guess it’s a habit.” Dad
shrugged.
Dad and I could tell Dave was
insulted. He thought we didn’t trust him and that we were afraid someone
from his ranch would take something from our van.
Dad confided in me, “I know there
is nothing I can do to take back what I did. I feel terrible that Dave thinks
I don’t trust him. Guess we started off on the wrong foot.”
Dad tried to explain again by
saying, “Dave we just moved out of the city. I picked up the habit of
locking the van. You have to lock it or someone will take it.”
Dave shrugged his shoulders, “Oh,
is that right?”
Dad sipped on his bottle of water
as we arrived at the barn. Two of Dave’s ranch hands were already saddling
the horses and getting everything ready. They nodded to us.
We each had to check our own
bridal, synch, and reins ourselves to be sure they were tight, Dave insisted.
He told us, “The heard roams
government land all year long. They eat whatever they can find, mostly
sagebrush, but some grasses and new plant shoots if it rains. But it’s not
enough, so we bring them hay to add to their diet. Mostly, the cattle live off
whatever they can find.
We have about a dozen fields of
grass and hay that belong to the tribe. We sell that for cash and that money
goes to the old ones who can’t work. If it were not for the stream running
through our land, there would be nothing for them to eat, just more desert.”
“I got the gentlest horse Dave
had, her name is Stork. Dad got a horse that likes to throw you off onto the
ground. Its name is Mac.”
Dave said laughing under his
breath, “Be ready to land on your feet when that one throws you off.”
Dad replied, “Yeah? Ok? I’ll be
ready, I hope.”
“Next we rode out onto the
desert. It was so quiet and the sun was just coming up. You should have seen
it when the early morning light hit the mountains, they turned a brilliant
ruby red.”
Chester
gave us our coyboying instructions as we rode, “I will tell you guys where
to stand. We will drive the cattle toward you. Don’t get off your horses or
you will get trampled for sure. You guys will be like bumpers in bumper pool,
guiding the cattle.
He asks, “Did you ever play
bumper pool?”
“Yes,” We both say.
“I play all the time,” he says.
“Down at the Pioneer, they have one.”
Chester
continues, “The cattle will turn away from you when they see you. Make sure
they turn the right way. Just raise up your arm opposite the direction you
want them to go, don’t worry, they spook easy.”
I looked at Jackie, “That was the
extent of my cowboying instructions.”
“I’m not sure if they were
speaking Shoshone, Piute, or Washoe, but no one spoke English as we headed out
to the desert.
It felt like I was with Billy
Crystal and Daniel Stern in the
movie
City
Slickers. You should have seen it Jackie, cattle everywhere. I was on my horse
the whole day. It feels like I’m still on that horse.”
“Yeah Christina, you smell like
you’re still on that round-up. I hope you’re taking a shower,” Jackie
wrinkles her nose.
“Yeah, right after I finish the
story,” I warn.
“Neewa was running around the
cattle like she knew how to round them up. She nipped at the cow’s tails to
get them to move faster. Once when a cow stopped right in front of her, she
looked the cow straight in the eye and barked. The cow turned and ran to
escape her glare. If a cow turned in the wrong direction, Neewa circled around
and brought it back to the heard.
Someone would give a command in
Shoshone, Piute, or Washoe. Dad and I would look at each other with a blank
stare.
Chester
translated only if it was something we needed to know.
Chester
would yell, stay by that sage bush, or don’t move, or move to the left.
Dad and I learned a couple of
Indian words, stop, go, and don’t move you diaboo’s.”
Dad excited, continues the story
while I go take a shower.
“Jackie, we rounded up all the
cattle on the desert. That took almost all day. It had to be after two in the
afternoon before we stopped for a drink of water.
Then we drove the cattle down a
long dirt road with fence on either side to a corral. That was the easy part
cause all we had to do was stay behind them and keep moving.
Occasionally, a steer would break
away, get through a broken part of the fence and run for the hills. One of the
cowboys would have to go round up the cow and drive it back to the heard.”
Dad laughs, “Neewa ran off into
some trees. It was the perfect place for her with a shimmering stream, shade
from the sun, and plenty of water. She probably wanted to get a drink or go
for a swim and cool off. I saw her chewing on the green grass on the bank.
At that moment, she started rolling
around on the ground scratching her back. Dirt and dust rose all around her as
she wriggled around. I didn’t know what she was doing.
We continued down the road with the
cattle when she came back. As soon as she got close to me, I realized what had
happen. She had been rolling in cow manure and was covered in it.”
“Oh my god you stink!” I yell.
Returning from my shower I
interrupt Dad, “I told Neewa, you smell so bad you are going to have to stay
outside on her chain in one of your dens.
When we passed the next pond, I
took her for a swim. We played fetch and she swam across the pond a few times,
but that didn’t get all the manure off.”
Dad continues the story, “We
finally arrived at two big corrals that were in the middle of this wide-open
field. Somehow we were going to get all the cattle in side. Christina and I
were assigned to guard the gate and we positioned ourselves twenty or thirty
feet away. Our job was to guide the cattle into the corral and keep the
one’s inside from coming back out, which they wanted to do to escape.
The only way to do this was to yell
and wave our arms in the air to spook them in the right direction. Sometimes
just raising an arm would scare the cattle enough to keep them from running
back out.
When
Chester
and Dave herded a whole bunch of cows in through the gate, the cows inside
tried to get out. Again and again the cattle got spooked and ran in every
direction. Sometimes they ran right at us, and then it was impossible to keep
them all from escaping while driving still more cattle in through the same
opening.
If you let one get by you, and it
was your fault, the other cowboy’s gave you a look. That would be your
signal to go and get the escapee and drive it back into the corral.”
Jackie is hanging on my every word,
“Next we separated the calves from the cows and put them in a separate
corral. The calves screamed when they were taken from their moms. Some of them
were not even weaned yet. It was sad, cows were mooing for their young. I
wanted to die. They tried to get back to each other, crying, and blaring in
cow language. They kept running out of the corral and back to their moms, only
to be separated again by one of us on horseback. That was the worst part. I
don’t ever want to do that again, I cried.”
Dad jumps in, “Cattle trucks
arrived just when we finished getting the cows and calves separated. The
calves were in the smaller corral. They are staying on the ranch, and will be
Dave’s heard next year. The rest of the cattle were loaded into the trucks.
But in order to get the cattle onto
the trucks, they had to be chased through this chute that lead to the trailer.
The chute is a four-foot wide corridor in the corral with fence on both sides.
It has dropdown doors to control the number of cattle passing through. After
that, they go up a ramp into the truck’s trailer.”
Dad added, “The truck drivers
have to get the trailer door really close to the top of the chute. If not, the
cows jump between the trailer and ramp to freedom. Several cows made the
four-foot jump and ran to the other corral to be with their calves. They mooed
and mooed until they were roped and dragged back to the chute by a cowboy.
Then it was done, finally they were
all loaded and two trucks full of cattle headed for the auction.”
I continued the story, Jackie hangs
on every word, “At this point I’m want to go home. I feel like I’m going
to collapse from emotional and physical exhaustion.
I rode Stork back to Dave’s barn,
I took her saddle off, and put away her blanket, bridal and all her stuff. She
walked back to her stall and started eating oats. I went straight to the van.
Dad and I followed the trucks into
town. On the way, I could hear the cows screaming and mooing for their calves.
Their cries are still ringing in my ears.”
Dad continues the story, I pause to
go get some water, “Today was auction day and the buyers and sellers were
ready to get started. We followed the trucks to the cattle market right in
town near the railroad. The auction is enormous with dozens of corrals full of
cattle. Each rancher’s heard of cattle is put in a different corral where
they are sold.
Sounds were coming from everywhere
at the huge railroad yard. Railroad cars wheels squeal and train whistles
blow. The auctioneer tests his mike getting ready to start the bidding. Cattle
are mooing, cowboys yelling orders to each other, and hooves of cattle
stomping up and down ramps.
Finally, all of Dave’s cattle
were unloaded from trucks into one of the corrals.
The auctioneer went around to each
heard yelling into his microphone for an opening bid.
Swiftly he began his chatter into
the microphone, “Do I hear fifty cents a pound? Fifty? Fifty, give me fifty
cents? Do I hear fifty? There ya go, I have fifty cents, do I hear fifty-five?
Fifty-five? Fifty-five? Give me fifty-five cents.
The auctioneer walked from corral
to corral and the bidding continued until all the cattle were sold to the
highest bidder.
The auction is over, trains were
loaded with cattle, and off to the slaughterhouse they went.
Dave went to the cashier and picked
up his check, and we came home.”
“That was my cowboying
experience. I’m going to remember this day for the rest of my life. I’ll
probably never do it again, ever. I’m going to bed after a good soaking in a
hot bathtub. You did save me some hot water? Didn’t you Jackie?”
Jackie looks over at me and says,
“Christina you probably used it up when you took a shower before,” She
returns to her TV show.
“Cool, sounds like you guys had a
good time, I’m going to bed, Brice and I stayed up late last night,
goodnight.” Jackie walks to her room.
I whisper to Dad, “My legs hurt
pretty bad, my thighs are burning from holding onto that horse. It feels like
they are going to hurt for a week. Tomorrow is Saturday and I’m staying in
bed all day, so don’t wake me. I mean it. Don’t wake me up.”
“Did you have fun?” Dad asks.
“Yeah, I had fun, but it was so
sad separating the calves from the cows. I cried Dad, they were calling each
other, it was terrible,” I mope off to the bath.
Dad reminds me, “We are going to
leave Neewa outside tonight even though it will be cold. She can sleep in one
of her caves or dens or whatever they are and stay warm. I will feed her and
give her water. Hopefully, she won’t smell so bad tomorrow? If she rolls
around in the dirt a few times she’ll get most of the smell off, or else
you’ll have to give her a bath tomorrow.”
“Yeah, sure, I’ll give her a
bath tomorrow,” I answer.
I lay on my bed, reliving the whole
experience of the day.
It was nice of Dave to take us out
to dinner at the restaurant. The place was a few blocks from the train yard,
downtown. As I walked the bright lights downtown flashed, Jack Pot, Jack Pot,
alternating in yellow, red, and orange. One casino’s flashing lights
depicted a twenty-foot neon cowboy with a cigar in his mouth and a fist full
of dollars.
Jogging across the tracks, we put
the bright lights behind us passing a movie theatre, bank, and a pawnshop.
We arrived, and walked into the
restaurant constructed a hundred years ago. Along the left wall were the
booths and across from them, a long counter with green vinyl topped
metal-rimed stools. Spinning several of them easily, I walk by and then
collapsed into the vinyl bench seat with a squeak. Each booth was just big
enough for two people on either side.
The twelve-foot high walls were
green too, although a different shade. Or maybe they were just covered in a
coat of grease. Fans hung down from the embossed tin ceiling painted white.
Behind the restaurant counter was
all the action. One cook on the grill, another busy at the sandwich board, and
yet one more chatting with the cute waitress that helps bring in the
customers.
Conversations are plenty in this
acoustical paradigm. Charlie there, seems to have lost most of his stake at
the casino and doesn’t want to go back to the ranch. Randy is sitting at the
counter after having drunk too much, and isn’t sure if he should go back to
the Pioneer Bar for another Bud, or stay here and have a cup of Joe.
The waitress bounced from table to
table trying to cover up any mistakes the cooks may have served up.
She politely smiled at each patron,
“Is everything all right? Can I get you anything dear?”
Families were interspersed
throughout the room. They’re traveling long distances and have stopped to
eat and shake off the road.
Someone asks in a tired and road
weary voice, “Is there a good motel nearby? Clean with plenty of hot
water?”
I wouldn’t touch that one, the
motels here are known for problems with their hot water supply. Well meaning
locals suggest a variety of motels for the weary traveler.
Smiling the waitress asked
enthusiastically, “What’ll you have sweetie?”
“Burger, fries, and a Coke
please,” I look up at her as she wrote on her pad of checks ready to hand in
the next ticket to the cook.
During dinner Dave told his story,
“I borrow money to buy and raise cattle just like any other rancher. The
price of cattle has gone down, it could go down even more. If that happens
I’ll get an even lower price than I got today. I have to sell my cattle now
because there is no telling what the price is going to be tomorrow. I’m not
going to make much money this year. But I can’t take a chance that the price
will go down even more and then I’d lose money. So I have to sell the heard
now. At least I will have enough money to raise another heard. I hope to get a
better price next year.”
He continued, “I’m going to
keep my calves and buy more with the money from the sale today. I’ll feed
them all year and then sell them next year. If my bull is healthy, I’ll have
a lot more caves in the spring. I’ll brand those and let them out into the
desert.”
After I had enough to eat we were
ready to leave, I said, “Good luck Dave.”
Chester
said, “See you guys.”
Dave said, “See ya.”
Dave and
Chester
were staying at the restaurant to have some dessert and coffee. We were ready
to go home. Dad and I walked back to the van.
Neewa was resting in the back seat
and jumped up as we approached the van. She was glad to see us. But I was not
so happy to smell her. The whole car stunk of manure.
Usually Neewa jumps all over me
when she sees me. But because she smelled so bad, I didn’t let her near me.
I told her to get in the back. Then I gave her the rest of my cheeseburger,
which she gobbled down in under three seconds.
I held my nose, “Neewa you
smell.”
Chapter
29 - On the Reservation
The girl’s basketball game is an
away game about a hundred miles from here. My Dad is one of the coach’s for
the team and we are going with them. I don’t know what to expect on the
overnight trip, so we are bringing our sleeping bags and stuff. Besides Dad
doesn’t like motel beds, he would rather sleep in his sleeping bag on top of
the bed. We laugh at him.
We’re not taking any ghost
hunting stuff to the game because it would definitely blow our cover. Right
now nobody knows we hunt ghosts. And Dad wants to keep it that way.
We leave and get about a half hour
from home when the snow starts coming down. It’s an unusual time of the year
for snow, unless you are in the mountains where we are.
There is still another fifty miles
to go. We are too far to turn back and close enough to make it before it gets
too deep. Pulling over is out of the question on these deserted roads. If we
slide off the road, we will have to walk to town or stay and freeze to death.
Snow as dry as this is the coolest
thing. It falls silently, slowly, about four inches deep already.
Finally we arrive at the motel just
outside of town. When we get to the front desk we find out that all the rooms
are taken.
Dad knocks on one of the team’s
rooms, Edwin, one of the other coaches answers the door and Dad explains the
situation.
We don’t want to cram into one of
the team rooms because they’re already crowded.
Edwin says, “There’s no room
here. Why don’t you guys stay at the jail. You and the girls will be welcome
there.”
“The Jail,” I exclaim.
“They always have plenty of
room,” Edwin adds.
After slyly looking in the room Dad
replies, “I think that’s a good idea.”
After standing outside all this
time I am almost frozen. Foggy white air comes from my nose and mouth as I
breath and talk. Finally, we get back in the warm van and drive on toward
town.
Dad tells me that there will be
trouble on the reservation when we get back home. He was looking in the door
of the room and saw beer, coaches, and some of the team.
I ask, “Are you going to tell?”
“No way, I won’t have to tell.
The girls will tell without any encouragement from me.”
Dad warns, “Heather will have
something to say to anyone who gets out of line. She protects everyone in the
tribe, but especially the young girls.
Chester
is there and he will try to keep things from getting out of hand. But, they
say when Edwin has too much to drink, he becomes a different person, evil.”
Arriving at the north end of town,
we park near the jail.
We’ll be better off in the jail
where we can’t get involved in this,” Dad mutters.
The building is rectangular with
steel bars on the windows and doors. It stands alone, by itself with vacant
lots on either side.
The downtown district is full of
businesses and stores. Rows of two story buildings line
Main Street
going toward the center of town. It looks like a typical
Midwest
town with angled parking up and down the street and tall curbs along the
sidewalks of the storefronts.
Walking back to the car after
taking Neewa for a run, I marvel at how busy it is.
A casino is at the other end of
town. It has so many blinking and flashing lights it looks like a Christmas
tree. There’re lots of fancy cars parked under the marquis out front and
people are coming and going through the revolving doors. You’d think they
were giving something away.
Also located downtown are souvenir
shops and various tribal buildings such as the community center and several
schools. One of these schools has a gym attached where the teams will be
competing tomorrow.
Suddenly, I look up, out of nowhere
comes Edwin’s truck speeding down
Main Street
. In the front seat next to him are three girls waving at us as they speed by.
I wave back in dismay as the truck passes by out of control.
Dad exasperated says, “It’s
against the law to give alcohol to anyone under the legal drinking age. Some
of those kids are fourteen.”
I can see more girls in the back of
the pickup sitting on the thirty packs of beer picked up at the store.
“They are heading back to the
motel I hope,” Dad says in disgust. “That is, if they don’t kill
themselves before they get there.”
Walking into the Jail and right
into the Sheriff’s office gave me a weird feeling.
Dad explains the situation to the
Sheriff, “We are here with the basketball team. The motel has no more rooms
and we can’t afford the casino hotel rates.”
The sheriff is very understanding
and accommodating, “You and your kids can stay here. It’s not much, but it
is dry, and warm. You are welcome to stay in this cell.”
“Sheriff” I ask, “Can I bring
my dog in? She is very good and she won’t bother anyone, I promise.”
He says as we walk through the
jail, “No problem just keep her in the cell with you.”
Sheriff Sam is a tall man,
soft-spoken, with brown skin. He has all the physical features of Cochise and
Geronimo combined, with high check bones, a broad forehead, and stoic brown
eyes. His shined brown western boots match his official kaki uniform that
looks like a policeman’s uniform but beige instead of blue. The shirt has
western style pockets, collar, and long sleeves with cuffs. His leather belt
has his name, SAM in capitals on the back. The one and three fourths inch
letters are carved into a two-inch by ten inch tan strip of finely tooled
leather. That design is sewn to another two-inch wide strip of blue suede that
is double-stitched to the wide leather backing that completes the three layers
of his custom belt. Sheriff Sam’s buckle is a status symbol out West. It’s
sterling silver with a raised brass bronco rider in the center.
As he lets us in the cell
he laughs, “Don’t worry I won’t lock you in.”
There doesn’t seem to be anyone
else in any of the other three cells.
As I stand in our cell and look
around, I feel much better about this whole thing. The room looks more like a
tidy youth hostel. It has double bunks on either side, with mattresses,
sheets, and bedspreads turned down at a corner. In one area is a
color-coordinated bathroom with a door. Colorful curtains cover the bared
window, and a nice woven rug warms the floor. On the beige painted cinder
block walls are pictures of peaceful lakes and streams.
After running out to get Neewa and
our stuff, Jackie and I return to the jail with Neewa in tow.
I then throw my sleeping bag onto a
top bunk and shout, “I got this bunk.”
Quickly Jackie throws hers onto the
other top bunk laughing, “Dad, I guess you’re on the bottom.”
Dad replies, “No problem, I’m
better off on the lower bunk.”
Really, I didn’t care where Dad
was sleeping as long as I got a top bunk.
Neewa jumps on the other lower bunk
and curls up into a ball like she always does.
“I’m sleeping in my cloths,”
I announce.
“It’s obvious we’re all
sleeping in our cloths Christina, this is a public place,” Jackie
sarcastically replies.
It took a while for me to get
settled in our unusual surroundings. Jackie and I talk about telling everyone
we know that we stayed overnight in jail.
“I’m going to tell all my
friends back east, they will go crazy,” she says.
“I can’t wait to tell Grandma
and Grandpa,” I say thinking of the shock value of this is sure to worry
them into begging Dad to bring us home.
Dad nods, “Your Mom would not be
happy about this, and when you tell Grandma and Grandpa? Say it very, very
slowly. Just tell them the truth, the motel had no rooms and it was the only
place left in town.”
I laugh nervously, “Everyone back
east is going to think this is so cool.”
“Good night Dad, love you.”
“Good Night Tina, Jackie, love
you.”
“Love You Dad,” Jackie says.
“Good night Neewa.”
Of course, Neewa is under me,
watching everything. Then she disappeared out the cell door for a while. I let
her go and explore so she will settle down. Later she comes back with the
Sheriff who just couldn’t get enough of her. He tells us she has a good
appetite. I guess he shared his lunch with her, probably gave her most of it,
as well as any left over in the refrigerator from lunches interrupted.
I wake up at about 3:00 AM. The
Deputy Sheriff is bringing in a man and everyone is talking and hollering.
Someone tells the man, “You have
to stay here and sleep it off.”
“I’m not staying in this dam
place,” The man yells back.
“Oh yes you are,” the deputy
laughs. “You are not getting behind the wheel of that truck until tomorrow.
Now quit complaining and get some sleep before you wake up the whole jail.”
After the cell door closes, I hear
the lock turn and click. It’s quiet again as the new guy mumbles for a
little while longer and then falls asleep.
Dad and Jackie sleep right through
the whole thing, they don’t even stir or turn over. Neewa wakes up and looks
at me. If I had gotten up to go somewhere, she would have gotten up too.
I say to her, “It’s Okay Neewa,
lay down.”
She lies down and watches me until
I close my eyes. I peak at her through my squinted eyes and she closes her
eyes and falls back to sleep.
Morning sun barges through the
barred window into the cell. We are up and packing, having gotten up when the
day shift Sheriff came in and the night shift sheriff is packing up. Sheriff
Sam is going home.
Sheriff Sam walks through the jail
and points at the man they brought in late last night, “Let him go when he
gets up.”
The Sheriff turns and looks toward
us, “Hope you slept good?”
I answer, “Everything was fine,
thank you for having us. I never slept in a jail before, it was great fun.”
Dad nods, “Thank you for having
us. Is there a place close by for breakfast?”
“Marge’s Corner is just outside
to the left,” He replies with a smile.
We gather our stuff, make the beds,
and walk out the front door. It feels just as weird walking out of jail as it
did walking in.
Two more inches of fresh snow has
fallen since we arrived and the plows have already pushed it into nice piles.
As I walk to our car, I can see it
isn’t snow bound. I throw my stuff in and walk Neewa around the block.
Dad starts the car and leaves it
idling so it will warm up for Neewa. With the sun out, she will be as warm as
toast in the van.
We walk over to Marge’s Corner
for breakfast. Of course, I left the windows cracked open and some food and
water for Neewa. Later, the car will be warm for her, while we are at the
game.
After breakfast I hurry to let
Neewa out of the van so she can go for a run. Dad shuts off the car, It’ll
be nice and warm for her while she waits for us.
“I promise I’ll be back in a
little while,” I tell her, as I get ready. “I swear Neewa, I will come
back after the game.” She doesn’t seem to mind and lays down for a
two-hour nap.
All the players and us meet at the
school gym for the big game. This game is between the girl’s team from our
reservation and the girl’s team here. The coaches and the team members are
all Native Americans except for us. In fact, everyone in the gym is Native
American excluding us.
I’m sitting in the first row of
the bleachers, which is the team’s bench. I have the best view of the game.
All around me are all the players. Some of them are suited up and ready to
play and others are not. Our girls know everyone on the home team and so many
of the spectators. They are talking with spectators and have lots of friends
and relatives here. Some of them know each other from having gone to
residential high school together. They come from the far corners of this
reservation. Some traveled as much as fifty miles to get here for this.
This reservation is about thirty
miles wide and seventy miles long. It is located on the borderline of two
states, and has over a thousand Indians. The main industries here are tourism,
gambling, and ranching. Near the reservation is a big lake for fishing and
lots of forests to hunt game in.
I’m having fun people watching.
Native Americans don’t look anything like the people back east. Some of them
are full-blooded and others have only one eighth or one-sixteenth Indian
blood.
As I look around the gym I see many
different styles of dress. Some dress in western cloths and a few are in
business suits. Many of the men and woman have cowboy boots and hats. And
others have moccasins, deerskin pants, and ponchos with beaded headbands. Some
of the men have long straight hair and others have short hair like Sheriff
Sam. Some wear silver, turquoise, and coral necklaces, bracelets, and rings.
The game has started and everyone
in the bleachers is cheering. This is a fun game, competitive but pleasant.
The girls around us are having a good time cheering and hollering for their
team.
One yells, “Shoot it!”
Another screams, “Defense!
Defense!”
The teams are tied and a shot is
about to be taken. The entire gym is silent. A roar comes from the crowd as a
shot is made.
One of the girls sitting with us
turns to my Dad with a big bag of Redman Chewing Tobacco in her hand. She
holds out a pinch of the tobacco in her fingers and looks right at Dad.
“You want a chew?” She says
with her big blue eyes.
Dad hesitates, he isn’t even sure
she is talking to him.
Another girl sitting next to Dad
elbows him in the side and motions with her head toward the girl with the
chew. Now Dad knows she is talking to him all right.
He says, “Ah, no, no thanks, I
don’t chew.”
Dad doesn’t even know how to chew
tobacco. He’d probably choke if he tried it. They will laugh at him if he
does.
The girl who spoke to my Dad and
all her girl friends are giggling and looking at him. Again, she looks him in
the eye.
She smiles and says, “I’m
Linda.”
Dad says, “Hi I’m John.”
She says smiling, “I know who you
are.”
Turning back toward the game and
her friends she giggles and puts a pinch of chew in her cheek and continues
watching the game.
Linda is a stunning looking woman
who isn’t more than twenty-seven or twenty-eight years old. Her long shiny
straight black hair falls softly around her shoulders. Her piercing sky blue
eyes are set perfectly in her high cheekbones and petite nose surrounded by
soft peach skin.
She has a perpetual smile, gleaming
white teeth, and rose-colored lips.
She wears leather boots, embossed
with intricate designs, tight jeans, and a western shirt. A top her head is a
cowboy hat with a beaded headband. Wow, she is a knockout with a slightly
mischievous look in her eyes, like a Frank Rinehart photograph.
I found out from one of the other
girls that Linda is a college student in
Denver
and studying to be a doctor.
Dad can’t stop looking at her,
and she is definitely flirting with him.
I overheard a couple of the girls
mention the party last night. It came up a few times in conversations taking
place around me in the bleachers. I heard a comment or two and a few details
slipped from their lips.
I listened to the girls recount who
was with who, and doing what.
One of the girls who was only one
year older than me asked, “What did I do wrong? We were all just having fun?
I did not do anything wrong.”
She was unsure of herself and her
voice trailed off at the end. I was not my place to answer her or even change
my expression.
One of the older girls heard her
talking to me.
The older girl frowned and angrily
said, “Oh yeah, Edwin is in big trouble when he gets back. Heather is going
to put a spell on him and turn him into a frog. Then she will become an eagle
and fly down and eat him for dinner. That will be the end of Edwin.”
Another girl sympathetically says,
“Edwin has changed. He used to be a nice guy and then all of a sudden he’s
different. I don’t see what she sees in him anyway, besides he’s
married.”
Diane is here too and she said,
“He is evil, someone will have to put him down.”
The basketball game is coming to an
end. The final buzzer sounds and everyone is cheering. We all move from the
bleachers onto the gym floor. Walking out to the teams, I congratulate several
of our players on their efforts.
Linda and her friends are also out
on the gym floor, talking and fooling around with friends and team members.
Plans for the evening are being made around us and we decide to hang a little
while longer.
All the coaches are talking with
each other. The coaches know Dad from work where they have their own company
team and they compete against other companies. They call my Dad coach, because
he’s the oldest one on the team. It took a while for them to get accustomed
to him, but now they are used to him and he’s invited wherever they go.
Linda, the gorgeous Indian maiden
in the bleachers, walks up to us, “You guys coming to the Pow Wow later?”
Dad asks, “We would like to go?
Where is it?”
She replies smiling at Dad, “Come
to the general store at three, I will take you guys.”
Linda walks back to her friends.
She smiles at Dad as she and her friends walk out of the gym.
We are far behind them walking out
when I ask, “Dad, What is a Pow Wow?”
Dad has a dumb look on his face,
“I have no idea, but I heard something about one once. I thought it was only
for Indians. I didn’t know daiboo’s could go?”
I’m impatient, “Dad what is a
daiboo?”
Dad replies, “The word daiboo is
the Indian word for non-Indian.”
The Chippewa word is waubewy'on.
I take off running to the van.
Neewa sees me and jumps around inside the car ready to get out.
“Neewa good girl. Happy to see
me?” I open the door.
Neewa leaps out of the van and
jumps all over me. I quickly take her for a run.
“Fetch,” I yell as I throw a
stick into the snow.
“I hope she doesn’t bring back
a bone again,” Jackie says laughing.
I answer, “Yes, that was too
much. I thought I was going to faint when she brought that back, ha ha.”
Playing fetch with Neewa is good
for her. She needs the exercise to keep her muscles and bones strong.
She can’t seem to find the stick
so I pick up another and throw it shouting. “Get it Neewa, get it girl.”
She powers through the snow to
where the stick disappears and plunges her nose down into the foot of snow,
somehow coming up with the stick I threw. Then she brings it back to me and
actually drops it right on my sneaker.
“Ouch!” I yell.
She looks up at me with concern.
“I’m just kidding around Neeewa.”
I take the stick off my sneaker and
run with it and Neewa chases me down the street. We play for a while and head
back to the car.
“Neewa later we are going to a
Pow Wow and you are not allowed. You can stay in the car again. We are going
to meet my new friend Linda. She’s taking us to the Pow Wow. I’ll only be
another hour or so and then we are going home.”
We are having sandwiches and sodas
at the drug store. We already shopped around at some of the local stores.
“Hurry Jackie finish your
sandwich,” I say.
Just then Linda’s drives up.
It’s seven PM, she’s right on time. Out of the door she whirls, dressed in
a ceremonial costume.
Walking toward us she says, “Hey
you guys. How’s it going? Are you ready to go?”
She looks beautiful like an Indian
maiden. Dad looks at her all goo-goo eyed again, but says nothing.
“The Pow Wow is about to begin.
It’s one of our oldest traditions,” Linda says as we compliment her.
“Your hair is gorgeous.”
“Linda”, Jackie gasps, “I
want to borrow that dress. Is it real deerskin? And those beaded knee-high
moccasins, oh my god, I want them.”
We gobble up the remaining bites
and pay at the counter.
“Let’s go,” Linda says as we
are getting into her car.
“Pow Wow’s date back hundreds
of years ago to my ancestors. The tribe would come together to celebrate a
birth, the harvest, or a victory on the battlefield.
We fought with other tribes for
hundreds of years. They would raid our village and we would retaliate and raid
their village. Then it was the settlers and then the U.S. Calvary.”
Linda explains, “The Pow Wow is
going to be in the Round Hall building, a sacred building.
At the Pow Wow we will dance the
Circle Dance in celebration of spring. I’m dressed in traditional costume
for the Shawl Dance, it is a dance that shows off a maiden’s dancing
skills.”
I interrupt, “Your outfit is so
beautiful.”
“There will be other dances too,
all of them are very meaningful to us.
After the Pow Wow the Tribal
Chairman, Tribal Council, and members meet in the business hall next to the
Round Hall. Reports about the tribes businesses will be given.
Oh were here, I’ll drop you guys
off at the door. Go in and get a seat before it gets too crowded.
I’ll come and say hello after the
Pow Wow is over. John, I will see you after the Pow Wow, Right?”
Dad manages to get out a,
“yes”.
Jackie and I just looked at each
other and mumble, “Oh brother.”
I tell Dad, “You are not cool,
you think you are, but you are not. Stop trying to act cool.”
We walk into the Round Hall
building, a huge rotunda the shape of two half clamshells put together into a
single round dome, but bigger.
Inside, the frame is made of huge
tree timbers that go from the ceiling down to the dirt floor. A rock wall that
looks like a natural stadium bleacher covers one side. A couple of rows of
wooden benches made of split trees line the rest of the outside walls. The
sturdy benches have wooden legs made of small limbs cut from the forest a
hundred years ago. The ends of the benches are carved with intricate designs
of animal heads and mystical looking figures.
We end up in seats near the center
of the hall but pretty far back. People are filing in, sitting everywhere, and
filling the place. I see many of the same people that were at the basketball
game. One or two of them walk by us and recognize me from the game. They nod
and I smile back.
“This place is full of
Indians,” I whisper to Dad, “We are the only diaboo’s (whites) in the
place.”
Dad replies, “Few whites ever get
to go to an all Indian Pow Wow on tribal lands. We are surrounded by miles and
miles of Indian lands.”
The Pow Wow begins with a single
drumbeat echoing through the hall. It is a very slow firm beat, very serene.
Increasing in volume little by little, the drumbeat progresses to a more
powerful, pulsating beat that reverberates throughout the building. Slowly
more drums join in and the volume increases. Suddenly the musicians are in
full swing, several more drums are added and begin different parallel rhythms.
I feel the vibrations hitting me,
sound waves pounding my eardrums.
It sounds like a war rhythm. The
same one Geronimo danced to the night before his band of Apache warriors went
into battle. At a signal from the lead drummer, the drums slow way down to a
whisper.
Indians dressed in regular street
clothing and others in ceremonial garb cross the threshold from the seats onto
the large dirt floor in the center of the hall. They begin to form a big
circle, holding hands at first and then letting go after the circle is
complete. Waiting patiently for the drums to be joined by singers, the dancers
pulse to the beating drums.
The Pow Wow has begun with the
Circle Dance. The floor begins to move as one. A circle made of smiling
Indians holding hands with one another, moving to their left, two stepping in
unison, as if they are one. They circle in harmony, looking to each other.
Now the drums are loud and the
singing begins as pounding feet join the chorus. The three together are a
chorus with alto, soprano, and bass, all keeping the tempo.
Abruptly the singing stops, the
dancers become still, the circle dance has ended.
The drums begin again with little
hesitation, missing only a beat or two. A single dancer takes the center of
the great hall, turning, spinning across the floor, returning to the
perimeter.
“Hey Ya Hey Ya Hey Ya,” Echoes
as the room becomes alive with the singers and their sharpe voices. The sounds
grow louder with a higher pitch in every resounding “Hey Ya.”
“Hey Ya, Hey Ya, Hey Ya, Hey Ya,
Hey Ya, Hey Ya,” The singers are in rhythm with the drummers. I listen as
the refrains repeat themselves. I’ve heard something like this before, in
movies or news clips depicting Native American Celebrations.
Five, six, seven drums pounding,
repeating two perfectly timed beats. The second strike of the drum is very
sharp and heavier than the first, boom Boom, boom Boom, boom Boom, boom Boom,
boom Boom, boom Boom. Faster they pound, putting us all into a daydream, a
spiritual like trance. The beats of the drums are synchronized with the
high-pitched melodic inflections of voices that soften, and then sharpen on
queue as the rhythms change.
For at least fifteen minutes, the
singers call and answer, back and forth from singer to drummer, drummer to
singer, as the dancers provide a background.
Roots used for medicine and to ward
off evil burn like incense in the hall. The medicine woman showed me these
plants in her garden. She said they are used for healing and in ceremonies. It
smells like burning charcoal with a scent of sage and desert dew. Clouds hang
over us like the cold air inside the hall that I’ve now forgotten about.
Colored layers of smoke resembling sandstone and shale of the desert ravines
and baron hillsides swirl and blanket the hall’s spiritual harmony.
Jackie, Dad and me stare at the
dancers circling one-way around the floor as more of the Indian Nation come
from their seats to join in the Circle Dance. In unison they move, fluid and
smooth, they step toe to heal, toe to heal.
The men, woman, and children
straighten and bend to the pulse of the music. Dust from the dirt floor rises
a few inches at the dancers feet giving the illusion that they have levitated
above the floor. Flowing strands of rawhide and silk threads hang down from
their garments and sway back and forth in time with the drums and singers.
Chanting reverberates through the
hall accompanied by drumming, piercing voices, and the movement of the dancers
gives the scene a surreal feel.
“Hey ya, Hey ya, Hey ya, Hey ya,”
again saturates the air.
Suddenly everything stops. Silence!
Suspended in motion are the dancers, musicians, and singers. No one moves or
speaks. Frozen in whatever position or location they are when the silence
began. They are unmoving, as if in a still life photograph taken at this very
instant. Not a muscle flinches nor the glance of an eye changes.
Abruptly the stillness breaks and
the suspended animation ends. All who are frozen step quickly to the side,
forward, or back to regain their balance before falling down in the circle.
Each dancer smiles as he or she regains their steadiness, happy to have
“caught” themselves. The “catching” of ones self is an experience
practiced throughout Native American folklore. Something to do with your
holding your own spirit, its a secret too like everything.
Everyone is laughing and greeting
each other around them. Smiles, eye contact, and nods are exchanged amongst
the dancers around the circle and the musicians.
The drummers and singers are
smiling and laughing. Each of us sitting in the room, rises to their feet,
smiling and nodding too. It’s contagious, traveling through the Round Hall
like a “wave” at a sports event. Next a rapturous applause breaks out with
high-pitched calls and cries echoing for seconds that seem like minutes.
“The Deer Dancer is next,”
someone behind us whispers to Jackie.
Some kids sitting by her are
playing with her coat and scarf. Jackie is chatting with them as they tell her
about their uncle, a Chief, who will be dancing next.
Again, the circle takes shape with
a mixture of new dancers and some of the dancers already on the floor.
“Shush, Shush!” One to another
they whisper, “Shush.”
The great hall becomes silent.
Softly the drums begin their familiar beat, boom Boom, one two, one two, boom
Boom, boom Boom.
Surprising us, the Chief leaps into
the circle. A gasp emanates from the crowd. The Chief has a deer antler
headdress called a “gast o hweh”.
The deer antlers of the Deer
Dancer’s headdress are real. They are connected to the headdress by a small
piece of deer skull and covered in buckskin. It’s small like a cap with two
large antlers standing straight up like on a deer. One large eagle feather is
placed in the middle, signifying there is harmony and unity in the tribe.
Linda was telling me at lunch that
when the Chief dances with the Deer Dance Headdress on, he’s transformed
into the “Spirit Deer,” a mythological deer.
The Chief continues dancing alone
in the circle as the outer circle and everyone in their seats watch for the
transformation. Musicians are chanting, drums are beating.
One by one mythological animals
enter the hall, pass through the circle and form a small inner ring.
“Bear” steps forward into the inner ring and joins the Chief. Next are the
spirits of “Stork,” and then “Beaver”. Stork is one of Spirit Deer’s
closest allies, always watching out for him from the sky. Beaver too is his
friend; he makes the meadows, ponds, and lakes for deer and the others.
The drums are pounding in the
background and chanting has grown even more powerful. All of a sudden, a great
crescendo of drumming and chanting erupts as the Chief leaps high into the air
and lands on his knees. Surrounded in the inner ring by his allies, the
spirits that have joined him. He looks up into the heavens as everything
stops. The Chief is transformed into
the Spirit Deer. The mythological animals circle around the now transformed
Spirit Deer. The Deer Dance is over.
The inner and outer circles open up
providing an exit of enlightenment for the Spirit Deer who departs on a
voyage, a journey to protect the worthy from evil.
Silence follows and then everyone
in the circle begins talking while returning to their seats.
Heather, the medicine woman will be
next. I didn’t even know she was at the Pow Wow. I learned after the
basketball game that she would be performing the Bean Dance.
She steps onto the dirt floor
wearing a large headdress that looks like a “Katsina” Doll. The Katsina,
also known as “Katsinam” is sometimes called a Kachina Doll. They are
representations of supernatural God like spirits. Spirit Beings that live
among the Indian people.
Heather is wearing the Katsina
spirit headdress of Wuyak-Kuita. This spirit protects you from evil
trespassers. Around her shoulders is a ceremonial robe called a Button
Blanket. The blanket is dark wool and decorated with beads and paintings of
animals. It has rows of seashells sewn onto it. One of the figures is a deer,
another an eagle, and the third design is a bear.
A small self-contained fire is
burning red-hot flames on the floor before Heather. Some drumming and very low
chanting can be heard in the background. Heather walks around the flame
chanting and then reaches into her bandolier bag, which hangs neatly around
her neck and shoulder. She throws a handful of powder into the flame. Red
smoke rises straight up toward the ceiling and hangs in the air over her head.
Another fistful of powder is tossed in the fire. This time yellow smoke
ascends, like a signal to the ceiling joining the red smoke hanging over our
heads. Minutes pass as Heather completes the rest of the ceremony. Several
more clouds of smoke rise up above the bleachers as she dances around the
flames.
The drums and chanting grow louder
reaching a deafening volume. All at once Heather throws two more handfuls of
powder into the flame and dark clouds of black smoke engulf her as the
chanting and the drumming suddenly stop.
As the smoke clears everyone gasps,
“Oh, ah.”
Oh, ah,” again comes from the
throngs of viewers followed by “shush, shush!”
Heather is gone disappearing into
thin air, the Bean Dance is over.
Jackie and I look at each other as
I whisper, “Did you see that?”
Dad whispers, “That was amazing,
she just vanished.”
Jackie says in a soft voice,
“That was no trick.”
My ghost hunting face becomes
twisted as I try to form the words to describe my loss of fame and fortune.
I stammer, “Dad, you didn’t
bring any equipment at all?”
My discovery of real spirits will
go undocumented again.
Jackie questions, “Nothing Dad?
We have nothing?”
“Brought nothing of what?” He
asks innocently, “Oh that.”
Finally coming out of Heathers
trance he whispers, “No, we have none of our ghost hunting equipment. Sorry,
couldn’t take the chance that anything from work might be misplaced or
broken. Besides we are supposed to be having fun at a basketball game. How was
I supposed to know we’d be going to a Pow Wow?”
Disgusted I throw up my hands,
“Nothing, we brought nothing!”
Linda’s Shawl Dance is next.
It’s performed to celebrate an occasion, entertain, or teach. This dance is
done in full traditional costume and performed by a special maiden selected by
the tribe’s Pow Wow committee.
Linda appears on the dirt floor
dressed as we had seen her earlier with some additions to her costume. She
wears a deerskin dress with beaded mythological designs sewn into the
shoulders complimented by beaded knee-high moccasins. Around her shapely waist
is a Concha belt made of silver seashells inlaid with turquoise and coral. The
blue turquoise represents the sky and the red coral symbolizes fire. She wears
a headband, not a headdress, with beaded designs and eagle feathers hanging
down. Her cape has eagle feathers along the entire hemline, stretching from
one hand across her back to her other hand, like wings.
Musicians and singers begin in
unison as she starts turning and spinning, portraying the legend for all of us
see. She is spectacular, her footwork precise and deliberate. It is a
beautifully choreographed five-minute celebration of the Shawl Dance.
Almost as quickly as it began, it
is over. The music stops and Linda stands still. A roar comes from all the
people in the hall. They are stomping their feet and yelling high-pitched
cries, whops, yips and blood curdling calls. They continue for almost a minute
until she leaves the dirt floor. Even after she has left, bedlam continues and
when she returns and waves to the crowd, mayhem gives way to applause that
thunders through the room. The place is shaking as she exits for the last
time.
The musicians get up and begin to
gather their instruments and belongings. They receive a standing ovation with
whops and calls acknowledging their contribution, finally calm prevails.
People in the hall are filing out
through the doors. Everyone is leaving the hall. We gather up our things and
head for the exit. Around us everyone is talking about how good the Deer
Dancer, Heather, Linda, and the musicians were.
I’m thinking about the video I
could have captured at the Pow Wow. I could’ve had a complete documentary of
a real Pow Wow and a medicine woman vanishing. As I ponder my lost fame and
fortune I turn my thoughts to walking Neewa and the three-hour ride home.
Linda comes running over to us. I
am so excited to see her. Jackie and I run to her and give her a big group
hug. Energized from her performance she pulls Dad into our group embrace.
Linda gets eye-to-eye with Dad, so
close I thought their lips touched, “I will be coming home next week.”
Dad replies spellbound by the
closeness of her body to his, “Oh you must come to visit us.”
Linda answers, “I will come,
it’ll be great to see you guys.”
After a last embrace she says
running off to her friends giggling, “See you next week.”
Dad motions writing on a pad, “We
have to give your our number.”
“I have it,” She laughs as she
is swallowed up in an ocean of long black hair, headbands and cowboy hats.
Dad mutters to himself as we leave
the great hall, “How did she get our number?”
Jackie and I looked at each other
smiling.
I whisper to Jackie, “If Dad
doesn’t know that Linda is
Chester
’s sister by now, I’m not telling him.”
Jackie replies, “He is so dumb,
dah.”
We arrived back at the van after
the ten-block walk in the freezing cold. We’re packed and ready for the long
ride home. Neewa is so glad to see me, she jumps all over as we run down the
street for her last run before we hit the road.
“I miss you Neewa, good girl,
good girl, run girl run. We are going home.”
***
We arrived home in the middle of
the night. The house and the neighborhood are dark.
After getting washed up, I’m in
bed, ready to sleep.
“Dad, Why does Jackie have to
take a bath now?” I shout from my room. “Never mind,” I’m so tired I
don’t even care.
She can use up all the hot water
tonight. I’ll have plenty for my morning shower.
Linda calls us to say she is coming
to town to visit her family and friends. She has a week off from school.
Dad is getting all kinds of special
stuff out of boxes. Out comes Grandma’s set of earthenware dishes. We
haven’t seen those dishes in two years. He also took out the candlestick
holders and bought new candles. We only use them during power blackouts. And
he’s putting placemats on the dinner table too. He’s making a real fuss
about Linda’s coming.
It’s early morning and Dad asks,
“Hey you guys I spoke to Linda and she asked if she can stay over here at
our house a few nights? She said the spirits at her Mom’s house give her the
creeps. So what do you think? Can she stay in one of your rooms? I’ll sleep
on the couch and whoever gives up their room can stay in my room.”
“I got a better idea,” I tell
him, “How about you stay on the couch and Linda stays in your room. Jackie
and I keep our rooms? Duh!”
Dad replies, “Ok, that sounds
good to me, I’ll run it by Linda.”
“What did she say? The spirits at
her house give her the creeps?” I reply, “How about introducing us to
those spirits, Ha ha?”
Dad answers, “Yeah Christina,
we’ll just walk in there and meet them.”
Unannounced Linda shows up earlier
than anticipated. Dad is helping her bring in her stuff and puts it in his
room.
Linda talks a lot about medical
school, how difficult it is, and all the time she devotes to it. She says
she’s been looking forward to time off and being able to think about
something other than school.
Dad told us she would be in and out
of the house since she has a lot of people to see and things to do. He said
one night she might be here for dinner and the next morning, gone. She will
probably sleep over a friend’s house, so we might not see her for a couple
days? Who knows? He concluded at the end of his speech.
I show Linda around a little. She
is getting a kick out of our lab in the living room. I tried to clean it up,
but it’s obvious something is going on there.
Inquisitively she handles some of
our equipment, “What do you guys do with all this stuff?”
Dad answers, “A lot of that
equipment is from work. I bring it home to test it. We bring it camping with
us and do field tests too.”
“I think there’s something else
behind all this?” She picks up various meters and then checks out the
thermal infrared camera.
Dad replies, “Well you’ll have
to come camping with us sometime and you can see what we do with it.”
***
The week is going by fast. We are
sitting down to our last supper with Linda before she goes back to school in
the morning. Linda wants to hear more stories like the one’s I’ve already
told her. She says I’m a great storyteller. Again I tell her about Neewa.
How I got her at the pound and everything. I tell her about the Tribal
Historian Meeting and when the little girl asked if I knew, Neewa has a
spirit?”
Linda is all ears and laughs at the
jokes I sprinkle in. She wants to hear all about Jackie and I. I tell her
about
New Jersey
and how I want to go back.
Jackie happily adds, “Me too, I
miss all my friends and especially Grandma and Grandpa.”
Linda tells us she is going to do
her internship in
New York City
in eighteen months.
Looking at Dad with that twinkle in
her blue eyes she speaks, “Are you guys going to be living close to
New York City
?”
Dad explains, “We’re going to
be pretty close to
New York City
. It’s still quite a trip to travel back and forth everyday. A lot depends
on the time of day and the traffic. It could take two hours each way.
Dad says, “We’ll be going back
East before you start your internship. You can come and stay with us.”
Linda replies, “Yeah, I’ll
visit you guys. They have dorms for interns at the university hospital.”
Dad replies, “Yes of course, you
must come and stay with us, it’s settled.”
It’s been a cool having Linda
visit. She and Dad got along really well. Linda says we’ll be getting
together again soon. I’m going to miss her, though I know she has to go back
to school. I hope she visits us. Maybe she can live with us when we get back
east? That would be so cool, as long as she doesn’t mind my, ghost hunting.
Spring is just around the corner.
I’m packing Neewa’s bowls and chain for our camping trip to Ruby Lake
Reserve, a National Wildlife Refuge. I’ll be picking pine nuts, hiking, and
fishing.
Chester
and his girl friend Marlene decided to come too.
I’m bringing my sleeping bag and
all my stuff.
I pull Dad over to the side away
from everyone, “Dad can we bring the ghost hunting stuff?”
Concerned about our safety and his
job, “I’m afraid the whole reservation will know if we do? Its not a good
idea.”
“Come on Dad,” Jackie breaks
in, “We have to go ghost hunting out there.”
Dad replies, “Can’t do it, the
guys at work are already suspicious about me taking equipment home on the
weekends. And
Chester
will be there. Whatever we do will get back to everyone, including Heather and
Linda.”
“You know how the Indian Grape
Vine works. Look what happen to coach Edwin when he got back from the
basketball game. Everyone knew what he did. I saw him at a softball game a
week later. He looked like someone ran over him with a truck. You should have
seen the look in his eyes. The whole tribe shamed him. He has a long road
ahead of him if he’s going to redeem himself. I heard Heather almost got rid
of him. No, we can’t risk it.”
Starting off early Saturday is
Dad’s idea. We all pile into our van. Dad wants to get there with plenty of
time to pick pine nuts. Or is it to go fishing?
Chester
is six feet tall and he can barley get in or out of our front seat. Dad is
five eleven and has to put his seat all the way back to fit. In the back seats
are Marlene, Jackie, Neewa and I. It’s a little tight but we fit.
Neewa is in the back with me and
all our gear is behind us. She’s able to jump around everywhere as usual,
but lies down and sleeps next to me.
Chester
and Dad love to fish the marshes. They talk about it all the time. It’s
Dad’s all-time favorite fishing spot.
Chester
says, “There are plenty of pinion pine trees in the mountains surrounding
the marshes. The weather’s good and it’s time to harvest the pine nuts.
We’ll get bags of them.”
Chester
’s girlfriend is Asian American with long straight black hair below her
shoulders. Marlene is very close to her family in
California
. She talks about them all the time and misses them terribly. Sometimes she
just breaks down crying because she misses them so much. When Marlene and
Chester
are together they look like brother and sister, same color skin, hair,
everything.
I’m telling
Chester
and Marlene about Neewa and the pumpkin pies that disappeared, they laugh and
laugh.
“We still can’t figure out how
she got up on the counter?” I say, interested to hear
Chester
’s ideas.
Chester
says, “Maybe she flew up onto the counter like a ghost.”
We all laugh and laugh riding down
the road.
I have pine nuts dancing in my head
as I fall asleep on the eve of our trip. I think the real reason we are going
to the marshes is because it has eight-pound brown trout all through its
canals and ponds.
The Ruby Lake Reserve is a National
Wildlife Refuge. People go there to camp, bird watch, hunt, and fish.
The Native Americans that live
around here call it the Ruby Marshes. That is what they called it before
anyone else even knew about it. It was designated a federal park in 1938 by
President Franklin D. Roosevelt.
But before that, Indians migrated
through the area for hundreds of years, hunting and gathering food for
survival. They moved South to North with the good weather, following the
seasons. These people were known as hunter-gatherers.
The drive to the marshes will take
four hours through desolate, barren desert.
The desert is teaming with life. At
first glance it looks like there isn’t anything going on out here. But in
the mountain deserts life is everywhere if you know where to look. There are
prairie dogs, mule deer, and antelope to name a few. So far this trip I saw a
gopher, rabbits and a rare roadrunner. And there are insects, lots of
mosquitoes and beetles.
Beautiful birds are hidden
everywhere in the desert. Hummingbirds drink the pollen from the desert
flowers, while hawks circle above looking for prey. Eagles too patrol the
scrub forests and the desert looking for dinner or a snack. And there are
plenty of buzzards waiting to clean up whatever old and dead animal is
leftover.
The predators like the coyote, fox,
and even wolves roam the desert. They look for mice, moles, and prairie dogs.
Animals in the food chain finish every morsel they can get and devour every
last bit. Any carcass out here is picked clean, right down to the bones. Even
the flies and maggots make sure nothing is left to eat. There is no time to
waste in the desert. It’s first come first serve.
Many species of desert flowers grow
here. There are Yucca, Buckwheat, Ruby Mountain Primrose, Monte Neva
Paintbrush, Milk Vetch, and Scorpion Flowers. After a rainstorm, the desert
comes alive. Flowers bloom and grasses dye the rolling hills and color the
desert landscape.
Dad complains, “The prairie dogs
run across the road just as I get close. Are they playing chicken with our
van?”
“Squish, Splat. Oh no, I hit that
one!” Dad screeches.
He looks in the rear view mirror.
We all turn to survey the remains of the poor little prairie dog.
Chester
says, “John I’m going to tell you how to avoid the suicidal prairie
dogs.”
Everyone laughs.
Dad says, “Just as I pass, it
runs out into the road. It’s crazy. Stay on the side of the road! You nutty
prairie dog.”
Chester
says, “You’ll never hit one if you don’t slow down or swerve to try to
avoid it. That’s when you run one over. If you stay straight and maintain
your speed, you wont hit it. They run under the car and between the wheels.”
Chester
warns laughing, “If you slow down, speed up, or swerve? Squish, Splat, more
food for the buzzards.”
We laugh.
From now on Dad doesn’t change
direction or slow down when he sees prairie dogs run in front of the van.
Amazingly, from that moment on, he doesn’t hit another prairie dog.
About an hour away from
Ruby
Lake
we see a sign for the Park and turn onto the dirt road entrance. A marker
says, Ruby Lake Campground twenty-five miles.
It seems like forever, traveling
miles and miles through the scrub forest and sagebrush on this endless dirt
road. Dust and dirt kicks up into the air behind our van as we barrel down the
road. Finally we arrive in the park.
I didn’t see one car on the
access road here. As we turn into the camping area, it appears to be empty.
Dad declares, “Pick out a
campsite, we can take any of these, or two if you want.”
He pulls into the driveway of
campsite number nine. I let Neewa jump out my door and she disappears into the
brush. We all get out to stretch and look around. The afternoon air is crisp
and clean and I can see the marsh stretching across the valley in front of me.
On the ridge looking out over the
park Jackie yells, “Look at this, you can see everything from here, this is
the one I want.”
“There’s nobody here, just a
few motor homes over in the Motor Homes area, but no tent campers except for
us.”
You pay for the night by putting
money in envelope provided and leaving it in a wooden box at the end of the
driveway. It’s self-service camping. The park rangers come around in the
afternoon and pick up the envelope.
Stunning beauty and tranquility
surrounds me as far as I can see. I stare into the miles of marsh, with reeds
swaying and grasses blowing in the breeze that whips across the water leaving
tinny wave trails. Mountains surround us, glowing in crimson earth tones from
the sun’s rays beating down on the earth. The marsh is an enormous meadow
comprised of soft pastel colors, purple, blue, yellow, and light green blended
together.
Underneath the umbrella of flora
and fauna are vast amounts of water. But only specks of the green blue water
are visible from the angle up here.
Birds of all types pop up and then
disappear as they jump from reed to cattail, flying to and from their nests.
Like dancers they glide and leap about, taking different poses on the flowers
and tall stems. Some just hover above the marsh looking for their favorite
foods, waiting to dive in to make a grab. They feed on a wide variety of seeds
and bugs and then return to their young hidden amongst the safety of the
pallet of color.
Ducks and geese are departing and
as others come in for landings, “Splash, quack! Splash, honk honk!”
Like the runways of a modern
airport, the many landing strips are all in use at the same time. Ducks, snow
geese, and swan land and take off while two great blue heron circle above.
Gliding effortlessly, they turn and glide about.
“Neewa, Neewa, Neewa!” I call
her so she doesn’t stray too far.
Galloping toward me from a nearby
stream that feeds the marsh, she stops and shakes off the water from her coat
into the air like a sprinkler and on to my legs and feet.
“You stay close Neewa, I don’t
want you going too far,” I order sternly.
We unpack our tent and gear for the
evening. I finally pick a spot to put up my tent and prepare for the night. It
is still warm right now, but I wonder about the cold night. We have two tents
for the three of us. Jackie and I get the bigger one with the screen door and
rain cover and Dad gets the little one.
Chester
walks over to me as Neewa follows him around, “It will be cold tonight.
Bring some of the large round rocks into your tent and put it in your sleeping
bag. Here take this one. The rocks are warm from sitting in the sun all day
and they will give off heat till morning.”
Chester
and Marlene want to sleep out under the stars in just their sleeping bags. I
see
Chester
putting a lot of rocks in the two bags. Jackie and I gather rocks and put them
in.
The sandwiches we brought from home
are in the cooler. They are looking mighty good right now. I’m ready to eat,
but we are all walking to one of the ponds first.
Jackie,
Chester
, Dad, and me bring along our fishing poles as we follow the dirt trail
through the tall grass down to the marsh.
As we approach the water a
multitude of different birds come into view. Ducks are paired off and swim
about. They have vibrant iridescent colors that shimmer from the reflected
light off the water. Shiny black wings, fluorescent red heads and glowing
green and beige wings. Every size and colored bird imaginable, bright orange,
golden brown, and blue feathers are being dried and preened in every
direction.
You can actually drive your motor
home out on these access roads. There are only two other families out here
right now. One camper is parked on a canal with a quaint solitary fisherman on
the bank near by. As we approach, he becomes excited and runs up to us, wild
excitement in his eyes.
Unable to contain himself he brags,
“I already caught two five-pound brown trout.”
Turning back to his rod and reel,
he reenters the trance from which he had taken a momentary break. Totally
under the spell of the challenge of catching the creatures that lie beneath
the water, his singular transfixed gaze returns.
There is a second motor home
further out on the canal bank as each of us begins to separate, picking a
place to fish.
I love fishing, and this is the
most exciting place there is. We are hundreds of miles from any town, with
hundreds of thousands of protected acres of land.
Dad gets a hit, but can’t set the
hook.
The sun has already dropped below
the mountaintops that surround the marshes. The sky darkens as we head for
camp. Night comes as we reach our campsite worn-out from the long day.
I’m ready to finish my half eaten
sandwich, hang out by the campfire a little and then go to sleep.
Neewa lies down by my tent and
watches me. Gradually the moon, once concealed behind the mountains, begins to
light the scene around us.
Bats begin to fly their nightly
missions above, scooping up their meal of choice. There are plenty of
delicious mosquitoes, flies, and other insects to go around. Some bates eat as
many as a thousand mosquitoes in one night. There are dozens of different
types of bats out here, Silver-Haired, Allen’s Big-Eared, Spotted, Western
Red, Hoary, and Western Yellow to name a few.
Tonight the sky is clear and full
of millions of stars. They look like candles burning, flickering in the night.
I can see the Milky Way stretching from horizon to horizon. The planets are
easy to pick out. They shine like spotlights. And summer and fall
constellations extend across the sky like a bracelet around the heavens.
The stars are brighter because we
are in the middle of nowhere. There are no towns, homes, or anything within
fifty miles.
Chester
, Jackie, Neewa, and myself sit by the fire.
Chester
begins to tell a tale his Grandfather told him when he was a boy.
He looks at us and begins, “The
name of the story is, Coyote and the Monster.” A long, long time ago, people
did not yet inhabit the earth. A monster walked upon the land, eating all the
animals except Coyote. Coyote was angry that his friends were gone. He climbed
the tallest mountain and tied himself to the top. Coyote called upon the
monster, challenging it to try to eat him. The monster sucked in all the air,
hoping to pull in Coyote with its powerful breath. But the ropes were too
strong. The monster tried many other ways to get Coyote off the mountain, but
it was no use. Realizing that Coyote was sly and clever, the monster thought
of a new plan. It would befriend Coyote and invite him to stay at its home.
Before the visit began, Coyote said that he wanted to visit his friends and
asked if he could enter the monster's stomach to see them. The monster allowed
this. Once inside the monster, Coyote cut out its heart and set fire to its
insides. His friends were freed.
Then Coyote decided to make a new
animal. He flung pieces of the monster in the four directions. Wherever the
pieces landed, a new tribe of Indians emerged. He ran out of body parts before
he could create a new human animal on the site where the monster had lain. He
used the monster's blood, which was still on his hands, to create the Nez
Perce, who would be strong and good.
On that note I turn and walk to my
tent, “And thanks for the bloody monster story just before I go to sleep.
Are you trying to creep me out?”
“Ha ha ha ha, he he he he,” We
all laugh.
“Yeah, thanks
Chester
,” Jackie adds.
We get into our sleeping bags, zip,
zip.
I peer out of the screen door of
the tent into the marsh and beyond. A quarter crescent moon begins to poop up
over the mountaintop, large and bright, so close, I can reach out and pull it
from the sky. That’s when I hear it, as the moon glistens on the water of
the marshlands.
“Owwww, Ow, owww,” The howling
begins as if on queue, like the beginning of a horror movie.
That first cry comes from the dark
shadows of the mountains, where the moon’s light doesn’t reach, but not
far from the shimmering reflection on the water before me.
Suddenly, another lament comes from
the North end of the marsh, “Owwww, Ow, owwwwww, Owwww, Ow, owwwwww.”
Neewa begins sniffing the air, her
nose pointing straight up.
I think this could be the end, she
will surely run away and go back to the wilderness. Fear spreads through my
body.
“It’s as if they are asking
each other questions and then answering,” I whisper to Jackie beside me.
I yell in the direction of
Chester
and Marlene’s sleeping bags, “What are they?”
Moments pass like minutes when
Chester
comes to the campfire near our tent, “They are coyote. Don’t worry, they
won’t bother us.”
Chester
hesitates and nods at Neewa laughing, “I wasn’t counting on having one of
the coyotes here in camp, ha ha ha.”
It’s difficult for me to read
Chester
’s laugh. He’s not afraid, that I know. It seems like he’s always
laughing at some irony in the world. Like it’s his destiny in life to look
at things around him and see the humor, sadness, or joy in them. It’s as if
he thinks he is here in this world temporarily, a kind of a layover.
The coyote’s conversation
continues like a song, echoing in every direction filling me with beautiful
lyrics, followed by fear.
My head is up, ears alert, and my
eyes are as wide open as a full moon. My body tightens as adrenalin flows.
I’m ready to run or fight for my life. But out here there isn’t anywhere
to run.
Sarcastically, I grumble back at
Chester
, “Yeah right, I’m in a tent in the middle of nowhere and coyote’s are
howling all around me. Oh! Not to worry, he says. They won’t hurt you, he
says.” I look at him, “Are you crazy?”
Chester
adds, “They are far away, they only sound nearby. They won’t come any
closer. Not as long as we have this fire going.”
Neewa raises her nose into the air,
inhaling their scent.
“Owww, Owww Owwwwwww!” Neewa
lets out a coyote howl the likes of which I’ve never heard before.
Neewa is talking with them and
using perfect pitch and tone. My eyes begin to blink nervously,
uncontrollably, even faster then my hands are shaking from the fear spreading
through my body. I will lose her. This is it, surely she will run away to be
with her own kind.
I break down sobbing
uncontrollably. Quickly before anyone sees, I wipe the tears from my eyes and
cheeks with the cuff of my sweatshirt wrapped around the back of my hand.
Neewa is chained to a near by tree,
stirring and pacing. She stares into the darkness beyond the moonlight, as if
she sees her cousins moving about, securing positions, surrounding us.
Shimmying over the warm rocks in my
sleeping bag, I lift myself out of the tent and walk to her. I check her
collar to make sure she cannot slip away. I pull her close to me to break the
spell she is in, tears fall to my cheeks.
“Will she run away?” I ask
Chester
who is sitting by the fire, after having built it up for the long night ahead.
“No she will not run away, Neewa
will keep them away from us.”
Chester
warns walking away, “Don’t let her off that chain.”
After returning to my sleeping bag,
I curl up with the stones, warm from the long day’s sun. Stars are shinning
brightly through the tent’s screen door. Jackie and Dad are asleep already.
I toss and turn, and then settle down again, trying to sleep.
“Ah,” I sigh.
My eyes begin to close, then open,
and close. Neewa howls a few more times in the background. A few more howls
come from the mountains and across the marsh. But even that doesn’t keep me
awake. Except for the frogs and crickets calling in the night, it is quiet
again and I fall asleep.
***
Morning arrives and before I know
it, it’s getting light out as I wake up on our hill overlooking the vast
Ruby Marshes. The mist hangs over the water. The sun begins to rise, unveiling
the ruby glow of the mountains around us.
Hurriedly I look over at Neewa, she
is still here. She whines signaling me she is ready to get off the chain and
go for her morning run. I let her go with great apprehension as she disappears
into the brush.
“Neewa stay close, don’t go
running off!” I demand.
I walk to the campfire, a deep
frown of worry on my forehead.
“Bread and coffee for breakfast,
yum, that’s my favorite. Dad how long have you been awake?”
“Oh just a little while. Here
Christina try some of this.”
“Hum, that is good,” I smack my
lips.
“I call it campfire toast and
jam. Can you go wake Jackie?”
“She’s up, on her way back from
the outhouse,” I answer.
Jackie joins us, everyone sips
coffee and munches on toast and jam.
“So, are we going pine nut
hunting or fishing?” Jackie asks.
The fog begins to burn off the blue
green water.
“So
Chester
, where do you think we can start gathering the pine nuts?” Dad asks.
“On our way into the park I saw a
pine forest about two miles from here. That’s where we can start.”
Piling into the van we drive a
couple miles and stop near a hill covered with dark green pine trees. After we
pull the van off the road, we get out.
I look around, “So this is where
we will find the pine nuts.”
Neewa runs off into the forest, she
cannot help herself. She follows her nose into the forest.
All of us walk the hundred or so
yards to the middle of this mountain and plan our strategy.
Chester
directs Jackie, Dad and me up the ridge. While he and Marlene go toward the
lower end of the mountain.
Dad, Jackie, and I start up the
hill in front of us, headed for higher elevations. I’m in the middle of a
deserted forest with no one around me for miles. Of course there are probably
wild coyote, deer, lots of prairie dogs, and who knows what else out here.
“I think Neewa is looking for her
uncles and cousins,” I huff and puff catching my breath as we ascend, “The
ones she was talking to last night.”
Dad is already ahead of us, leading
the way up the ridge.
The trees are scruffy, short and in
small groups of five or six. Pruned by the strong whipping winds coming off
the desert, they resemble twenty-foot Japanese Bonsai trees.
Walking on sandy dirt, ledge rock,
and an occasional patch of Moss or Lichen, we march on. Between the rock
crevasses are clumps of grass and wild flowers. Brittle and dry twigs crackle
under my sneakers.
Seeds are brought here by animals
or scattered about by the wind. Some fall on the steep slopes and grow while
others end up in soil made of decaying pine needles and windblown dust. Still
others are brought by the infrequent rain runoff. The trees here seem to be
able to grow anchored to the rocks.
According to
Chester
the growing and harvesting of pine nuts is supposed to work like this. Each
pinion pine tree grows hundreds of pinecones with seeds in them called pine
nuts. As the pinecones mature they fall from the tree and open like pedals of
a blooming flower. Inside the pinecone scales are pine nuts ready to be eaten.
Jackie and I reach the first pine
trees and run under them beaming with excitement and the anticipation of
discovery. Beneath the trees are pinecones, but there are no pine nuts. We
move quickly to pick up more of the cones on the ground, but again no nuts.
Out of breath from the incline I run to the next grove of trees gathering up
more cones. As I break them apart with my hands, the dry cones yield nothing
but dust.
“Jackie,” I query, “Did you
find any pine nuts?”
“No, no pine nuts, there are
pinecones but no nuts in them.”
I pick up a couple of pinecones and
squeeze them in my hands. They are brittle and crumple into pieces. The broken
identical scales are about a half-inch long and a quarter-inch wide.
Looking over at Jackie, “Yuck!
There are bugs in these cones.”
Dusting off the flakes from my
hands, I run frenzied to the next tree and pick up more cones. Breaking them
apart one by one I expect to see beautiful pine nuts falling gently into my
hands. But instead I get more bugs and toss this aside. Rubbing my hands till
all the junk is gone, I stand still, exasperated, and stare off into the
valley.
The sun is hot and there is little
wind. The only relief from the heat is the shade of these trees. The sand in
the baron sections of the slopes around us reflect the suns ray’s at us. I
feel sweat dripping from my brow and beading up on my lip.
“Jackie, maybe we’re doing
something wrong? What if we are supposed to pick the pinecones from the tree?
Before they hit the ground and the bugs get them.”
“Maybe the bugs are eating the
pine nuts?”
Dad walks by complaining, “I
can’t find any pine nuts. You?”
“No,” We answer in agreement.
“Just bugs,” I add.
He walks away toward a stand of
trees just above us on the slopping hillside warning, “Be careful climbing
those trees.”
Lucky thing, these are scrub pine
trees. We are in a forest full of the shortest full-grown trees. The trees
don’t grow more then fifteen feet high because the harsh winds prune the
limbs and branches before they grow too long.
With no ladder or anything to stand
on, Jackie cups her hands together and gives me a boost up into a tree. This
would never work back East where the trees are ten times bigger.
I pull myself up onto the first
branch and sit. Then reach down to help Jackie up. Perched on the lowest
branches, we start plucking pinecones and tossing them down on the ground.
After a good amount land below us, we jump down from the tree. One by one we
methodically bludgeon and pry open the new cones. I twist and squeeze them,
anticipating finding what I’m looking for. Struggling, fighting to obtain
their bounty of delicious oval white nuts.
“No pine nuts,” I frown
throwing the remnants of the cones onto the ground.
“No pine nuts,” Jackie adds
disgusted.
It’s clear to Jackie and I, there
are no pine nuts here. Well, we’re pretty sure there aren’t any.
We give up on the pine nut hunt and
sit in the shade, throwing rocks down the hill. They roll and bump over the
outcrops of stone and fall over the ledge, out of sight.
I’ve not seen or heard Neewa in a
while as I get that sinking feeling.
I stand, “Neewa, Neewa, come
Neewa,” I call out.
After hesitating and taking a deep
breath I shout, “Neewa, Neewa.”
Jackie whistles, “Whewwwwwwwww,
whewwwwww.”
“I wish I could whistle like
you,” I lament looking at her.
Waving my hands in the air at her,
“Listen Jackie, stop whistling, listen. I hear something. It’s her
yelping.”
Her bark grows louder and louder,
echoing over the mountainside. I anticipate her running over the ridge and
jumping up on me.
“Come girl, come on Girl!” Out
of the blue she careens into us, stopping our feet as she gallops by almost
bowling us over. Her paws spread wide as she grippes the Earth, and sand flies
up into my face. Her muscles tighten to control her turn.
I’m so happy to see her you’d
think we were separated for days, not hours. I cuddle her, patting her head,
and stroking her soft coat. She positions herself against my knee, signaling
me to scratch her behind the ears, which I do.
From the rock face where we stand,
we begin walking up the ridge. Neewa quickly takes point leading us along the
rocky terrain. After a few moments she runs off again, nose to the ground,
having picked up a scent. She is on the hunt, sniffing along the surface of
the dirt stalking her prey.
We meander along occasionally
checking a pinecone or two, not wanting to give up. Continuing on our hike, we
are high above the road we left this morning. I spot a grove of trees and head
for shade.
“What
are those trees up there?” I point looking to Jackie for an answer.
“Juniper, they are Juniper trees,
a coniferous evergreen tree native to high mountain desert forests,” The
botanist in the family explains.
We reach the shade of the juniper
grove, finally getting out of the sun’s direct rays. Tired from the day’s
events, I look for a place to sit and rest a while.
I pay no attention to Jackie as she
inspects, shakes, and smells something in her hands.
“Look at these purple berries
from these trees and the little brown nuts I found on the ground. What are
they?”
Jackie begins rolling the little
round things in her hand, “The purple berries from the tree are the size of
green peas. Inside the berries are these beige nuts that look like little
acorns. The beige acorn seeds were once covered in a purple layer. But the
coating dries and falls off, leaving these little nuts.”
Jackie displays a handful of the
nuts and giggles, “Dad look. I found these under the Juniper trees over
there, they have holes in one end.”
Standing shoulder-to-shoulder, each
of us takes a nut from Jackie’s hand. A thorough inspection concludes that
every one of the nuts is about the size of a pencil eraser, about five
centimeters. And each one is the shape of a very tiny apple. We stand
inspecting the little nuts.
“Jackie your hands are
disgusting,” We laugh, as I look down at my own too. “Yuck!” They are
covered in the same smudges of pine tar and dirt rubbed in. It’s stuck to my
skin like glue at a crafts table. I try to peel it off by scraping it with a
stick, then a rock. But it’s no use, it is dried on like cement.
Dad has sweat dripping from his
head, and his shirt is wet around the collar and back. By now Jackie and I are
both wishing we had worn shorts. But it was so cold this morning, and who
would’ve thought it would be this hot so early. It seems to be getting
hotter by the minute.
I check the back of my hand. A nut
is stuck between my fingers. Scrutinizing it, an incredibly perfect round hole
in the middle of the top. And it is so deep it goes almost all the way through
to the bottom. I hold it up to my eye to see if I can peer inside. The curious
hole in the nut makes it look like a tiny apple that’s been cored. But
it’s not cored all the way through. Nope, instead the one-centimeter wide
tunnel ends just before the bottom.
Strangely centered, each hole seems
to be in the exact same location on each and every nut. Perplexed, again I
hold the juniper nut to my eye, looking into the dark hole searching for a
revelation as to how and why it is there?
“How did the hole get there
Dad?”
Dad shakes his head, “I don’t
know, maybe that’s the way they are?”
Jackie declares, “Show Chester,
he will know. I’ll collect a bunch of them. I’m sure they are juniper
nuts, but how the heck did that hole get there?”
Dad and Jackie begin gathering nuts
sitting under the juniper trees. It’s too hot to be moving around now.
Minutes pass as I gaze into the blue sky and flora covered marshes in the
distance. We share several gulps of water from our canteen and chill.
“I’m going to look for Neewa,”
I announce walking away from them, “Where are you guys going to be?”
Jackie answers, “We’ll be right
here under these shady trees.”
“Stay here,” I say, “So I can
find you when I get back.”
Jackie calls back to me as I
disappear from sight, “Ok we’ll be waiting.”
Walking up the ridge, I feel the
freedom of being on my own. I’m alone in the wilderness with no one else
around for miles.
I wonder what happen here long ago?
Could I possibly be the first human to walk through this forest in thousands
of years? Maybe I’m the only human that ever traveled here. Most likely
Indians trekked here in the last hundred years. I’m not the first nor will I
be the last.
Neanderthal man camped here a
hundred thousand years ago. He probably lived in a nearby cave and painted the
walls. It would be so cool to find one of those caves and discover paintings
never seen before.
Approaching the top of the hill, I
call out, “Neewa, Neewa come.”
Slipping back into my imagination,
I wonder if buffalo once roamed here. They came to drink water at the marsh
and eat the grass.
Buffalo
could’ve been hunted right here where I’m standing. Maybe this was once a
buffalo jump, where buffalo were herded together and then stampeded off a
cliff.
Ancient man used to kill the
buffalo this way. They chased the buffalo around and around in the canyon
getting them all worked up. As the buffalo got more excited, they were
stampeded towards a cliff and then over the edge. They died or were so badly
injured it was easy for the hunters to finish them off at the bottom.
In a history book I read, it said
as many as a hundred buffalo would go off a cliff at once. Indians waited near
the bottom and killed the ones that lived with spears and knives. It was
gruesome.
Indians used all of the buffalo for
one thing or another. It was their custom not to waste anything. Clothing was
made from the skins. Some hides were made into blankets while others were used
to cover their tipis. Meat was dried into jerky so it would not spoil in the
summer. And in the winter, the meat was kept frozen underground.
Rambling along I daydreaming about
the Piute, Washoe, and Gosh Ute Indians that once roamed these lands. I wonder
how they survived gathering roots and berries, and hunting mule deer, and
other animals.
These mule deer out West are
similar to the white tail deer back East. Except the mule deer is bigger, much
bigger and their antlers are twice the size. Other than that they have the
same colored fur and just about everything else.
Quiet as a mouse, I approach the
highest rocky peak on this mountain. Jumping from rock to rock, I skip along
forgetting were I am and what I’m doing here.
All of a sudden, I hear a thud and
feel a vibration under my feet. It travels up through my knees and legs.
Startled, I look up at the blue
western sky dotted with white fluffy clouds. The sun glares back into my eyes.
Suddenly I focus on a pair of eyes
looking at me. Around those eyes is the face of a mule deer, motionless, just
twenty feet in front of me. Surrounding the massive buck’s antlers is
blinding sunlight obscuring his body. His eyes are the color of rusted steel
and his ears white as snow. His black nostrils are flared wide open in his
shiny wet nose dripping, he exhales snorting spray to the ground at my feet.
My heart pounds as he looks through
me, neither of us can believe their eyes. I am frozen, unable to move for what
seems like seconds, but is only tenths of an instant. Fixed on his, I blink my
eyes.
But he’s gone. Disappeared as if
by magic. My mind floods with questions. Did I see what I think I saw? Where
did he go?
He must have jumped through the
air, soaring out of sight. I remain still, waiting to feel the vibration as he
lands, listening past the hilltop breeze for the sound of his hooves striking
the ground, galloping in retreat. But I feel nothing, only the wind softly
whistling in my ear and the sun warming my flush skin.
Was it an illusion? Maybe I
imagined the massive stag with giant antlers and piercing eyes. Perhaps it was
the branches of a tree hanging down, not antlers. Possibly the deer’s head
was a rock shaped by the wind and rain to look like the head of a deer. Or
maybe I just invented the whole thing.
“I’ll find out!” I streak to
where he stood in a split second.
Atop the mountains highest point, I
stare down from my new location at the unseen valley before me. No trees block
my view. Nor is the scant brush higher than my ankles. The wind swept baron
moonscape has little to obscure his escape route. There are no juniper or
pinion pine trees blocking my view.
Nothing is moving on the lifeless
terrain. No rustling bushes or dried lifeless grasses swaying. Neither is
there dust kicked up into the air to reveal his path of escape.
“Where are you?” I shout
stomping my feet.
Scanning from left to right, then
right to left covering every possible direction of his getaway. But I see no
buck, not solitary deer on his way home from the marsh. No heard of deer
feeding on the hillside to which he might have belonged.
“Nothing,” I repeat,
“Nothing?”
Even the wind that gives flight to
hawks and vultures is still. I kneel down for a ground level view to look out
over the motionless vista, but nothing stirs.
Maybe he’s hiding somewhere, like
lions do in the tall grasses of
Africa
, blending in with the colors around them. Invisible I thought, just waiting
for me to walk away and then he will continue on his path.
After a while, regrettably there is
no living creature to be seen anywhere. Whatever it was or is, it’s gone
now.
That’s when I spot them, on the
ground right in front of me, right where he stood.
I whisper, “Antlers.”
They seem unreal, out of place, as
if they were put there, positioned upright, not shed or dropped.
Again I glance back down the barren
hillside straining to see the buck, but he is not there.
Quickly, I glance back at the
antlers. Much to my surprise they are still there. I rub my eyes and focus,
but the two perfectly symmetrical antlers do not disappear. They remain
upright.
So large are the antlers, some
three feet across, they would only fit upon a great stag.
I circle them, inspecting every
detail, every sharp point. Unable to resist any longer I kneel down and touch
one of the smooth grooves on a shaft and run my finger up the edge jumping
from tip to tip, counting eight points each.
Overcome with the desire to hold
one, I lift an antler into my arms. The shear weight and girth almost bowls me
over. I have to quickly regain my balance to keep from falling over.
Then it occurred to me, I
couldn’t just leave them here and walk away. They shouldn’t just stay here
where no one will see them. Someone should keep them for themselves.
Maybe they belong here in the
wilderness with the wind, sun, and earth. After all this is where they have
been. They belong to no one. No one owns them. There are no possessions out
here. I don’t know what to do?
Suddenly, I hear the sound of
something rushing straight at me.
Turning anxiously toward it,
waiting, “Neewa Crap, You scared the hell out of me!”
My eyes shoot from Neewa back to
antlers and back to Neewa again.
“Neewa,” my voice loud,
“Where have you been?” I hold her face close to mine and look into her
eyes, “Did you see that buck?” She pulls away and jumps up on me. I
scratch her head behind the ears. Paws thrusting forward, she pushes off me
and jumps down.
Running around, she rubs her ribs
against my knees signaling me to scratch her on the top of her head. I
promptly comply.
In a few seconds she and I are side
by side on our way down the mountain to find Jackie and Dad.
“Neewa, I saw this immense
buck?” I tell her.
Our pace quickens down the hill.
She runs out in front leading the way.
Antlers are awkward to carry. I’m
having a hard time not sticking myself in one place or another. Carrying both
of them, I almost fall for the third time. It would be like falling on a bunch
of sharp daggers. In no time I would bleed to death. Great! What an ending to
our camping trip.
I can hear the reporter now,
“Christina was mortally injured today when she fell on a deer antler while
hiking at
Ruby
Lake
.”
Yeah,
Ruby
Lake
where no man has walked for ten thousand years, Ha! Carefully, I meander to
the grove of Juniper trees where Dad and Jackie were last seen collecting
nuts. They are still relaxing in the shade, waiting for me.
“Look! Look at these!” Neewa
runs over to Dad and Jackie for pets and hugs.
“What are they?” Jackie
doesn’t know what they are.
“Antlers, they’re deer
antlers,” I reply.
“Wow,” Dad cries out as he
jumps to his feet. He takes one off my hands before I impale myself.
I begin to recount the whole story
as we walk down to the van. Nothing, not one detail do I leave out. I begin
with how I felt the pulsation of the deer’s hooves through the ground. And
then I describe the mule deer buck looking right at me, eyes bugged out,
snorting snot. Then I describe how he vanished into thin air and how I tried
to find it, but to no avail. Lastly, how I ran to the ridge to exactly where
the great buck had stood and looked everywhere. And then stumbled upon the
antlers.
After that, no one said a word or
spoke of the antlers again until we arrived at the van.
Jackie is all excited about the
juniper seeds and can’t wait to ask
Chester
about them.
I’m anxious about the antlers and
whether I did the right thing by taking them. How will I explain it to
Chester
? And will
Chester
believe my story? What about how the buck vanished and the antlers remained
where he stood.
This is really silly no one will
ever believe this story. I’m not sure Jackie and Dad believes it.
Chester
will think I imagined it for sure.
Dad, Jackie, and me are at the van
when
Chester
and Marlene arrive.
Chester
shrugs his shoulders, “No pine nuts, we didn’t find any pine nuts. We
found empty pinecones and plenty of bugs in pinecones, but no pine nuts. How
about you guys?”
“We didn’t find any pine nuts
either,” I reply looking at them.
Jackie runs up to
Chester
with a hand full of juniper nuts, “Look at these, we found them under the
trees on the ridge.”
She holds out her hand for
Chester
and Marlene to inspect. They each take a couple of the nuts in their hands.
Marlene says, “I have no idea
what they are, we don’t have them in
Chicago
,” She giggles.
Marlene giggles a lot.
Chester
rolls one between his thumb and pointer fingers. “Juniper nuts, these are so
cool, look at the light beige color around the top and the deep brown on the
rest of the nut. It looks like a tiny acorn.”
Jackie impatient and overly
excited, “The hole, what about the hole? How did it get there?”
Chester
grins, “The prairie dog uses his tooth to eat the middle of the nut.”
Dad exclaimed, “No way! That’s
impossible, you are kidding right?”
Chester
continues, “No, no kidding, the prairie dog places the Juniper nut in the
right position in his mouth. And then with his hollow sharp front tooth, he
bites down on the nut. The hollow tooth takes the meat out of the center of
the nut and the prairie dog eats it. Then he throws away the rest. That’s
how the nut gets the hole in it.
Jackie looks perplexed, not knowing
what to say. She just holds the nut up to her eye and looks at it.
Dad is still a non-believer and
mutters, “I don’t believe that. It’s impossible, each hole is exactly
the same.”
Chester
laughs, “That’s how they do it.”
Jackie asks, “Why doesn’t the
hole go all the way through?”
Chester
laughs, he’s always laughing, “Their tooth is not long enough.”
Dad continues to be skeptical, “I
just can’t believe it, I’ve never heard of such a thing.”
Chester
makes his point, “I swear on my Chief.”
I have never heard
Chester
say that before. Though I can tell by the way he said it, he’s serious. The
Chief is the most reverent figure in the tribe, kind of like the Queen of
England.
One time I was on the reservation
and a bunch of kids were playing football. An argument broke out over an out
of bounds call one of the players made. The squabble was about to come to
blows between two kids when the kid who called the ball out said, I swear on
my Chief. Everyone looked at each other, stopped arguing and walked back to
their positions to continue the game. The argument was over, no one even
mentioned it again.
After hearing
Chester
say that, Dad stops his opposition and without hesitation says, “Wow! That
is most amazing natural freaky thing I’ve ever heard of.”
I begin talking a mile a minute
interrupting everyone, “
Chester
listen to this, I saw this massive deer, a buck, his silhouette was surrounded
by the sunlight. He was only ten feet away from me. His eyes were locked onto
mine. I could hardly believe it. I watched him stare back at me. We both stood
motionless, eyes transfixed on each other.
I blinked my eyes still looking
right at him, and he disappeared! Right in front of my eyes, gone, vanished.
I thought he jumped over the ridge
so I ran up to where he stood and looked everywhere, but I saw no deer and
nothing moving anywhere.”
Chester
’s eyes become as wide as light bulbs as I pull the antlers from the trunk
of the van, “I found these antlers lying right where he stood.”
He cries out, “You found those,
you lucky duck, all by yourself, no one else?”
“Yes, yes, no one else, all by
myself,” I exclaim.
Chester
becomes serious, “This is a really important question. Were the antlers
standing straight up?”
“Yes, Yes, they were pointing
straight up, as if placed,” I reply, my voice shaking.
There is silence.
Chester
looks at each of us and then at the antlers again. He appears to be trying to
make a decision as to whether or not to tell us what he’s thinking.
Chester
grumbles with his head down as if revealing a secret, “You saw the Spirit
Deer.”
“What is that?” I sigh knowing
for sure that I had no business taking the antlers off the mountain.
“It’s the Spirit Deer,”
Chester
declares smiling, “He left the antlers to kill the bear. Bear will trip and
fall onto the antlers and die when they pierce his heart.”
Chester
continues, “Listen to me, I will tell you the Indian legend, A Buck And A
Bear. The story goes something like this. A bear with two cubs and a buck with
two fawns shared the forest. The bear trapped the buck and ate it for dinner.
The two fawns were angry at the bear for eating their father. To get revenge,
the fawns tricked the bear into killing and eating its own cubs. Now the bear
wanted payback for this trick and chased the two fawns into the forest.
At this time the great buck’s
spirit returned from the Spirit World as the Spirit Deer to revenge his own
death and to protect his fawns. Spirit Deer appeared before his children, the
fawns, and told them to lead the bear across a rickety bridge onto a nearby
island.
The bear followed the scent the
fawns purposely laid down. On the other side of the bridge the Spirit Deer
placed its antlers pointing straight up.
Stork, an ally to Spirit Deer stood
in the water next to the wobbly bridge made from logs, sticks, and mud. As the
bear began to cross the bridge stork pulled a single twig from the bottom. The
unsound bridge fell apart and the bear tripped, stumbled, and fell onto the
antlers. They pierced his heart and killed him instantly.
It is the Spirit Deer’s alliance
with the wise Stork that enabled him to kill the bear. Indian legend has it
that the same Spirit Deer still roams this forest setting traps for the
bear.”
“
Chester
, am I in trouble? Should I have left the antlers back in the forest?” I
shudder.
Chester
looking somewhat puzzled answers, “No Christina you are not in trouble. You
came face to face with Spirit Deer.”
“Should I put them back now, the
antlers? I can put them back.” I know where I found them.
“No, you must keep them. He gave
them to you to teach you two lessons. One is not to be tricked by a bear. And
two, make alliances with the stork. That is what you must learn from the gift
of the Spirit Deer.”
Chester
spoke with a puzzled look on his face, “Maybe you will be a powerful chief
some day and wear these antlers at a Pow Wow in the Deer Dance.”
I slump down into a sitting
position next to the car with one antler in my hands, “
Chester
my head is spinning with spirits and legends. I saw the Deer Dance at the Pow
Wow, a Chief turned into the Spirit Deer.”
Nothing more is said, we all get in
the van and head back to our campsite. It was a quiet ride.
Arriving at our campsite, we pack
up our tents and cooking stuff, and drive away headed home.
I’m still anxious about keeping
the antlers. Maybe they belong where I found them, on that ridge overlooking
the marshes and the valley on the other. I should never have taken them. They
belong in the forest. They are not mine.
Oh my god, I’m going to torture
myself about this for the entire ride home.
When I get home I’m going to give
those antlers a thorough going over in the lab. They must have some kind of
supernatural power. After all that was a Spirit Deer.
I still can’t believe we came all
the way out here with no meters or cameras. I should’ve at least brought an
EMF meter or something, even the thermal infrared camera. Though I never would
have caught that deer, he was too fast. I saw him for not even a second. If I
even saw him at all.
It’s late when we arrive back in
town. We drop off
Chester
and Marlene first and then go straight home.
As we pull into the driveway I call
out, “Shower.” That’s a clue not to mess with me as there is only one
shower and I’m getting it first before Jackie uses up all the hot water.
With hot water pouring all over me,
I begin to feel human again. There were no showers at
Ruby
Lake
and the bathrooms are primitive, which means they are outhouses, pretty awful.
This time Jackie has to wait until
I’m done, then she can take her bath, she loves her baths.
Oh crap, morning is here already. I
sit on the side of my bed, throwing on my cloths. And run out the door to
catch my school bus.
Whew, I barely made it. Today is
the last day of school for the year, thank God. Sitting in my usual seat, I
look around at my schoolmates. All of who are still strangers.
My stop is the last one before we
get to school. Today I’ll walk through all my classes, give back all my
books, and clean out my locker. No parties to go to, no signing yearbooks, and
definitely no crying in the hallway. I’ve done this before. Then it will be
time to go home.
I’ve been in this town for a
year, its time to leave. I really miss all my friends, Grandma and Grandpa
too. Maybe Mom will be back from
Canada
when we get home. I can’t wait to tell her all the cool stuff I’ve been
doing. But first,
California
, I have to go to
California
and see the Pacific Ocean and
San Francisco
.
We can do lots of ghost hunting on
our way to
California
.
It will be the adventure of a
lifetime.
Dad has a pretty good job waiting
for him in
New Jersey
. He says he’ll be working by the
Delaware Bay
at a government office. But if that doesn’t work out, his old boss in
Maryland
said he is welcome to come back there.
Maryland
is only three hours from home. At least, I’ll be a lot closer to home.
New Jersey
would be all right for a year or two, but I don’t want to stay in
New Jersey
for the rest of my life either. I’m not going to college near home, that’s
for sure, anywhere but there.
My plan is either to live with
Grandma in
Florida
or my uncle in
California
.
“Hey Dad, did you ever check out
that recording of Neewa eating the pumpkin pies?”
“No, I forgot all about it.”
Dad asks, “What about the
antlers, did you check them out?”
“Yeah the antlers have nothing, I
put the EMF meter on them and a few other meters too, but no readings at all,
nothing. They’re packed in one of the boxes ready to go back East.”
Dad suggests, “I can queue up the
Flying Neewa eating pumpkin pies tape. I have to download all those files onto
my pc anyway. You want to help me?”
“Sure lets do it,” I answer
enthusiastically.
In short order, Dad has everything
set up. The camera, and hot wire are already connected to the computer.
He sits in front of the pc, “Ok
click download, now click camera, capture, save, okay, now publish.”
I wait till the entire file is
finished.
“We got it,” The file is saved
to the desktop.
“Dad play it back,” anxious to
see the tape, “Hurry up.”
“Ok Christina watch this, I have
some stuff to do.”
When Neewa tripped the motion
detector the camera was lying on its side. In the frame is Neewa already on
the countertop with the view flipped ninety degrees.
The video of Neewa shows her eating
the pies all right, but only a partial view. I can see a portion of her ivory
white fur in the foreground and part of one pumpkin pie. I cannot see her
eating the other two pies though, but I can hear her.
As I continue watching the tape,
Neewa sniffs the camera and licks the lens. She can hear the camera running.
Now I hear her swallowing the
pieces of pie, gobbling them down. It’s almost like she is consuming the
whole pumpkin pie at once. Then the pie plate in view is being licked.
Another pie plate on the counter
rattles around like a thunderstorm as she cleans that one off. Then plates hit
the floor and Neewa jumps down to finish up the rest. The sound of her pawing
and slapping down a plate and then licking it clean is woefully familiar. I
listen to the next pie plate being cleaned.
The kitchen window in the
background was about the only other thing I could see. All the sounds of
Neewa’s feast are recorded, right up until the camera shuts itself off.
Turns out there are no pictures of Neewa levitating onto the three-foot high
counter top. I’ll never prove that she flew. Still I wonder how in the world
did she get up there?
The phone rings, I pick it up
holding it inches from my ear, wondering who could this be? It’s Diane on
the other end inviting Jackie and me to come over to her house and do some
beading. Don’t forget to bring Neewa she says before hanging up.
I’m excited about beading, “Dad
met us at Diane’s at four o’clock.”
Jackie and I start walking over to
the “colony”. That’s what they call it.
I like Heather but she is the
medicine woman of the tribe, and sometimes she gives me the creeps. I want Dad
to be there with me when I’m there or I will be totally freaked out.
Remember what happen the last time
we were at Heather’s house? There was that fierce windstorm that scared the
crap out of me. We were outside, covered in sand, and that dust devil came
flying into Heather’s yard, chasing us into the house.
Heather said it was an evil Spirit
Devil in the dust devil that wanted to posses me. But Heather protected us
with her powders, throwing the sacred stuff all over us and into the
woodstove. Oh my God, that was too creepy.
Heather said in a really weird
voice, “Go devil, leave us you demon.”
I can’t get those words out of my
head.
Maybe it was Heather who made the
dust storm with the evil Spirit Devil. I don’t know if I should even be at
Heathers?
After it was over, Heather gave us
herbs to protect us from evil. I wish I had them in my pocket right now. But
they are packed away with my clothes, with the antlers, and all our ghost
hunting equipment. Except for the stuff that goes back to Dad’s work. He’s
going to return all of it at the end of the week, his last day of work.
Neewa is all excited as we arrive
at Diane and Heather’s house. I thought Neewa should wait outside with the
kids in the Diane’s neighborhood? They love to play with her. Though they
make fun of her tongue hanging out the side of her mouth.
“Neewa!” Heather exclaims
petting and hugging her, “You come right into my house, I want you here with
me.”
Diane smiles at Neewa as she holds
the door open and watches her slip in. She runs in, galloping through the
house, smelling every room, especially the kitchen, which she scourers for
scraps.
Diane motions Jackie and me to come
over to the kitchen table. She has her beading stuff on the table. We brought
her a couple of strands of yellow beads that Dad had given us. Diane places
them with all of her beads. I see bright turquoise blue, red coral, white, and
black beads. She has rolls of silky string and silver clasps in the center of
the table.
We park ourselves down and she
shows us some basic beading designs. After that we each take a sowing needle,
some fishing line, and begin stringing beads from our trays.
In silence, I look around her home.
The house has not changed since I was last here.
Using a loom is what I want to
learn. I saw some beading techniques for looms in a display at the tribal
building. Loom beading creates the most intricate designs, like ones you see
in museums and galleries.
I’m stringing beads onto a
necklace when I look up and see Diane string a small acorn like bead.
“What is that?” I ask.
She answers, “It’s a juniper
bead.”
I exclaim, “The one’s the
prairie dogs bite holes in?”
Diane looks puzzled, “Yes the
prairie dogs do bite a hole into the nut. They put a circular tunnel almost
all the way through to the end. I push a heavy sowing needle through the
bottom of the nut to make it into a bead. Then I string the juniper beads in
patterns with other beads. Here look at this one.”
Diane holds up a bracelet with
juniper nuts placed every third bead.
“No way!” Jackie jumps up and
stands behind Diane for a closer look.
“Way!” I say.
Pointing at the bracelet I say,
“They’re like the ones you found out at
Ruby
Lake
. Diane makes them into beads and strings them.”
Jackie takes one of the juniper
nuts from Diane’s beading tray and rolls it between her two fingers.
Nodding her head in agreement,
“Yup it’s the same, that’s amazing. Look how cool they look in that
bracelet, awesome.”
“Show me how you get the hole the
rest of the way through again,” Jackie leans over Diane’s tray.
Diane picks up another nut, “The
prairie dog leaves some of the shell at the bottom when it bites down. I just
push the needle through the bottom of the whole like this.”
Quietly we are motionless as she
picks up another and slides the heavy sowing needle inside. Then positioning
it over some cardboard, she pushes the needle down, puncturing a small hole
thru the remaining portion of the nut. Thus, making a juniper nut into a
beautiful juniper bead.
Jackie reaches into her pocket and
pulls out a handful of clean, shinny ones from
Ruby
Lake
and puts them in Diane’s tray.
“Wow, where did you get all
those?” Diane turns to look at Jackie puzzled.
Jackie smiles, “They are from
Ruby
Lake
, the Spirit Deer gave them too me.”
Diane asks, “The Spirit Deer?
When did you meet the Spirit Deer?”
Jackie says, “Well, I didn’t
but Christina met him on a trail.”
We all laugh and continue beading.
Diane adds a handful of juniper
beads to each of our beading trays. We string them with the other colorful
beads on our trays.
I remark, “The juniper beads have
the best natural color. Don’t you think?”
We all nod our heads in agreement.
Diane says, “The Spirit Deer is
very important to us Indians. If you are in his favor, he will protect you
from evil. But if you are his enemy, he will pierce your heart with his
antlers.”
Jackie speaks, “She is in his
favor,
Chester
said he left the antlers for her.”
Looking at Diane to see her
reaction I say, “I knew I should have left those antlers where I found
them.”
Diane replies, “You were given
the antlers of the Spirit Deer?”
“I have a secret everyone in our
tribe knows, but we don’t tell white people,” Diane pauses and looks at
both of us for a moment.
“The Chief is my father and his
wife is my mother. When I was a baby they gave me to Heather. She is my mother
now. I was a gift to her, Napittu—h is our word for present.”
“My blood Mom and Dad have nine
other children, my brothers and sisters. My Chief wanted Heather to have a
child to help her and follow in her footsteps.”
The Chief said to Heather, “Teach
her to be the Shaman of my people.”
Diane is moving about the beading
table helping us. She looks at us out of the corner of her eye, observing our
reaction to the secret.
Diane says, “They gave one of
their own children away. Heather raised me from when I was a little baby. She
takes care of me and I take care of her.”
Heather is watching us with her
steel gray eyes, able to look into my soul. She has deep wrinkles in her
forehead from her many years. Her skin looks grey, like her hair.
Heather speaks, “No one wanted
this land so they gave it to us. This land is not good for much of anything,
it’s just desert and sagebrush. We are on the outskirts of town, on the edge
of the desert. There is no one but a few Indians here.”
I can hear the wind howling. Sand
is being picked up by gusts of wind and sounds like hail as it hits the
windows.
Heather speaks proudly, “My son
and my daughter are grown now, and they have their own lives.
Chester
likes to hunt and fish. But his favorite thing to do is painting. He’s such
a good painter. Linda is going to be a doctor. She is away at school, I miss
her so much.”
I interrupt, “I met Linda at the
basketball game, she is so cool. We went to the Pow Wow with her. She danced
the Shawl Dance, it was awesome.”
Jackie adds, “I liked the bead
designs on her cloths. And that deer skin dress and those moccasins she had
on, can I get them in my size?”
At that moment I recall Heather
dancing at the Pow Wow. I can almost hear the musicians, and see the smoke
hanging in the great hall. What I remember most is the moment when she
disappeared right in front of my eyes.
Looking straight at her, “How did
you disappear?”
“Oh that,” She replies, “That
is something one shaman passes on to another. I can’t tell anyone for fear
that an Evil Spirit Devil will learn the secret.”
Chester
and Dad arrived at Heathers house.
Chester
knows we will be going back East soon. He looks serious as he walks over to
the beading table.
Neewa greets
Chester
with a wagging tail and a few nudges to his palm with her cold wet nose.
Chester
reaches down and scratches Neewa behind her ears and under her chin, “Neewa,
how you doing girl.” He massages her head with his two strong hands and
scratches her behind the ears.
I give Dad a dirty look, letting
him know I’m pissed that he’s late. He knows we don’t want to be at
Heathers alone, its creepy. I continue beading.
Chester
looks at us and says, “How you guys doing?”
I say, “I’m fine.”
Jackie says, “Good Chester, how
are you?”
Chester
says, “Oh, I’m fine.”
Chester
speaks, “You guys need to be told something very important before you go
back East. Lets all sit down and talk about what you must know.”
This sounds serious, “I knew I
shouldn’t have taken those antlers.”
Chester
speaking softly, “It’s okay Christina, the antlers are a gift from the
Spirit Deer. He is grateful for the good deeds you have done. The Spirit Deer
will protect you from evil, and you must keep his watch over you a secret.”
I reply anxiously, “What deeds? I
didn’t do any deeds?”
“Oh yes you did, but you did not
know it,” He is quick to add. “The first good deed was adopting Neewa at
the pound and saving her Spirit. If Neewa had stayed at the pound much longer,
she would have been euphemized.”
“What spirit?” I shudder.
Heebe-tee-tse’s Spirit, an Indian
worrier who died in the late 1800’s. His body was never found and his spirit
has been wandered the desert ever since. He has been unable to return home to
be at rest in our sacred burial ground. But he kept searching for a way home
to us. When Neewa was born on the desert, the Spirit Being of Heebe-tee-tse
entered her body and he is still there.
“Oh brother,” I gasp.
Chester
smiles, “Your second deed was saving Neewa from dying of distemper. By
bringing her to Doctor Cuthberson you saved her and Heebe-tee-tse’s spirit
in Neewa from certain death. If Neewa had died, Heebe-tee-tse’s Spirit Being
could have been lost.
Doctor Cuthberson, a trusted Shaman
learned of Heebe-tee-tse’s spirit when Neewa stayed overnight at his animal
hospital. He spoke to Heebe-tee-tse and made preparations for him to enter our
sacred burial ground.
Chester
continues, “Do you remember the tribal building and the Tribal Historian
Members Project? All the members that have ever lived are listed on that wall.
We are always looking for lost ancestors like Heebe-tee-tse, trying to return
to us to be At Rest.”
Remember the little girl at the
Tribal History meeting? She said, did you know Neewa has a Spirit?
Since that moment everyone knew
about Heebe-tee-tse coming home. We have all been waiting to welcome him.”
Jackie interrupts, “So let me get
this right, Neewa is a Spirit Being of this worrier Heebe-tee-tse?”
Chester
sighs, “Well not exactly, you see it is not Neewa who is a Spirit Being, but
the Spirit Being is in Neewa’s body.”
“Oh, I get it now, Neewa’s
possessed,” Jackie clarifies.
Chester
persists, “When Neewa was born near Heebe-tee-tse’s grave he took refuge
in Neewa’s body, he possessed her, but not in a bad way. He will not harm
her.”
I break in, “Dad, what about my
dream, the one where I was looking for Neewa’s family in the desert.
Remember I read the newspaper about the hiker who saw the white German
shepherd family digging up the bones of the gambler…. And right next to the
gambler was the grave of the Native American Indian who was over a hundred
years old.”
Heather adds, “We have been
protecting Neewa and all of you since we have known about Heebe-tee-tse. Do
you recall when
Chester
put the charm on Neewa’s collar when you came back from the ghost town? The
charm is a Katsina, a sacred symbol that protects the wearer from evil
trespassers. This Katsina is called Wuyak-Kuita and affords it’s wearer safe
travel.
Chester
got it from Doctor Cuthberson who also placed a potion in the Wuyak-Kuita
charm. The potion guarded Neewa against the evil Devil Spirits who wanted to
take Heebe-tee-tse’s spirit for themselves and evil. And the jingle ding
sound coming from the charm is an incantation. A magical spell to shelter you
and your family from evil.”
Heather is telling of events in my
life and she was not even there, “All of you had encounters with evil.
Remember you met George Spahn at the general store near Manny’s house. You
did not like the way he looked at you. He is a dead man. It was his ghost that
invited all of you to his ranch. He would’ve killed Heebe-tee-tse and
substituting an evil Devil Spirit in Neewa. Many evil Devil Spirits at his
ranch take bodies and souls of those who fall into their trap. They want to
come to live with our people. But they are evil and we do not want them.”
Heather smiles, “What’s more,
have you forgotten what happen on the fishing trip? The gunshot that hit the
ground near your van saved you from a Devil Spirit stalking Neewa and
Heebe-tee-tse. A Chosen One, who sees, fired that shot. He was not shooting at
you or your family. His bullet was meant to defeat the evil stalker.
Furthermore remember my house? I used yellow and blue powders to vanquished
the evil spirit in the dust devil? So you see, we have all been protecting
you.”
Chester
speaks adding still more archival proof to my already overflowing to capacity
encounters with demons and evil spirits, “At the Pow Wow when the Deer Dance
was performed and that Chief transformed himself into the Spirit Deer. That
Spirit Deer has been following you and Neewa ever since the Pow Wow. At
Ruby
Lake
the ghost of the mule deer was the Spirit Deer that left his antlers as a gift
for you and Neewa for helping Heebe-tee-tse.
And you heard the howling coyotes
at
Ruby
Lake
? They too were evil and wanted the power of Heebe-tee-tse’s spirit for
themselves, but Spirit Deer and the herbs Heather gave you warded off the
attack.”
Chester
adds, “Heather is certain you are safe now. You must always keep the antlers
and charm you have been given. Never give them away or lose them, as they will
keep you safe from them in return for your secrecy.”
Heather talks to Dad, Jackie and
me, “I have another secret. No one will put a new house here in place of
this old one. Under my house is our sacred burial ground where all our Indian
Spirit Beings are resting. We cannot disturb them, the Spirit Beings must stay
here forever.”
Chester
went on, “Now I have to tell you quickly because they will be here soon.”
I ask, “Who will be here soon?”
Jackie looks up as she is finishing
her necklace, “Who else is coming to the beading party?”
Heather and
Chester
smile and say in unison, “The Spirit Beings!”
Jackie puts her face down on the
table and coverers her head with her arms. Dad comes to the table and sits
between us, putting his arms around us both.
Heather speaks, “Chanting will be
starting in Linda’s room. The Spirit Beings are creating the sounds of the
wind and the smells of fire and earth. The ceremony has begun.
First, the exorcism of
Heebe-tee-tse from Neewa’s body, then the Spirit Beings will assist
Heebe-tee-tse in entering the Spirit World through our sacred ground. Neewa
will be the same coy dog you know and love after it is over.”
I can smell burning roots, herbs,
and sweet flowers. The smoke is swirling by the candlelight as Neewa walks
behind the curtain. Flickering light is coming from behind the woven divide
separating us from the Spirits. Mystical yellow and blue smoke churns
overhead.
Heather exclaims, “We are close,
the Spirit Beings are thanking you and Neewa.”
Dad squeezes Jackie and me tighter.
Seconds pass like minutes.
Chanting and drumming radiate from
behind the curtain. “Hey Hey Hey Hey Ya Ya Ya… Ya Ya Ya….”
The High-pitched screeches echo in
my ears and through my head. Soft then loud rhythms repeat.
The chants of the spirits send
chills down my spine, “Hey Hey Hey Hey Ya Ya, Ya Ya, Ya Ya,”
Visible through an open crack,
shadows of awkward human shapes move about on Linda’s wall. Above the woven
blankets strange forms move in circles on the ceiling.
Frightened by the appearance of
Heather leaving the back room, I’m startle almost falling backwards off my
chair.
Heather nods and smiles a great big
smile, “The Spirit Beings are thankful, Heebe-tee-tse is home, at rest. No
longer wondering the desert, he has left Neewa’s body and is where he
belongs. All the Spirit Beings are celebrating with him.”
Jackie speaks softly, “The ghost
hunting equipment is at home, but all the ghosts are here.”
I whisper to Dad, “Okay, so we
don’t have scientific proof that there are ghosts, but there is no doubt
about it in my mind. There are ghosts here.”
Just at that moment Neewa runs out
from behind the curtain and jumps onto my lap. I hold her close to me as she
thumps her tail against my legs, wagging it vigorously. The charm around her
neck is jingling as she licks my face.
“Yuck, stop it Neewa.”
I wake up in my bed with Neewa
standing over me licking my face. As I push her away, she sits down at the
foot of the bed staring at me with her tongue hanging out of the side of her
mouth.
I laugh, “Neewa, you are too
cute, I love you.”
Just then Dad yells from the
kitchen, “Christina get up, you’ve been asleep for the entire morning. We
are all packed and leaving for
California
tomorrow. You have time to visit your friends to say good-bye. Don’t forget
Diane, Heather,
Chester
, and Marvin. I’ll call the Burn’s, Manny and Margaret, Doctor Cuthberson,
and Linda. You and your sister have to stay together until we leave.”
THE
END
Watch for these volumes of Neewa
The Wonderdog and the Ghost Hunters.
The Ghosts of the Northeast appear
in this adventure. Meet the Death Demon, and follow Neewa as she is threatened
by an attack of by the Wild Dogs of Woodstock. Next she joyously visits
Boston
and attends a ivy league concert.
In this episode of the Ghosts of
the
Delmarva Peninsula
, Neewa travels in the American South. She catches shad in the
Choptank
River
and oysters in the
Chesapeake Bay
. She digs antiques and the treasure of the pirates of the
Chesapeake Bay
. While swimming and exploring here she searches for James A. Michener in St.
Michaels. But discovers the presence of a ghost from a French soldier from the
war of 1812, left behind after everyone else had left.
In the Ghosts of the West Pickles
the cat,
Sheba
the German Shepard, and Neewa have many escapades.
Sheba
and Neewa swim and body surf in the
Pacific Ocean
. Together they travel to the Rocky Mountains,
Pueblo
ruins, and are overwhelmed at the Ghost Ranch in the
Grand Canyon
. They even
visit
Mt.
Rushmore, but Pickles does not want to go.
On the East Coast, Vampires stalks
Neewa as she travels in
New Jersey
. There she and Lizzy the Spaniel face tragedy. Neewa comes face to face with
evil in So Ho,
New York City
. She survives an attack of the Ghost of the North East blackout and matches
wits with a clever squirrel from
Brooklyn
.